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Yesterday went back early as i was puking and feeling bad!
Rest awhile, cooked dinner.
Felt better now as i think got enough rest!

Ate alot last night!

Had dinner at 7pm, then when he came back at night, i felt hungry, i ate a packet of Maggie mee, 4 slices of toasted bread!
Haha, alot
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After that i went to sleep straight lo. Haha, full and i waked up in the middle of the night then got tummy cramp, think i ate too much!

This morning, i ate Long John Silvers,haha when my colleagues brought for me Mee Soto, i left it for lunch lo, since i cant even think to walk out in the hot sun!
haha,

I so sian, no morale to think and work haha.
Today is Friday already. tomorrow is Saturday!
Meaning no work no need to wake up early
=)

He got IPPT on Saturday haha.
Hopefully he passed la, else got to go back training.
=)

Tonight might be cooking too also.
He will be back early for dinner as he told his boss must rest for tomorrow!
So we will cook and maybe go AMK central walked and buy things.
See how, he tired ant!

I woke up late recently and also i am late haha.
I left early yesterday and my boss asked where i go and i told him that i went doctor, today supposed to be on MC, but then i don't wanna waste and take.
Later into my 3rd terminster i think i will need more rest then now lo as my tummy will be getting bigger.
So i must plan all this well!
=)

July i will be going for my HK trip.
Think my tummy will not be big, don't wanna asked people to purchase my ticket already la, so many questions and problems.
I rather i go myself la, enjoyed with son before i delivered la.
Else i don't know when i got time to bring son go trip again.
I must bring him go Disneyland as per promised.
HAHA
Hopefully, we can go la.

Now i am asking my mum to come and look and stayed awhile, she keep repeating that she wanna go out etc, Hais, going out is so nice meh?
I seriously think that all people are selfish now she asked me why i buy AMK rather then her place here.
She just don't understand that why so,
Nevertheless, i don't want to say anymore!
I just relay on myself not others already la, i think life is unfair and also my temper is not good so i think i don't wanna said more i will quarrel with people DE.

I always wonder why coming to stay or to help me look after the maid abit is so difficult?
I did not need others to do the work, is purely looking after and the best word should be oversee them only that all, so difficult?
Going out is more leisure then helping their own daughter?

Then why keep saying it is dangerous etc?

This is your grand child if you don't wanna help, no one will.
I think all people sucks la.
No one can be trusted DE.

Maid might be dangerous but they are the only person who can help you if both parents need to work!

I got family but no one seems to help me and everyone seems to care about their personal life more then kinship.
Why are people like that?
I can grumble but yet i cant change people thinking,
It is tiring.

I always think that why am my life this way?
I chose it i never regret, i only think it is unfair as i have to bear all the consequences and at the same time, i got to make sure that all parties are happy with the arrangement!

THIS IS SO TIRING.

I wanna give up so many times, but the moment i saw son smile and cheeky face, i forget about this instantly.

For the sake of my newborn and son, i need be strong and also be determined.

Life is always full of ups & downs as the sentence always said!
Life to have to go on and also no matter how bad things are, it Will be fine after a period of time.

We just have to be careful in every choice that we made that all.

I chose this path i need to continued with this road and not said gonna give up halfway, as this is not my style!
=)

Tomorrow will be better!


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