Engoged breast

Im having engoged breast now and im feelin like shit.

Baby is not here to latch on and i pump is no the same de haha, sure will blocked, but if it still happen and dont stop i think i have to do down to TMC to asked them to remove the blocked dut for me already.

i am going crazy any moment from now, the pain is killing me.
No choice as i wan the best for my son thus i have to continued and late going to do my hot towel again and massage.
My hands are so tired and also, pain, as the pump cant pumop anything out,
KKH asked me to use cold cabbage but i think i will not as i read that it stop the milk flow, i dont want that to happen before my son come home.

I am pumping at least 10 bottles per day for honey to bring to Kyden every night. i cant follow as i am abit in pain thus i might go only next Monday with honey.

i wanted to see Kyden although i can see him as honey take pictures daily la when he go but the feeling is different la.

Well, all i hope now is that Kyden can gain weight to 2 KG soon and then come back soon thus mummy will not suffer, and u can have the best of all and all ple to dote on u.

im waiting for u baby Kyden.

im trying to unblocked my duct asap too!

=)