Back from hospital

i m back from hospital already.

It all started on Saturday.
Honey came and visit me and everything went smoothly. I update my pictures, amend pictures and chat wtih honey before i went bed.
I was tossing all night and i wonder why i though maybe i oversleep too much thus i cant fall asleep.
NO
I AM WRONG.

Tummy feel pain already since like 1 am but i thought is normal tummyache. Who know it is the start of my contraction.
Well....

It happen when i am still awake at 2am, went toilet. Nothing unusual just cramp type, 4am, it came all too fast.

I told the nurse that i think im experiencing contraction, checked me and wheel me to labour ward.
I called honey 27 times before i called the house to look for him.
He stil got the cheeks to asked me why i called so many times, OMFG. i was so angry at that time and i nearly thought of divorcing him haha.

I told him, im having contractions and he said he will be on his way.

I was on pain killer from 4am to 6pm, as Baby is still only 32 weeks old, no much pain killer can be used as they are scare that he might be drowsy if deliver him.

Then i was asked to wait and see if i can prolong the contraction and etc, then the worst thing happen, i have FEVER, WHITE BLOOD CELLs went up too 29 which is very high and doctor said that they need to do Cset on me already asap to have a healthy baby rather then infected baby.

The only things is that i have to wait till 10 pm then can go thearte ward as i had abit of porridge at 4pm, and they are afraid that i might have side effect and vomit and causes breathing diffculties.

So all i have from 6 to 10pm was just the smoke gas or what gas they called it, it was not working just making me dizzy. I was in pain like hell. I remembered i cried and asked can i just PLease deliver now, and i told him i hate him, its all his fault. He is at his wits end too i think.

Finally im pushed in fr delivery after that is fainted and 5 am i woke up to find mysef gg back to my ward with morphine as pain killer which is nice!!!!
I regret almost after that. I slept and lost concious and the morphine is not cheap too.
I asked the nurse where is my husband, they said dunno, i think i got post natal deprecssion, haha i keep scolding him and blame him said why he was not there for me when i wake up etc, i called home and he is still sleeping. I flar when he said that he will beat hospital in the morning at 6plus am but when i dont see him around 10 lus i started to get so angry that i wanted to dvoirce him until i saw him with his mum lols.

then the worst things is that he spoilt my Hp and i was like THUNDER.

haha

now im back hme and he did his part also la, but cant blame much on man as they also dunno much and not senstive too la.

Trying to pump as much milk as possible now nothing else is on my mind, oh ya Isaac la of cas.
Maid see me she stress i think. LOLSssss

Going to watch my DVD already and rest my tummy and back which hurts like fuck.