Appreciated

I am having sever headache now and i just popped 2 panadol and it don't seems to work at all. i am still feeling pain.

Today, i go without the anti vomiting pill and so far after 2 bread and a cup of Milo, i am still OK!
Hope it last, but my head is spinning like the Twister gosh!

I appreciated what others have done and i know you all care, but other then saying is there a better solution that you might/ can come up with like really keen on helping not just by saying or talking. It makes no difference.

Don't promise me things that you think u cant or don't want even to commit or cant be bothered situation, i trust but i am scared of been played out.

The feeling sucks when you are desperate, feeling helpless as you counted on it and yet you get nothing in return and you have to think of a solution at the end of the day again.
This feeling sucks.

Maid is coming tonight, i dunno why i don't feel happy at all unlike last time.
I guess it the stress that is making me going crazy all this time.

well~~~~

My 1st pregnancy i gained weight like nobody business and this pregnancy i don't gained much and to be frank i cant eat much, feel stress always stopped me from eating as i will feel unwell.
I hope my BB is growing well and healthy.
I realised that so far for 5 mths i only gained like 3KG, which is like with Isaac i am already at 10kg over.
Different this time.
I do wished i can eat well etc but the situation don't always allowed.

Yesterday i took a cab back and the fare was like $14.90.
=(
No choice as i wanted to cook for son as eating outside is no good and the MSG is alot and also dunno what to eat also.
Thus i chose to cook lo, by the time i am done with the cooking it is already 8 plus, lucky is that i cook the soup before i went work thus we have soup for dinner haha.
It was a simple meal but i enjoyed it even i am tired & hot.

I saw my son eating healthy food and it made my day after all this hard work.

Wash shagged after the cooking but i chose to sweep the floor and wash the clothes before setting down to watch TV and waited for him to be back from his class before we tucked into bed at around 12 plus.
No wonder i am tired everyday!
Well at least i can still make it.

Son wrote his name again yesterday and it was neater then before with no much of flying words or worms look-a-like, WHY.... he wanted to play game lo. I refused to let him watch cartoon ma, so he chose to do wk then play game for a certain time lo.
He always wanted me to play with him his car but then i am not into it always reject him and he will give me a very sad face, =(
Sorry Isaac.

I was bathing yesterday and he came to me and tell me can i hurry up, so i asked him why and he say that outside got kids playing and he wanna go out and see and see can play with them ant.
By the time i came out from shower, the kids are gone and he wear his slipper and walked and checked as he don't believe what i said.
He gave me a super sad face.
So i told him tomorrow lo, see if they are still here.

I choose to gave birth at this time is also partly this reason as you can really see him very Ke Lian when no one entertain him and he play and talked alone and he is really bored lo.

I hope this BB can make him happier and also a companion too.

People said i am stupid should not have gave birth as i already very relaxed now but then when u looked at your kids at night and realised that they are not really happy & bored, you feel the pain there.
I know i have to start the trouble to look after a BB again since i did so 5 years ago.
I wont regret it.

A mother is always the best as they have to carry the BB for 9 months in their stomach and till the day the BB is born, the mother played a very important role.
Right from the day the BB is born, till they learn to crawl,talked, walked, i wished i will be the one to see all this but i cant as i need to work.
For son i did see the very 1st of everything and i feel blessed and when i watched back his video when he is younger i feel like crying as it really cant describe De feeling although now he is making me so angry and so naughty.

Once again i loved son.
Emo again bye

Head is still killing me so badly now!
i cant focus

♥ 说好的幸福呢 ♥

Went back to mum place for dinner place last night.
Sister not in.
Went back around 10 plus as he is late from work OT.
Slept at 12 plus, as i prepare the food for today de soup before i go sleep thus i go back got nice soup to drink,
Going cook dinner tonight.

Having sever headache now, guess lack of sleep and also the cranky weather.

TML work one more day then on leave, hopefully the maid dont stress me out more then i stress her out.

Talked to E-Ling yesterday about maid issue and she helped me alot although it is just like for 10 to 15 min conversation, at least i know what i should and should not do de.

Thanks babe, free we should meet up kk, as last time did not managed to meet tho.

Going to rush finish my work as i dont like to have things undone when i go on leave as i know when im back will have things piled up de.

Maid is coming tomorrow night, good luck to me.

♥ 说好的幸福呢 ♥

Weekend passed already.
Went JB on Sunday and that was the worst choice ever made.
I puked on the way inside as the weather is super hot and i was like sweating alike mad as my air con broke down too
=(
What a bad day,
If not to get milk powder and him pumping oil, i will not go lo.
Waste my time and makde me puke
AIYOsss

Went in around 11 plus, reached only like 1 plus, where we head straight for lunch as im hungry already.
All puke out already mah!
Has the usual Bak Kut Teh as i wasnt in the mood to travel anywhere further and went "The Store" afterwhich to grab the toiletries for the maid as she is coming on Wednesday mah!

After that we went home and rest while i took a shower lo.
Rest then AMK grocery again la.
$$ flew again.

Did i mentioned that out TV broke down lols!
The screen was shaking and duno what is wrong i watched till my eyes went blind!
=(
No choice have to change lo.
The TV is fine if you switch it off for a few days or hours then its back to the crazy mood again haha.
Well. I dont wanna get blind thus i chose to change.

It is LG 32" HD ready or something. Got it at Suntec fair, at 1st dont wanna buy de, but after thinkng that if i asked my mum for help or her TV, she sure got neggative comments, thus i choose not to lo..
Buy at my own better, fusefree

Im so tired now lo.
Going on leave from Wed to next week as the maid is coming on Wed night.
Hopefulyy she can learn and is GOOD!
Dont let me worry,
Now my only worry is actually my sister.

She seems like dont wanna come over like that.
Gosh.
I was texting her and i asked her please dont PLAY me out.
I will really get pissed off de!~
Mum like that, please u, dont be like that.

I knew my mum wont come help me de, she promised to help me get my herbs for me to make my drink myself, till date i have not seen anything yet.
Still waiting, if by this week Friday, i dont see it, i shall go buy it myself, no matter it is how much more expensive!
I cant wait and wait as i am due in Oct lo.
=(

I wonder why i always trust the people then this is what i get in returns.
ZZZ

I ate 2 Bak Zhang this morning haha,.
his mum made for me de 14 of them. Going back to get if it not enough.
BTW, supposed to have have the Dried Oyster Bak Zhang, but the weather is hot and his father refused to buy for me!
Thus dont have la!!!!
I told him, if it is his grandson want then will he go buy immediately?
he kept quiet!
=)
I knew the answer but i just wanna asked!

Going home for dinner later if mum got cooked and at home la.
She can go out and forget de.
I told her tonnes of things yet she only chose to listen to those that she like and too bad```

I nagged to0 much earlier in the morning already and yes i gonna kill the person who sell me the charger.
It is different again, not much this time, acceptable la, but i dont want!
He gonna get it from me haha.

Applied Singtel houseline alreay too yesterday,
Turn on fee isso bloodly expensive and lame!
No choice to allow me to called back and checked on the maid lo.
Else i wont want to purchase la.

Son is so naughty again, as im too soft again i think.
I gonna be fierce.
He like to follow what i said recently and it kinda pissed me off as i told him that i dont have a parrot at home, =)
He aiyosss.

BTW, my HK tripis in Jul, wonder can go anot the Swine Flu ok already?
HOpefully, wanna go and relax before giving birth but he said he might not be able to get leave!
I am so angry when he mentioned this already.
I booked using my $ to pay and yet all people want me to forfeit and they dont really care much as it is not their $$
Its mine!
=(
I am determined to go even when i come back then 3 more mths for me to due as i already think that my BB will come out in Sep not Oct althought the EDD is October.
Just got the feeling lo,
I wanna go my HK la.

Mr Ang, please go apply leave!

Hope things goes well from Wednesday onwards.
=)
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i went back his place to eat Mee Sua as it is his birthday and no celebration is done as he is tired and the day before we went eat out mah!

Not a very good day to end with.

I puke before going to bed and it was damm disgusting and unwell.

I asked him to apply oil for me and he never!
=(

Damm sad la.

Woke up with a sore left back!

Everything is not well going and the bst thing is only that today is Fridat, meaning weekend tml lo, but he might need to work thus not so exciting too.
Gotta stay home if he's working la.
Burnt my weekend again.

I hate this kind of weekend but no choice la, work are more important and it should come first.

Still not feeling very well.

Feeling of puke or maybe my tummy is empty after last night.

Gotta go eat the breakfast my collegues got me.

Bye!
♥ 说好的幸福呢 ♥

=(

I feel so sian now!

I asked him todo something earlier he dont want, delayed and delayed till today!

NOW TOO LATE ALREADY!

I hate this man, i am not gonna help, as i cant afford too already, i hate people to wait till last min de.

Solve it yourself
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=)

I am a very happy mother yesterday and yet sad at the same time.
Confused!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

We went Seoul Garden yesterday for his so-called early birthday celebration as he got vouchers 1 for 1.
the food OK only la, din eat much as i cant fit all the food inside lo.
Not very big appetite recently unlike before i got pregnant, but i nibble alot, like breads, cheese, milo etc la.

After Seoul Garden we went walked around awhile less then 10 mins then we decided to leave as both were tired and also SMELLY from the Seoul Garden!
=(

No mood for shopping time lo.

Wanted to get BB items but then haven la, wait to see what my fren have passed me so i can see what are the items that i do not need to buy lo, dint waste $$ ma.

BTW, i know what true friends and fake people are recently, can tell, when last time i blur like sotong, always treat people very nice then i realised that NO i should stop that, Not worth it man.

MOM sent the appeal letter yesterday and yes the maid is confirm coming on 27 May, i text my sister to ask her come over next week already as my leave is only for 1 week to train her thus no more at home, so need her help lo.
Hopefully she don't back out lo.

A happier note, i said i was very happy and sad right?

Me and son went into Watson yesterday and we were looking for supplements for himself and me la.

he went to the kids corner and brought a bottle of Flintstones supplement. Told me he wants it, i said OK.

Vitamin Department
Me: Walked over to the counter and see which are the better one.
Son: Mummy, i want this bottle, last time we got buy De remember?
Me: OK
Son: Thanks AR
Me: Honey, should we get this instead or both?
Son: Aiyo, no need la, buy so many for what this one can already la.
Me: Why Le?
Son: Faster let's go, no need choose already. Waste $$
Me: =_="

Facial Department
I was walking around looking for items, suddenly son come.

Son: Don't be scare OK!
Me: Ah? OK
Son: Oi not asked you don't be scared OK!
Me: ??? Then you asked who don't be scare?
Son: He walked to my tummy and said, BB don't be scared OK. I am just beside you.
Me: =)
Son: You don't walked so far away from me OK, wait my BB scared then i will beat u.
Me: *_*"
Son: I told you don't walked away right?
Me: OK. Where shall we go now?
Son: Pay $$ and go home!
Me: =_="


At Home
Me: Faster close your eyes and sleep.
Son: OK la!
Me: Wait u cant wake up for school
Son: BB, i gg sleep already, good night!
Me: Shocked and speechless equals to =)

I did not know why son suddenly know that I'm pregnant, as before i always tell him, he give me a kind of look that he don't believe DE.
Always try to stuff something inside the tummy to pretend like me.
I wonder why he suddenly know and so caring towards me.
This shows that i am not doting on him for nothing.
Only thing that Isaac need to change is his temper, which is like me and it is not really good.
Will continued to tell him that it isn't right.

Recently,
He like to jump repeating if i said NO to certain thing and if we are in public, it kinda wrong and yet i cant shout. I will need to talked to him more about this.
Overall he is fine, well behaved!
he listen to what i say unlike last time when i said close the game or cartoon he goes crazy throwing temper.
Now he wont as i keep telling him that if he still wants to play, he have to listen to me.
Like:
Eat dinner 1st
Do homework 1st
Off means off
Time limit from this time to certain time that must closed already
When i said NO playing means no Playing

I believed kids should be allowed time to play and work before they hit Primary 1 but if your kids are not performance well like Isaac, they should not play all the time.
I realised this too late some times ago, thus i am catching up pretty soon.
Hope it will be a beautiful ending!
=)


I realised my son have grown up and also he know what is going on.
I'm happy as he know how to care for others but sad as meaning he have grown up, will have his own friends when he hit Primary school and Secondary sch.
Will he be so attached to me in near future?
Will he still wanna tagged along with me wherever i go?
Will he still wanna sleep on the same bed as me?
Will he talked to me nicely?
Will he loved his GF more then me in future?
I am so sad, but i need to be glad that my son, have grown up.

So fast it is already 5 years.
I still remember the day i knew that I'm Pregnant.
I did not hesitate at all where the to give birth anot even when i am only 19 years old.
Having Isaac is my greatest joy and achievement that might have gained over this past 5 years.
I grumble alot as i might lost alot of freedom and things, but looking at my son when he sleep i feel JOY!
I was looking after him for almost 2 to 3 years then i came out to work as i was so attached to him and cant bear to leave him, because i want to listen and see his all 1st actions, talked and etc.
I want to be the person to marked this in life.

Today if you asked me back the same question. Will i choose again if i got a 2Nd choice today, 5 years again will i give birth to Isaac.
MY ANSWER will be:
YES I WILL STILL GIVE BIRTH TO ISAAC LIM JUNJIE NO MATTER I'M MARRIED OR NOT!
Isaac Will always be my No. 1 no matter how many kids i will have i near future.

Right now i will need to be fair in everything that i give to both Isaac and the soon-to-be born BB ion October, as i always hate people who are biased.
this will never happened in my family as i will make sure that it does not even happen at all.

now i am having a 2Nd BB and due in October, there are actually alot of things that came Thu running to my mind when i know that might only happen in like 5 years down the road, but i cant help thinking la.
I shall not blog it out here as it wont be nice.
Nevertheless, i will do my very best as a mother.

hope everything goes smoothly.

Wonder on the 3rd June, my BB is gal or boy?

I seriously hope for a gal haha
=)

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Went ECP for dinner yesterday!
With Gordon & my sister as he drive.
They fetched me at son school.
Had Prawn noodles & yes it's yummy!
=)

After that we went Giant, brought some grocery then headed home.

Reached home 10 plus, shag, but no choice still have to sweep and wash clothes as i cant stand the feeling of the floor on my leg!

Cooked dinner for him as he got class.
Simple DE la, but better then eating Maggie ma, or buy back as the shop might be already closed!

Today is my sister graduation and hope it goes smoothly for her!
=)

Tml is his birthday, asked him not to go school haha.
So we can go out, but he said see first
=(

Have not received my letter from MOM Le. Worried!
Have to wait tomorrow lo or tonight see how!
Received PUB bill liao
Will be Deducted by GIRO, save e hassle i go pay!

Son is well behaved, but need control else his pattern come out again!
I think only i can curb him!
Need to train the maid, but not allowing her to abuse him or what, told don already.
If the maid scold him, beat him, or whichever i told him DE, he have to tell me immediately.
He said OK!

Dunno he got seriously listen to me ant!
=)/ =(

Yesterday, he got to play the DS again as we are busy with Giant, thus don't want him run about and i was tired to shout at him haha.
When he reached home, no more playing but only bathe & his toys and ZZZ to lala land!

They both ate durians yesterday haha, we buy at Giant De la.
Not bad i have my share too!
Son ate too Le.
Surprising is that this durain after effect does not have pungent smell after eating, wonder why, or I'm too tired to even realised?

My sister BF ate while walking in Giant then, he throw the seed inside the same plastic bag and guess what, it smell like FART!
=)

Then he went to throw away ha ha.

My friend brought the pimple cream here to work already to let me try and use.

I am so dread to have outbreak during pregnancy, but the worst seems to arrived!
It have started!
If this cream is good from Doctor, i shall go buy some more and be more diligent in cleaning up daily!
=)

Recently I'm so tired, i yawn much more then often during work, mind drifting off to somewhere.
Lack of sleep.
Cant sleep well at night, think it's insomnia.
Tossing & turning.
=(

Hope all this turn well pretty soon.

Saw the news and wonder can i still make it to HK?
There are Swine Flu patience almost in Asia already.
Sad to see this and the weather is getting hotter and more humid recently, everyone drinks lot of water please and cooling herbal drink.

Going to asked him again, when he want to go for dinner De and also collected the things in my office also.

So long already and also they cleaning the carpet in office this Friday. Wait all stack on my desk meh?

=)

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i blog this morning then it disappear!
=(

lazy to re write

Anyway im happy with my weekend although abit wasted as burnt, h worked, but son is really nice & sweet to me!

I heart Isaac!

=)
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DO YOU HAVE A VAGINA?



Lilly is at home when she hears someone knock at the door. She goes to the door and opens it to see a man standing there. He asks the lady "Do you have a vagina". Shocked she slams the door in disgust.



The next morning she hears a knock at the door and it is the same man andHe asks the same question of the woman "Do you have a vagina". She slams the door again. Later that night when her husband gets home she tells him what has happened for the last two days. The husband tells the wife in a loving and concerned voice "Honey I am taking tomorrow off to be home just in case this guy shows up again".



The next morning they hear a knock at the door and both run for the door. The husband says to the wife in a whispered voice "Honey, I'm going to hide behind the door and listen and if it is the same guy I want you to answer yes to the question because I want to see where he is going with it". She nods yes to her husband and opens the door. Sure enough the same fellow is standing there and asks the same question. Do you have vagina?". "Yes" she says.



The man replies.. "Good! Would you mind telling your husband to leave my wife's alone and start using yours!?"

=(

Yesterday went back early as i was puking and feeling bad!
Rest awhile, cooked dinner.
Felt better now as i think got enough rest!

Ate alot last night!

Had dinner at 7pm, then when he came back at night, i felt hungry, i ate a packet of Maggie mee, 4 slices of toasted bread!
Haha, alot
=)
After that i went to sleep straight lo. Haha, full and i waked up in the middle of the night then got tummy cramp, think i ate too much!

This morning, i ate Long John Silvers,haha when my colleagues brought for me Mee Soto, i left it for lunch lo, since i cant even think to walk out in the hot sun!
haha,

I so sian, no morale to think and work haha.
Today is Friday already. tomorrow is Saturday!
Meaning no work no need to wake up early
=)

He got IPPT on Saturday haha.
Hopefully he passed la, else got to go back training.
=)

Tonight might be cooking too also.
He will be back early for dinner as he told his boss must rest for tomorrow!
So we will cook and maybe go AMK central walked and buy things.
See how, he tired ant!

I woke up late recently and also i am late haha.
I left early yesterday and my boss asked where i go and i told him that i went doctor, today supposed to be on MC, but then i don't wanna waste and take.
Later into my 3rd terminster i think i will need more rest then now lo as my tummy will be getting bigger.
So i must plan all this well!
=)

July i will be going for my HK trip.
Think my tummy will not be big, don't wanna asked people to purchase my ticket already la, so many questions and problems.
I rather i go myself la, enjoyed with son before i delivered la.
Else i don't know when i got time to bring son go trip again.
I must bring him go Disneyland as per promised.
HAHA
Hopefully, we can go la.

Now i am asking my mum to come and look and stayed awhile, she keep repeating that she wanna go out etc, Hais, going out is so nice meh?
I seriously think that all people are selfish now she asked me why i buy AMK rather then her place here.
She just don't understand that why so,
Nevertheless, i don't want to say anymore!
I just relay on myself not others already la, i think life is unfair and also my temper is not good so i think i don't wanna said more i will quarrel with people DE.

I always wonder why coming to stay or to help me look after the maid abit is so difficult?
I did not need others to do the work, is purely looking after and the best word should be oversee them only that all, so difficult?
Going out is more leisure then helping their own daughter?

Then why keep saying it is dangerous etc?

This is your grand child if you don't wanna help, no one will.
I think all people sucks la.
No one can be trusted DE.

Maid might be dangerous but they are the only person who can help you if both parents need to work!

I got family but no one seems to help me and everyone seems to care about their personal life more then kinship.
Why are people like that?
I can grumble but yet i cant change people thinking,
It is tiring.

I always think that why am my life this way?
I chose it i never regret, i only think it is unfair as i have to bear all the consequences and at the same time, i got to make sure that all parties are happy with the arrangement!

THIS IS SO TIRING.

I wanna give up so many times, but the moment i saw son smile and cheeky face, i forget about this instantly.

For the sake of my newborn and son, i need be strong and also be determined.

Life is always full of ups & downs as the sentence always said!
Life to have to go on and also no matter how bad things are, it Will be fine after a period of time.

We just have to be careful in every choice that we made that all.

I chose this path i need to continued with this road and not said gonna give up halfway, as this is not my style!
=)

Tomorrow will be better!


♥ 说好的幸福呢 ♥

D & D went smoothly last night and i was laughing non stop thw whole night, food wasnt really good, as there are sweet & spicy and i used to like them but not now dunno why esp when im pregant. Hotel 2nd floor reception is so Freaking hot, they claimed no AiRCON de!
Dining area was super cold!
Wierd!
BTW it is Hotel Rendenvous.
Nearly puke while waiting for guest to be seated as the place was warm & humid!
Horrible.
Did not win any gifts yesterday as the number for the Jackpot is so idiotci all the number are the same starting!
Kao
=(

I am so sleepy now lo that i woke up only at 8.30 and reached work place around 9.45.
When i am supposed to start work at 9 and wake up at 7.30.
LOLsssss

Now i am hitting my 2nd terminster, i am more tired then ever. Even if i rest more, i will feel tired and YAWN all the way lo.
Like nobody business!
Gosh!

hopefully this tiredness will wear out soon. I hate this feeling lo, so Xin Ku, but i think he is more tired then me lo, working everyday and waking up at 6.30 am every morning and reached home to sleep at closed to 12 daily. Sometimes earlier la.
Monday to Sunday non stop!
Hopefully the maid come already he is not so tired.
I did my part KK. I helped him washed, cleaned etc so he can rest a bit when he bathed after reached home kk.
I am not so bad de!

Today i feel funny!
Dunno ate too much last night or...
Keep like wanna puke etc,
breakfast din even finished too!

So tired now, while blogging!
How i wished i can dont work, so so so shag.
BOss not around but i cant sleep le so many people around in office maybe lunch time i will ZZZ for one hour bah!

This pregnanacy really tires me out badly!

I need energy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111111
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Today is company D & D.
Chose alot of dresses yesterday and i managed to find 2 only!
Due to my tummy la!

Never buy maternity dress thus wearing old de!

Working till 4.30pm today only, dinner starting at 5.30.
1 hour to prepare!
=)

MOM rejected my application due to some errors.
=(
Got to resubmit the form and income tax again shit! how long it take man.
I cancel my son class liao
Now need other things, sian, i hate delays and also if needed there will be no one to help me de, IM CONFIRM'

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SHAG

Finally i moved house already!
Very very tired! There are things that i just stacked into the storeroom and i cant bear to even look at them as i know that if i go open it i will not have to take 1 day leave but 5 days lo!
=(

I throw away alot of things that i think it is not useful already as i need room for Isaac, BB and maid mah!

Move house liao, of course shiok la.
But it is really tiring la!
Doing everything myself and also i got piles of clothes to be washed and hanged as my
"VERY GOOD HUSBAND HAVEN DRILL THE BAMBOO POLE & BUY BAMPOO & FIXED WASHING FOR ME"

Thus i am free now lo.
Only can vaccum, wash, mop the floor, plates etc la.

house is so neat and clean now lo after the renov and vias the 1st visit after it is been emptied!

It was horrifying and s****!
Haha, lucky he was good and he tends to spend time to do reno designing etc, thus i got a beautiful house.
He moved all the heavy things with the worker and he sweat like mad and the next day go to work, so SHAG & TIRED i think.
Thanks honey!

Today i came back to work already and i tell you, i am damm shag KK.
My whole body like aching and going to break into 2 pieces!

I hve not gained much weight since im pregnant, unlike the 1st one, i gained almost 6 KG at this period already.
Its is good la, at least i wont be FAT!
Still i balloned and like swelling like that.
Still got morning sicknesss or have gone away abit liao!
Whatever, i am just damm shag!

Did not managed to celebrated Mother's Day with my mum as i was moving house that day and pretty shag and gone like in the evening as we are supposed to moved in the morning but it was raining like mad!
=(

i shall bring her go eat someday.
Proberly next week
When i am really free and also not so tight on cash as i spend alot recently for the new house till i so sian, waiting for Payday lo.

Wonder i can still make it for HK anot, wanna spend the $ anot, as the PIG SWINE does not seems so bad now?
Haha, if the suitation is not bad will see if my sister wanna go anot, else she dont want to go i shall go with hus and son lo, since Air ticket i buy last year and it is super cheap lo.

Wanna bring son go Disneyland before i agve birth as till then i also dunno when then can got time $ extra $ to travel already.

One Isaac is very expensive already cant imagine 2 cum 1 maid!
=(

Son is very god in talking to me recently and he know manners and also when to say Sorry, Thank you, Welcome, etc at times.

I told him that playing games and watching cartoon is limited to only when i say OK.
At times he still JUMP, CRY, THROW TEMPER!
but i will not care lo, i will ignore him.

Yesterday when NTUC with him and i tell you the grocery is damm heavy and weather is so hot!
=(

We brought some food for the house and also a few trolley for my toilet de lo.
Unpacked some things as he help me put back the shevling already.
He say dont pack already, very late and got to work. I still continued la, once i determined to do something i will continued de haha no matter what is the time.

On Sunday, i sweep, mop unpacked the boxes and the time is already nearly 2 plus 3 when i wanna go take shower to sleep lo.

I cant stand the boxes in the living room and the room too. It just irks me off la, i want my house to be neat, spacious and clean all done by me lo.
BTW, the sofa came yesterday, he buy de which i have never seen before de haha as i gave him the greenlight to buy as long as he feel it nice and comfortable!
true enough the sofa is nice and not to big, just nice.
Match the colour of my living room lo.

Did not managed to seat very long on the sofa la, as i was moving all the way, unpacking whichever i think can be done unless those very very heavy where i cant move or drill and needed his help de lo.

Now i got a house of my own and i realised that keeping it clean need to be consistent and not just today and tml you forget about it.

Kitchen toilet no one used it yet to bathe nor etc as he have not buy my toilet roll rack for me and there is no shower toiltries etc haha.

3 of us only used the room only, but when the maid come maybe will fully utilied the toilet lo.

I still haven call my mum to discuss about her moving in or only on dates etc, as to look after the maid!
Hopefully she can fogo some lesiures and help me during this period also, my sister i cant relay on her much too as she is going out more often then me and i think now her school ended already she wanna played more la.
SIGH!

In end May and early Jun, will have to take leave and also to oversee the maid and also company gave us one additional off day due to Vesak day and YES my leave got one more day OFF!

Which means that i can take and still have enough till maternity leave.
Hopefully i can planned well as i dont like NPL!
Wasted as the money is not justified and i still have 5 days MC before i go delivery!

Hope everything goes well and i am having backaches again now, due to the moving and heavy stuff i guess.

Going home to cook tonight as he got school tonight and i don want to buy outside as when i get home, either its cold then son dont eat waste my $, i rather fried rice then at least i can see him eat!
Then when he come back from class he can eat too as i got microwave to make hot haha.

Tml is company year end dinner and farewell dinner for our MD, the theme is Casino lo, GOSH!
Wonder what to wear!
=)

I am so angry now la,
Supposed to come fetch me to bring my ice cream home then suddenly cant again, sigh!
Want me to take cab home and i don want to waste the money as from here CBD is expensive lo. Got alot of charges de!

I asked him to asked his dad come fetch me, he say he wont de got ERP, etc, if today now his grandson is here think he would speed here to pick up lo, thus i asked my mother to see if she can come fetch instead, as i dont wanna bring back to AMK, dont want to let others eat!

So angry can!

ALL SO SELFISH DE!

I might be unreasonable here but then, i felt that way la.

She cooked all fish items yesterday lo, can u imagine that i hate them the most now!
SHIT

I am just so angry la!

All people are selfish!!!!
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Today is Thursday already, meaning that 2 days more im moving!

He is doing almost all the stuff now, i cant be bothered as i cant do anything!
Pregant taboo!
;(
;)
as i do not need to carry, he make the house ok la, still can my standard la, haha althought he added something that i never asked de!

I am going to call Seahorse to tell them i want them to delivery the sofa on Friday instead not on Monday liao.
Hopefully can change lo.

Ate Wantan Mee earlier, collegues brought for me de. Spicy & i still got sore throat lo, LOLsss

Boss went China, abit free la, but gotta clear thing as i am going on leave on Monday as moving house, lazy also.

BTW did i mentioned that my EDD is on 17 October, might be earlier lo, as Isaac is also earlier by one month some more.

This June 3 is the next visit, hopefully can see the gender!
Then i can start chosing the name, clothings and items.

BTW the maid will come in 28 May or earlier, as i can tk leave got weekends to teach her plus i told my sister to come and stay meanwhile to look after her since she graduate and now not working yet!

Wanted to asked my mum come stay so, even if she go out the maid know that there is someone at home and the person will come back anytime de, will be scared and listen mah. See what she said la, she always never think de la.
Hais.
Wanted to asked my Ah Ma to come de, but i know she cant let go off my uncle haha, maybe she wont agreed i will try to talk to her!
This way better, got someone look after her & she can relax abit too!
See how things goes and hopefully everything is good!

There is a case of maid abuse yesterday again and the maid is from Indonesia, Scary!
;(
She kicked the baby, i wonder is it the owner asked the maid to do alot of things thus she is fed up and frusturated when the BB cried?
All this i think we wont know unless we are the maid themself la.
I read the comment, it's true la, you dont treat maid like human beings, they sure dont do so back to you de mah!

I will not said i will treat my maid very good like she is my family members or what la, but surely with human kindess attached.
I am not that kind of bad employee, as i want her to treat my kids well too!

Hopefully, mum & Ah Ma can agreed cum my sister too!
They are the only hope that i can relay on and thus i cant think further, currently struck here like this.

The paper work already submitted to agent yesterday and see when it's ready lo.

I got insomia recently and it is making my head so pain and my migraine is so so terrible lo, i feel like it is splitting into 2 and i wanted to cried and bang my head to make it better.

I cant remember when i m having Isaac am i having all this systom, but i think the weather got to play a part in this de!
It's HOT/ HUMID/ DRY/ BAD!!!!

Hopefully the weather can change for the best faster.

Going to call the school and tell them son will study till june only, as i already enrolled him in PAP and it will commence in Jul 1.
There are uniforms, school fees, study fees and etc to be paid, thus there will be a lot of $$ involved.
Well that is the best choice for son, as the PAP is just below my block and also, the maid can bring him there and in child care it is the same. He dont study full day, half of the day also doing other things, and PAP is cheaper and really he can focus and do work there, unlike his current childcare he play more and learn thru playing rather then really homwork etc.
I want him to catches up and it will be easier for him not me as the standard of studies now already went up and it is no the same like last time already, so simple and straight forward!

he is bad and i have to stopped and bar him from playing games but his dad dont understand when he go over i told him no games, in the end they still play and its whole day!
I am going to call and scold him again!

Waste my time in stopping him from all this and he will not listen as he know that he can get to play sooner or later.

I will allowed him to play or watched cartoon only when he done some homework that i writen for him else there wont be and my mum tout i never teached him.
GOT la.
Just that at my mum place there are no work sheet or his items and generally he is not afraid and does not want to do, but at home only got me, he sure scare LOLS. His mum is fierce la.


This weekend he is not around lo, going back his dad place.

Kairis asked to go ZOO and yes i loved to haha. I think i went there like duno how many thousand times hyst last year and as usual we never managed to finished the whole ZOO!
Blame the weather
Blame the tiredness
So farni!

I wonder when is the time i shall comb finished the ZOO or i shall make a few trips and combind so it total ZOO visit!

Waiting for Kairis to confirm them, Last Sunday supposed to meet them too but cant due to the agent & maid thus so ;(
I wanted to meet up lo and enjoy.
No choice, have to arrange again la.

This time round must make it!

;)
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Monday got meeting so whole day not free lo, yesterday went for my scanning.

Baby is 4 months already, very active as per mentioned by the doctor!
Next appointment date will be on 3 June.
Same lo 8.30am haha
I scare later will be very crowded.
There are alot of different queuing and it is so boring there if ur alone waiting lo.
It is cheaper then PRIVATE la, but bad point got to queue!
;(

This Sunday i will be officially moving in already, currently the worker are doing the house now lo, the last finishing part la.

I haven went to see since the last time but i know after renovations, it definetaly look so much DIFFERENT.
My sister will be amazed i think haha.
AS the 1st time the owner vacuate the place i was like, so ugly and dirty meh the house.
Then i almost regreted that i brought that house.

When i went to vist the house last week, i was SASTIFIED!
;)

I told him to asked the worker to move in those bulky items first lo.
Then on Saturday when he is doing cleaning, i can at least watch my TV while waiting for him haha.

I think yesterday i got very seriously gastric pain, dunno why after i ate the porridge at home and i was feeling so uncomfortable the whole day & night and while i slept i woke up so many times as i cant sleep well.

I thought this happen only uin the 2nd ot 3rd terimemster?

Next month while i go checkup, can see gal or boy already.
:)

He seems so excited yesterday when he saw the scanning been done, keep asking questions!
Haha

It is his 1st time, no choice la.

I am so tired recently and almost restless.
This pregnancy i am not like the previous one when i can actually move and have tonnes of energy lo.

I dont gain much weight like the 1st BB, i maintain.
Morning sickness but not when having Isaac.

I am just so tired overall for this pregnancy la.




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