=)

I am a very happy mother yesterday and yet sad at the same time.
Confused!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

We went Seoul Garden yesterday for his so-called early birthday celebration as he got vouchers 1 for 1.
the food OK only la, din eat much as i cant fit all the food inside lo.
Not very big appetite recently unlike before i got pregnant, but i nibble alot, like breads, cheese, milo etc la.

After Seoul Garden we went walked around awhile less then 10 mins then we decided to leave as both were tired and also SMELLY from the Seoul Garden!
=(

No mood for shopping time lo.

Wanted to get BB items but then haven la, wait to see what my fren have passed me so i can see what are the items that i do not need to buy lo, dint waste $$ ma.

BTW, i know what true friends and fake people are recently, can tell, when last time i blur like sotong, always treat people very nice then i realised that NO i should stop that, Not worth it man.

MOM sent the appeal letter yesterday and yes the maid is confirm coming on 27 May, i text my sister to ask her come over next week already as my leave is only for 1 week to train her thus no more at home, so need her help lo.
Hopefully she don't back out lo.

A happier note, i said i was very happy and sad right?

Me and son went into Watson yesterday and we were looking for supplements for himself and me la.

he went to the kids corner and brought a bottle of Flintstones supplement. Told me he wants it, i said OK.

Vitamin Department
Me: Walked over to the counter and see which are the better one.
Son: Mummy, i want this bottle, last time we got buy De remember?
Me: OK
Son: Thanks AR
Me: Honey, should we get this instead or both?
Son: Aiyo, no need la, buy so many for what this one can already la.
Me: Why Le?
Son: Faster let's go, no need choose already. Waste $$
Me: =_="

Facial Department
I was walking around looking for items, suddenly son come.

Son: Don't be scare OK!
Me: Ah? OK
Son: Oi not asked you don't be scared OK!
Me: ??? Then you asked who don't be scare?
Son: He walked to my tummy and said, BB don't be scared OK. I am just beside you.
Me: =)
Son: You don't walked so far away from me OK, wait my BB scared then i will beat u.
Me: *_*"
Son: I told you don't walked away right?
Me: OK. Where shall we go now?
Son: Pay $$ and go home!
Me: =_="


At Home
Me: Faster close your eyes and sleep.
Son: OK la!
Me: Wait u cant wake up for school
Son: BB, i gg sleep already, good night!
Me: Shocked and speechless equals to =)

I did not know why son suddenly know that I'm pregnant, as before i always tell him, he give me a kind of look that he don't believe DE.
Always try to stuff something inside the tummy to pretend like me.
I wonder why he suddenly know and so caring towards me.
This shows that i am not doting on him for nothing.
Only thing that Isaac need to change is his temper, which is like me and it is not really good.
Will continued to tell him that it isn't right.

Recently,
He like to jump repeating if i said NO to certain thing and if we are in public, it kinda wrong and yet i cant shout. I will need to talked to him more about this.
Overall he is fine, well behaved!
he listen to what i say unlike last time when i said close the game or cartoon he goes crazy throwing temper.
Now he wont as i keep telling him that if he still wants to play, he have to listen to me.
Like:
Eat dinner 1st
Do homework 1st
Off means off
Time limit from this time to certain time that must closed already
When i said NO playing means no Playing

I believed kids should be allowed time to play and work before they hit Primary 1 but if your kids are not performance well like Isaac, they should not play all the time.
I realised this too late some times ago, thus i am catching up pretty soon.
Hope it will be a beautiful ending!
=)


I realised my son have grown up and also he know what is going on.
I'm happy as he know how to care for others but sad as meaning he have grown up, will have his own friends when he hit Primary school and Secondary sch.
Will he be so attached to me in near future?
Will he still wanna tagged along with me wherever i go?
Will he still wanna sleep on the same bed as me?
Will he talked to me nicely?
Will he loved his GF more then me in future?
I am so sad, but i need to be glad that my son, have grown up.

So fast it is already 5 years.
I still remember the day i knew that I'm Pregnant.
I did not hesitate at all where the to give birth anot even when i am only 19 years old.
Having Isaac is my greatest joy and achievement that might have gained over this past 5 years.
I grumble alot as i might lost alot of freedom and things, but looking at my son when he sleep i feel JOY!
I was looking after him for almost 2 to 3 years then i came out to work as i was so attached to him and cant bear to leave him, because i want to listen and see his all 1st actions, talked and etc.
I want to be the person to marked this in life.

Today if you asked me back the same question. Will i choose again if i got a 2Nd choice today, 5 years again will i give birth to Isaac.
MY ANSWER will be:
YES I WILL STILL GIVE BIRTH TO ISAAC LIM JUNJIE NO MATTER I'M MARRIED OR NOT!
Isaac Will always be my No. 1 no matter how many kids i will have i near future.

Right now i will need to be fair in everything that i give to both Isaac and the soon-to-be born BB ion October, as i always hate people who are biased.
this will never happened in my family as i will make sure that it does not even happen at all.

now i am having a 2Nd BB and due in October, there are actually alot of things that came Thu running to my mind when i know that might only happen in like 5 years down the road, but i cant help thinking la.
I shall not blog it out here as it wont be nice.
Nevertheless, i will do my very best as a mother.

hope everything goes smoothly.

Wonder on the 3rd June, my BB is gal or boy?

I seriously hope for a gal haha
=)

♥ 说好的幸福呢 ♥