Best friend came already and i am so tired.
Cant drag myself out of the bed each morning.
Going to meeting soon, whole day which means that i am so saturated.
Going to pay the agent $260.50 tonight for the submission for HDB.
Later 1st appointment got to pay some more like $200++
Sigh.
I am actually so sick that i have cash problems with the new house that i brought.
1 hand i love the fact that i ahve already purchase a house, on the other hand i am afraid of lots of things.
Too much to be said here.
I sometimes think to myself in the night when i cant sleep, Do i regret?
Did i make some choices that i think i shouldnt have?
Well, its over. No turning back already.
Continued with life and try to make it the best of all, if POSSIBLE!
I think it takes 2 hand 2 clap.
You cant keep clapping on ur own, its tired!!!!
:(
Sometimes i am really tired.
People dont understand why i nag, why i keep repeat!
In the 1st place u dont want me to repeat or Nag, DO IT!!!
DOnt wait, why wait?
U know certain things need to be in time guidelines why still behave that way?
If ur commiment cant allowed u to do so, in the 1st place dont agreee!!!!!
I am so sian to nag like i am turning into OLD WOMAN soon.
Now my new house is near & far from completion too la, but i really scared to faced the reality that how much shortage of cash i will have and etc .
I am really scared!
There is no one to share my joy & fears.
I blog here as i felt it more carefree this way, and i cant released whatever is in my heart that i am happy nor unhappy!
Son is sweet and he name "Kuey Bar Lu" as "Sin Liang" haha.
Duno why he say it this way also.
He still tell me my mum lie!
haha she kept the cak and tole me say is my sister and he bring me to see where she keep in the 1st N 2nd place. Then my mum paiseh!!!!
OMG!!!
I also text someone wrongly yesterday and it someone close and i felt totally wicked and guilty!!!
Duno what will happen when we face each other.
My brain simply is just not working la!!!
Hais, just a big mistake!
I ough to slap myself i think.
So lame so lame.
This happen to me
This week need to bring Isaac go cuthair and also yeesterday i brought 2 PJ for him, new year mah!!!
Play games at carnibal and he damm happy but cant play much as time running out. Tonight maybe going with my mum to the place again as i went with him only, she not around!
Son is excited when our car drove past lo, he listen to me as he wanted to go haha.
So i ENJOYED my dinner la!!!
Bye
♥ 说好的幸福呢 ♥
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