Thursday, April 29, 2010

Mixed emotions

I dunno I felt lousy at work recently!
Doing the right thing got blame, doing wrong thing obviously worst blame!
Wad e FUCK is so wrong or is people trying to find fault?
Or on purpose?
Or got 小人

I feel so moodless to work anymore
Trying to REN or get a new job or better don't work but that HARD la!!!



Wad should I do?
Get a new job or stay put?

Kyden is down with cough,flu and narrow air way!!!
Bcas he's pre mature thus lung not strong

He can look into ur direction when u call/talk to him
He know that tking/opening door means GAIx2
He knows when u scold him
He knows when got food
He knows hw to blah blah all e time (talking)
He know how to push food out if he don't like it
He know how to choose food
He like to pull people hair
He lik to slap people if been disturb
He have more likes/ know/ etc

My baby is growing up!!
Still on 120ml milk only but solids up to3x per day bcas he refuse milk
When I latch him it's totally fine!
Lol

His birthday celebration is on 21 Aug, at aloha chalet
Date is ard there!
Won't diff so much
lol so fast in 3 mths time he's gg to be 1yr old which means I'm older
Time flies

As for Isaac
I got diffcult time with him
Check with teacher, he got lill time patience/span in school
He gets distracted easier by nitty gritty issue which starts to bother me mow badly but he's so busy even to listen
;(
I told him somthing he would tell me forget
I told him not to watch TV he still does it till I reach home
I called him he just placed the phone somewhere else
I don't wanna lay my hands on him but sometimes it gets on my nerve badly!!!
He's forgetful
He's lazy
He's talktative
He's nice and sweet to me
He's got a foul temper
He's tend to get wad he want else he nag/ throw temper
He's still my baby boy!!!

On top of all this nagging j live my 2 kids
They are my pillar to everything
Without them I won't be here
I do not regret having n giving birth to isaac at 19 yrs old

I have done/ tried my best to give them wad they need
I will try to be better
But sometimes it take 2 hand to clap

Well I'm on my way to boring Wk again wonder wads e main/ irritatble issue today that gonna land on me or it's a peaceful sunny Thursday!!!

I dread work now!!

Seriously I hate it














Btw stung by bee
Called town council to come up with pest control last night
Waiting for their call
Btw today is even bigger n more itchy patch lo!!
Wth

Monday, April 26, 2010

Recap

Friday
As per usual thing.
Wk.hm.kids.housewk.kids.KO

Saturday
More hard working lo
I woke up earlier to bathe Kyden, cook porridge and lunch

He started on brown rice and Jap rice as I ask Eling on it!
Try out fish, carrot, broth and with white fish and this is the 3rd day already
Also after or before each meal I steam an apple and fed him
I want his motion smoother
Well ge eat la

Bcas I'm at hm to do it mil dunno will do that ant bt I teach her already

Gg get brocolli n carrot n spinach to do for mil n freeze it easier for her and at least Kyden can digest lo if nt always Kyden eat herS thn will puke bcas nt sift n smooth enuff!!!

Friday, April 23, 2010

我的最爱

I always believed wad make me stay on and persisit till today is my kids

Although they make me
laugh
Angry
Tired
Sad

Overall thy are the one who cared n touched my heart the most

Tell me how can I survive without them by my side?

Can I just get Isaac to myself?

He has been writting love letter to me and that day he wrote me an apologies letter because e He made me angry and I scolded him

So touched la

Was really pissed of and tired bcas of Kyden lo

Well I'm sorry Isaac!!!!

Love my 2 kids I lost my freedom bcas of u but I gained something that nothing or no one can provide which is the joy from U
Love u 2 muack!!!

















































































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Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Tired

Gg FHA again
;)


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Sunday, April 18, 2010

Sweetheart









































































































































































Rashes after viral infection





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