It is a moody day for me to receive call from my mum and still said that I'm so poor thing do confinement till like that. i mean if she can said that why cant she come and help me to cook rather then go out. I mean she can don't do this de, but if u don't want to cook so don said all this which make people feel sad already.
His mum cooked for me but then she is wking daily so what do u expect?
U cant expect someone to work at 11am then she get everything cooked ready by the time that u wanna eat MA, if u are good u should not think of going out now as YOUR DAUGHTER just gave birth also right.
I just feel sad hearten la to realised that she still cared about going out more then me. In the end it is still the same. So please stop calling and telling me rubbish which make me feel worst and more lousy!
I tin i will get depression because of her.
Lucky his mum is taking 2 week leave after baby is out from hospital to help look after baby as he is till very small in size and young.
I appreciated it very much.
So NOW my confinement is not the same like last time when i hired the people home to look after and cook.
I remember with Isaac the same things happen when i am going to labour already.
I thought thing happen once only who knows twice.
=(
Life is always the same not much pleasure i think u can jolly well expect what to come in hand man!
I gave up already.
Now i eat whatever his mum cook and maid cook i don want care already just want to make sure that i pump my milk on time and Kyden get the best that all.
My fren cared more then my own family member which is disheartening, =(
Reali!!!!!
Now waiting to fetch Kyden back from hospital already and i don wan care about others already. sian liao, why bother!
Kyden progress as of 30 August 2009:
He is drinking at least 24 ml per feed, every 3 hours once, but no bottle feed as his sucking reflex is still weak so is pump into the stomach then to make him full and gain weight too lo.
His weight now i s1.55kg, gain 0.05 gram today and it is a good sign which means that he already gaining rather then the 1st few day losing as he is drying up haha.
He is no more on the Blue light which means that his Jaundice level is 125 only today, which is good.
He opened his eyes today too, but i cant load the pictures maybe tomorrow then i load bah.
Currently i realised that he look so much like him haha, not abit me yet but then will still change DE la.
=)
i am confident he will look like me too.
too bad i cant go see him daily as my 1 mth is still not up yet and then it is not Gd too.
No choice so he will update me when he go there lo.
Daily i am pumping about 8 bottles of 60 ml milk for him as night time i am sleeping cant wake up as i wake up i feel the pain i cant go back to sleep
=(
I will try to pump more before i slp that why i usually sleep around 1 am plus to get the last pump!
Baby Kyden mummy love u!!!!!!
BTW, his sister brought me a Avent breast pump and it works so well that i feel so relived man!!!!
No More using hand and i feel better!
=)
Thanks Cindy!!!!
Although it is manual but the strength used is still not as much as before man!
Relieved!
Going to pump milk already
=)
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