Today is already 31 August 2009.
Kyden is born on 23 August.
Kyden progress:
He is 1.6kg today and he is drinking 30 ml of milk every 3 hours now, but not on bottle yet as his sucking reflex is still weak, not strong yet.
He might be able to get off the drip soon as the doctor will mointor this tonight and if he is ok they will remove the drip which is good that means tat he can fully drink milk and no longer depend on the drip.
Hopefully he can be off the drip.
if Kyden is off the drip i will go visit him as i can carry him without fear of hurting him as got tube ma.
=)
God please pray and make sure that he can remove his drip tonight.
He opened his eyes more frequent already haha, i got his pictures but waiting to download la.
I wished him faster gain weight so can come home earlier, i kinda missed him alot, i want him to be attached with me as much as possible as i only have 4 months maternity haha. But i chose to take only 3 months as i wan to bring him to doctor for jab myself if i can so i don't wanna waste the 1 mth maternity.
I can pump around 60 to 70 ml of milk each time every 3 hours but then the thing is that the milk don't seems to increase le since 2 days ago can someone tell me if this is normal?
I wan more milk so i can feed Kyden and not on formula at all but i am trying my best but I'm not waking up in the middle of the night la.
Sleeping all the way but i Wake up every morning around 6 am to 7am to at least pump before i go back slp till 12 plus.
The 1st thing i wake up i never eat OK, i pump milk so i can have at least 8 bottle of milk for Kyden everyday when he bring milk to him daily.
I want to increase my milk flow to at least 100ml can someone tell me how?
My wound is getting better already and i can sleep better now, not so pain at least can sleep onmy side but when i wake up, i feel sore all over.
Maid is irritating and i tell her off today that why she is so BLUR/ FORGETFUL/ LAZY.
She said NO!!!
Expected from her answer la.
I told her that if she got any problems, must tell us so that we know what is going on and we can understand.
She is so blur and i tell her I'm so afraid that she will be more blur and get worst and harbour danger to my Kyden. She said NO.
Sigh!!!!
When she first came she is not like that DE, recently after i went hospital she went crazy and till now not yet recover.
She is forgetful and also things i tell her she cant remember. OMFG!
I told her to boil my soup so i can have it for lunch and she forget about it and tell me the thing is still frozen!
Fuck!
I buy veg for her asked her why she never cook she no answer then i said cook tomorrow then she wanna cook on the spot as she mentioned i tell her DE, when i told her to cook for tml DE.
Heart wanna puke blood. Thus i chose not to talk to her and ignore her.
Wasting my time. I asked him to do Appraisal with her as i don't want to do with her.
I told her her face changes as she knew it is him who is going to do with her instead of me.
I delay this appraisal with her as i realised tat she is still OK but recently i think i need to embark on this already as she is getting worst.
i have this thoughts of sending her back and getting a new maid but son is attracted to her and i am afraid the new maid will abuse my kids and not honest as her. Which is the good points of this maid la.
Dilemma
Going to pump milk soon as I'm leaking haha, my shirt is wet now! So funny!!!!
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