Wednesday, January 28, 2009

New year passed by so fast and now it's the 3rd day of new year already.
I am working half day today.
Thought wanted to leave at 12 ++, but who knows office got so many people.
OMG

No body like to rest.
Lazy to drag my body out this morning DE and saw both of them soundly sleeping.
:(

1st day of CNy is not bad but 2ND day of CNY abit tricky!!!
Angry
:(

He make me so boiled up and plus my dad also.
Bombing my HP like mad.

ZZZ

I need to get my facial product later and also bank in son Ang Bao.

This year the $$ is much more fruitful then last year ha ha.

I hope this year will be a good year for US!

better then last year will be more ideal.

I am confirm that i will quit smoking.

I just smoke MY LAST STICK and i will not continue, i saw the TV say the body, health will be not good this year as the immune system will be down.
I need to stop.
I have my life and everything, must treasure and not everyone is given a second chance often.

I cant always take this bet and continue with this anymore.

Smoking is a passion i think not a MUST.

Please God, give me the confidence to QUIT and last just like the last time when i was pregnant with Son.

Seriously i am starting to wonder why last time i can stop smoking for 9 months then i cant QUIT now.

Its not really that hard to actually quit if i have the determination and ETC.

I need the boost to do so.

Life is far way much important then this and yet i am trying to ruin it all the while.

Saw the tiles on Ikea yesterday and we calculated that the amount is actually not that much. The things is do we know how to DO it. Ha ha.

Good year to all/ everyone/ family and ME.



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Friday, January 23, 2009

Today is Friday, which means tomorrow is Saturday and 2 days more its CNY.

Are u all peers HAPPY?

He no need to work till 30 Jan. So Shiok hor.

My boss gave me ang bao $50 haha.

I so sian to work today haha


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Thursday, January 22, 2009

New Moon



Agri-Food & Veterinary Authority of Singapore
5 Maxwell Road
#04-00
Tower Block MND Complex
Singapore 069110
Fax: (65) 62235383

RECALL OF NEW MOON BRAND PREMIUM ABALONE BROTH (CONCENTRATED)
Goh Joo Hin Pte Ltd, importer of the New Moon Brand Premium Abalone Broth (Concentrated)
(400 g can, product of Thailand)
has received feedback that the product has a bad smell after the can is opened.

AVA is investigating the cause of the problem. In the meantime, the company will be recalling the product as a precautionary measure.

Details of the affected product are described below:

Brand Name:New Moon
Product Description:Premium Abalone Broth (Concentrated)
Packing Size:400 g can
Country of OriginThailand
Identification Code:SPF PRO: 10/10/2008
ABB EXP: 09/10/2011

As a precautionary measure, AVA advises consumers who have bought the implicated product not to consume them.
Issued by Agri-Food & Veterinary Authority
on 16 January 2009


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Maid issue

New year is just round the corner and yet i don't feel the same way as i feel as i was younger for New Year, maybe am old?

I haven change money for New Year ang bao also haha. Tml or wad then change la.

I told my mum that i wanted to hire maid yesterday when son grow older by end of this year or so.

She sneer at me again.


Hais...

Why cant some people cant understand that working mum and non working mum don't share the same privileges.
We can say so we share the same ONLY... WHEN THERE IS SOMEONE AT HOME U TRUST TO LOOK AFTER UR KIDS.
When u don't have someone the only choice is only MAID.

After school care is not the best choice after all, the kids gets to stay there after they finished school and they MIGHT get to bathe, sleep etc.
You know a kid, if they can play, do u think they will listen to commands?
They will never listen DE lo.
When the time i finished work and picked him up, again its 7 plus pm or even 8 when we reached home. Not talking about bathing, doing homework etc. It will be like 10 ++ Pm already lo.

Not mentioning that i have to do my housework and by the time i think i will faint from exhaustion.

The 2ND reason that i insist hiring a maid would be.
Have someone ever told u or understand that a Primary school kid would have at least 3 Months of HOLIDAY? not including those 1 week or children day etc.
I have only MAX 20 days leave per year, we shall not include the MC, etc.

How can i stay home and look after him?
No one will want to take care of him and what should i do if this problems arise?
No one will help me to solve it DE!!!!

If there is someone who will help me solve it, in the 1st place i wont hire maid liao ma right?

It means that there is no one willingly to look after him that why that is the last solution.

U think i wanted to hire maid?
NO i don't want to every month extra $500+
Extra money where i can put it to good use DE lei.
NO choice is the final word of the day.

Well that all i can say for my life haha.

I realised that i love nagging and i chose to keep silent because i know no matter how much i said or do it wont change the situation today or tomorrow.

Well, when peers have kids then they will realised why i keep thinking this way and also why i am stubborn.

I am a person who is not "Don't like to take advice, choose to do things my own way" IS I felt it will be the best for my son and i will go ahead with my guts!
I cant be forever listening to people N in the end i & my son am the one who suffer.
now even he is in K1 Childcare i cant even OT unless i know he is at my mum place already.
The childcare closed at 7 and i cant be late.
Everyday after work i rushes off at 6 on the dot , just to catch the bus and also to reach in time. Nothing else u know.

It is so tiring every day.
Work, routine, slp.

My life is enough to the max already la.

We both are going to sit down and plan our finical seriously this time round. NO JOKING!!!!!

We are gg Thai after CNY 2 weeks later.
I regret buying the tickets.
i want $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
No choice got to go if not they will forfit my $$$$$$$$$
Son is happiest.
As he will be going to Airport to seat AEROPLANE!!!
Goodness.
I am sad :(

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Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Do i have very little friends in actual?
I have hard time opening up to new people.
I rather slack at home watching TV, cleaning or even just slacking rather then go out and meet my friends.
Why am i like that?
Before i gave birth to Isaac, i wasnt like that.
I needed to go out everyday & almost till night time then i will be home, even if i have school or work the next day.

Why did i become so lazy?

Then suddenly i realised that i dont have much friends left.

Closer YES!! Else nothing.

Is this the life of a woman with kids?

Haha

Well, at least i felt happy that i dont like to CLUB, etc anymore haha. Means i care & love my family!!!!

Well, called up the maid agency today and checked about hiring maid as i needed one after i moved over to the new house.
It gonna be very little money for me to spend in near furture as the maid salary have increased recently and its so high and annoying as they are maid la haha.

Well there is a price to pay for every thing we wanted la.

So lazy to blog.

Boss left for Malaysia already!!!!

Great, time at peace and time to do some report before last minute again.

Bye
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Monday, January 19, 2009

Today is Monday and yes i am feeling sluggish again and i got to work another 4 days before weekend again!

Haisss

Next week is already new year so fast new year is here again. Time past by pretty fast man.

I am a year older again and now is unlike when i am young saying that aiyo when will i reach 21 years old etc haha.
Now i will keep thinking that OMG i am one year older haha.

Son skipped his art class yesterday haha.
We went John Little at Expo, then FEP then he fell asleep and we can walk in peace then when he woke up at 8pm, the noise started again and he requested for macdonald again because of the TOYS la!!!!

he can eat is good but then i think fast food is not so good for him, so i will usually chose milk, apple for his Happy meal.

He brought his clothes and shoes also haha. Finally!!!

After new year i will be counting down to Thai trip and also 1st appointment with HDB & April lo. :)

I keep saying right, ignore me la!!! Haha
I just been an idiot haha.

I just love to think of my new house and the things i can do freely & anything i want~

I decided not to RENT out the place already as it is the LOVE of my house where son can do what he want and me too. Why should i still put up with the place that i always felt that i have no Freedom de haha, only yes la no need do much housework etc la.

I actually tought that his arents can stay with me then rent out the current house so that there will be more income, but after serious thoughts, i decided not to already.

His brother kids will come mah! Then i will dont like also then after that i cant stop them from coming also! As i allowed his parents to move in with us already.
To make them move in with us is so SIMPLE.
Wait here dont agreed there dont agreed how to ask people to move out lei right?
Plus the rental will be for 2 years also mah.

I wanted to have my own house with dogs and a happly little family, yet his dad dont like dogs.
I cant possiblity give up in order to please others again, he is not so happy about my thinking la, but IM SORRY!!!!

its your life and mine! Always rem ok?
Not ur dad and mine haha.
If not u married your dad lo.

My new place might be small not spacious nor grand, but i know i will be happy with my own COSY home that i have build!!!!
I have confidence

I am nagging again la, well i am not OLD ok. Just to be safe then sorry only.

I talked to him last night and he started his attitude again.
Sleepy
Tired
Eyes closed

So angry la.
Feel like giving him one tight slap on his face!
:)

Lucky he looked at me when i am engaging small talk with him!

:)

Watch out Mr Ang

:)
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Saturday, January 17, 2009










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Woke up so early like in 10am due to Isaac Lim
He claimed his diaper is wet!
He say he wants milk, then i forget to make!
He wants to watch cartoon!

Now i am here blogging lo.

Asking him just now:
Me: Son u want to go Gai Gai?
Him: No, want to watch cartoon 1st, we go at 5pm lo.
Me: OK,
Son: 15 minutes later.
Son: " We go Gai Gai now le"
Me: Wait lar, lazy!
Son: His face sour!!!!!!!

Haha

We wanted to go Expo de as my sister say got sales.
The thought of taking a train there is killing me.
Anyway i need to drag my body out la as i need to cut his hair, buy toileries.
No more liao la.

New yr is just round the corner, happy?
Excited?

I am not lei haha.
I used to like it when i am young now no more already haha.

I am rather more excited to looking forward to my new house haha.

In April. Counting down daily and also the things that i want to buy!

Where shall i go actually?
Hmmmm

He only finished work at 6pm lei

I go Expo, then i uy pillow then lugged it all the way?
Haha

I can imagine the funny scene, with me taking the pillow and shouting at Isaac if he is notti with the '000 people in Expo. Drama

Maybe bring him to cut hair walk in AMK first then decide la haha.

Horrible lazy me, bye
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Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Best friend came already and i am so tired.
Cant drag myself out of the bed each morning.

Going to meeting soon, whole day which means that i am so saturated.

Going to pay the agent $260.50 tonight for the submission for HDB.
Later 1st appointment got to pay some more like $200++
Sigh.
I am actually so sick that i have cash problems with the new house that i brought.
1 hand i love the fact that i ahve already purchase a house, on the other hand i am afraid of lots of things.
Too much to be said here.

I sometimes think to myself in the night when i cant sleep, Do i regret?
Did i make some choices that i think i shouldnt have?
Well, its over. No turning back already.
Continued with life and try to make it the best of all, if POSSIBLE!

I think it takes 2 hand 2 clap.
You cant keep clapping on ur own, its tired!!!!
:(

Sometimes i am really tired.
People dont understand why i nag, why i keep repeat!
In the 1st place u dont want me to repeat or Nag, DO IT!!!
DOnt wait, why wait?
U know certain things need to be in time guidelines why still behave that way?
If ur commiment cant allowed u to do so, in the 1st place dont agreee!!!!!

I am so sian to nag like i am turning into OLD WOMAN soon.

Now my new house is near & far from completion too la, but i really scared to faced the reality that how much shortage of cash i will have and etc .

I am really scared!

There is no one to share my joy & fears.
I blog here as i felt it more carefree this way, and i cant released whatever is in my heart that i am happy nor unhappy!

Son is sweet and he name "Kuey Bar Lu" as "Sin Liang" haha.
Duno why he say it this way also.
He still tell me my mum lie!
haha she kept the cak and tole me say is my sister and he bring me to see where she keep in the 1st N 2nd place. Then my mum paiseh!!!!
OMG!!!

I also text someone wrongly yesterday and it someone close and i felt totally wicked and guilty!!!
Duno what will happen when we face each other.
My brain simply is just not working la!!!
Hais, just a big mistake!
I ough to slap myself i think.
So lame so lame.
This happen to me

This week need to bring Isaac go cuthair and also yeesterday i brought 2 PJ for him, new year mah!!!
Play games at carnibal and he damm happy but cant play much as time running out. Tonight maybe going with my mum to the place again as i went with him only, she not around!
Son is excited when our car drove past lo, he listen to me as he wanted to go haha.
So i ENJOYED my dinner la!!!
Bye

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Tuesday, January 13, 2009

The previous post that i wrote yesterday is gone dunno at where.

Sigh.

Anyway good news,
I am going to submit the exercise on 15 Jan which is this Thursday.
Will wait for HDB to give me a date for 1st appointment, which is 6 weeks +/- from 15 Jan 09, then after this 1st appointment will be another 6 weeks to collection of keys.
Seems fast but not really that fast.
I predict all should be done in early Apr or end Apr 09.

I have tonnes of things not yet to be purchase and my cash is not going strong enough and i felt sad and pissed off.

No one seems to help me much out his except for certain things.
Well, sad to say, no one is obligate to help since they are not so important to u or me.

human faces are a truth fact of themselves as one straight look can tell.
hard to hide, unless Ur really masked.

Son is very SWEET to me yesterday.

I was working late and he actually came & hug me the moment i came back from work and tell me to have dinner and etc.

I was touched by his gesture & suddenly so sweet look & actions haha.

I am down with the FLU bug again and its better after i took medicine last night and off to bed at 10.30 i think.
So tired!!!!

I seriously cant be bothered to pack my room for New Yr as i keep having the thoughts that i am moving soon haha.
No point as i will mess up my clothes again pretty soon DE!
So i might as well just do some cleaning of DUST that all la.

Need to pack my stuffs also into boxes for those that i have no use DE as it will be lots of work if i don't packed and i will be tired i think.

BTW, my Menes is till not here yet haha, missed for like 2 weeks?

:)


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Saturday, January 10, 2009

New bed and mattress came today already.
Very nice but abit big haha.
Did realised that when purchased haha, maybe too engrossed already haha.

Have this thought that we should rent out the new house before saving and shifting in haha.
Still thinking la, even his dad thought of it haha.
But when u buy house then u dont want move in meh?
The urge haha.
Well see la.

Sold one of my Saumsung already at 350.
Sigh.
Now using Nokia 5320, simple phone la, not too much function la.

He went for company function already.
Now alone at home with son lo.
Tml going to view car after son school.

Ate Mac yesterday as promise.
Its so EXPENSIVE lo seriously i think now Mac is for those who are rich, not fast food anymore.
@ Mac meal i can eat simple buffet lo.
Can u just imagine that and also the effects after eating too much Mac.
I should start to unlike Mac already
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Friday, January 9, 2009

Boss is back and he wants me to do something which is very annoying de!
Command and command only.
Sometimes must check if it is possible also wad! Can then wad can we do when the system hangs?
Darn!!!
So angry la.
My Friday lo!!!!!!
:(

Tomorrow my new bed will be in and the mattress too.

Sold away son car bed yesterday already!
He too big fr the car cum he store his toys there only. LOL
Threw away my sofa bed also! To make space for the new bed la!
Anyway i wanted to threw it long ago la.
:)

I gt shops update later also hais! So fan de la, really lo.

Work sometimes is so fan & annoying but then no work means no money lo!

No choice la.

Chat with my grandmum yesterday. :)

I heard some sad news which is that my ex boss quit and anyway he gt save alot of money enuff to last him for 6 months without working lo and his wife salary is high so no worries.
Good la, maybe a break from this office will do him good, as he works with this firm for more then 35 years already. I think now salary will not be that great lo but still i think he can make it de la.

Well happy or sad we have to get over it and continued with life.
Cheers.
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Thursday, January 8, 2009

Tired

I decided to use CANE back on Son
as son bigger already, I try not to use cane when I know he will know what I'm trying to said when I talk, but I don't know why he is so notti, don listen & rude now, towards me, my mum, sister, my friends, everybody except the teachers. :(
I told him I don like tor repeat for the things I said or want him to do.
if I need to repeat, he still the same, show attitude & rude he will get it from me very seriously!!!!! When i say something, I mean it.
I actually don't want to cane him most of the time. But when i am seriously angry and teaching him, I try to use my hands until i cannot take it i FLARE.
but since his 4 years old birthday, I tell myself, if I don't use the cane,son attitude & behavior will still be the same and he is in K1 already lo. I don't like his brother kids attitude and i don't want son to end up like them. That is why i try not to let him mix with them but no choice they are kids and they come over i cant run away. That why i need to move away. Their kids always teaches son bad stunts & words, yet i cant scold other people kids! Fed Up & he don't understand! Said i paranoid!!!! :(
I am not paranoid and i just don't like them as they have no manners yes sometimes they have but then, overall they cant behave as they will come into my room and ask my son to take things for them when son know i don't like, at least he will asked DE! :)


I cane him very serious last month and he cried till he cant talked lo.
I already told him that if he continued and do the same i wont spare the rod!
I use very lightly and heavier with he cane when his face remains the same.

My son is a very proud with high ego DE.
He wont admit hes in the wrong DE until u seriously use the rod.
That is why he is only afraid of me no one else in the house as he know i mean what i said!!!!
I wont joke, yes sometimes la!
When i want something done i mean it DE!
I got no patience and cant wait and keep repeat myself!
Even when i talk to him, he don't pay attention & need me to repeat i will flare!
This SO something not so good about me la.

They played all son toys till all spoilt lo. I paid with my own $$, not been sponsor DE OK!!!
Tell me will u be angry?

Got good things why i don't see that they will give us a share?
Claim i am loaded so i don't need all this things?
ZZZ
Lame Lame Lame
U don't want to buy for son don show!!
BTW
Son clothes is not theirs!
My mum brought for son DE, even want to wear got to wait till son wear it first!
Son cant be 2ND handed DE OK.
Sorry i getting EMO here but sometimes i just felt biased la, maybe my feelings is spread DE!
That is the reason why i am scared to get pregnant again.
I am scared they will be biased but then son is really loney!
Haisss

WE depend on fate la, see what is the outcome.
I believe if its a gift from God u will have it someday without asking much or thinking.
Anyway son is my greatest love and darling and will always be!

I will giv my best to him when i can i wont be stingy on him DE!
I will b stingy on myself but not son!
The people i loved i wont do that unless i hate u or i am really BROKE!

I nee more patience in the year of 2009.

I need to actually need to spend more time on son as i cant keep watching TV and he don't learn.
He wants me to read and teach him DE but i am just PLAIN LAZY!
I admit!
Sorry!!!!
Will buck up and try my very best OK!


After my leave for so long, i am getting so tired & lazy every morning.
Making myself wake up is so horrible then i imagine.
I think i better sleep early, stop watching the SCV already!
The drama now is so nice lo, i am just struck to the TV la.

Yesterday went Tiong Bahru to eat porridge again as he wants.
After that went to Seahorse and get the mattress as it got 50% off.
Need to get the mattress as the new bed will arrived on Saturday.

I am looking for items that are on discount that i need for my new hosue de lo.
Else later my new hse is empty, i will cry & rather dont move.

Currently i got fridge, washing machine, bed, tv console.
Anyone wanna sponsor me other things?
Please feel free to let me know ok haha.
:)
I love to dream, aint i?


Sometimes people dont understand me & they think i am been Kan Chong.
I am not!!!!!
I asked or wanna do something is because that if we dont check etc how do we know if we have enough anot or what.
Dont u all agree?

I dont like last minute then said this cant that cant!
I dont like that kind of scence de.

I am a person, i like everything to be done in order if it is within my needs/ or wadever!
I dont like cock ups.
I hate that!
Will feel damm miseable or sad de if its not what i want lo.

So i am a kan chong freak when it comes to my things, i want the best althought cant be perfect!

Blame it on my own attitude la!! Cant help it its in me so either u pretend to like it/ me, go along with me OR just hate me then!!!!

I never like boot licker also.

I tout as friends, we should be honest with one another.

Recently i go a friend whom i thought she is but then the truth turned out to be the real opposite and she really make my eyes opened wide just for her & i think i wot be able to trust her anymore as it's not a friend or should i said it's just a passing by ghost haha.
Bad word!!!
God!!!!
Well this suit her la!!!!!

My report is almost done and i am just so plain lazy and tired la!!!

Boss will be back tomorrow and its Friday!
Sian i dont like him to be around on Friday de!!!
I want to leav on the dot or even earlier but he just come no choice la. I cant chase him away right?

BTW, i scream at him last night, claiming why he never said my cookings is good and he never said he miss & love me?
Crazy!!
I never like to said this type of things de haha


I am just plain lazy & toking rubbish bye


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Wednesday, January 7, 2009

Today whole day i am so bored to death as i am doing my month end report and i was staring at figures again OMG
I hate math since young now i am requried to do so much and to be true my math become better and better since i start working in my current firm. Haha.

Actually my firm is good de very very relax but just that the pay is not so good as outside la.
What can u expect when u cant gain both good points at the same time.
Flexible time enable me to actually have time to sneak out or go back home in order not to be late when fetching son lo.

I was late today also. Haha, woke up at 8 plus reached at around 9.30 plus haha. Sometimes i will reach like at 10am althought i start work at 9 la.

Like last 2 weeks ago, i sms my boss told him i having slight fever. Will come in late.
In the end i came work at 12pm haha. Finished eating breakfast etc liao lol.
No one said anything but cant always like that la, you know la.
Office sure got people who will eye red that why can i like that then why they cant etc.
All so lame de la.

Me got more previllages as my boss is in Singapore only like 2 days per week except rare days when he is in the whole week la :(

He can called my name whole day de, untill all the people in office already know his pattern haha.

Hes a funny guy and also not romantic & dull de haha.
Overall, hes really nice as alot of people all said my boss is the best in office already.

Not much temper unless u really make mistakes & pisssed him off!!!! Else he Good's

He sometimes do sent me home also haha. When i said pls la. LOL
He can go fetch my son then sent me back de lo and one thing: HE DRIVE DAMM FAST!!!

Office people called him F1 of Singapore!

I so lame i know talk about work.

OK bye bye

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Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Fresh 2009

Today finally went to work after leave from 24 December till 6 Jan haha.
Shiok la, well din really go anywhere also as i was at home with son and sleep lo.

I finish my story book already.
Please buy me a new one can?
I want all 4 volumes.
:)

Brought my bed already haha. Must maintain it if not it will spoilt. Sian haven got mattress lo. haha.

Got my fridge too but will be sent to his grandmum house first then when we move then move to the new house.

He said that the new house, certain items can be done at his office as per our own deisgn haha, wonder how it will look like!

Boss went to Malaysia already haha. Great means that i can leave at 5.45pm today i order for him to fetch me home as i don want to take the bus.
THe bus is never early or on time and always full of people plus even when ur pregnant or with kids no one will give up the place fr u de!
They just pretend to SLEEP or looking outside the windows!
Esp those China people, not i biased ok, but TRUE!!!!!!

I am having nightmares that what is for dinner tonight haha.
Scary!!!

Brought spagetti to work today as i cooked it last night!

Supposed to cook last night but we went to Yishun for dinner as its his Dad Birthday so eat out lo.
Its a Thailand resturant and the foods is not bad and cheap too as i can compare la!
But the only thing that is very BAD is the MSG that they added!!
YOu can tell de if they add alot of MSG cas after u have the dinner u will feel so thirsty!!!!!
Haha.
Overall the food is nice and cheap la!

Going to work on my report already!

So sick of this report every month!
No choice i am been paid so i should do my work and stop complaining so much as now people wants job also dont have already.
I should be more alert just in case i wont have my rice bowl also then i tell u....
DIE is the only word that i will blog about.

Chaoz

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Monday, January 5, 2009