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I'm on mc FR 2days nt feeling well plus I'm reali tired. Working mum n non wking mum r reali different. I m still brestfeeding now, sometimes breast gets reali block due to unknown reason and I'm pekchey bcas I spent so much time trying to clear the milk and in the end my time gets shorter each time I hve FR Isaac. I tout of stopping breastfeed so Mani times bt stil I continued bcas I kn that the best FR kyden n I DVD nt b such a bad mother! I need slot if support frm husband,he did help bt I nid mre thn just that it is e overall!! I seriously wish to continue BF till at least kyden 1year old n now I'm hitting 3-4mtbs if BF i shd not give up!
I can says now I'm wking At ease bcas MIL is at hme fem Monday to Friday while I'm at Wk thus I knw that maid can handle Isaac n also kyden us safe! I don't wanna blog abt unhappiness that happen before MIL came over n I reali felt disappointed by her actions!well it's over n nvm I don't like to Kip saying else people always think I'm crapping n harbour old thoughts n nv let go! I guess normal Hunan being will feel the sane as me only u think it's right well bcas the matter hve nt happen to u as yet! Nvm

Kyden update:
he weight 4.5kg now height is 50cm!
He drink 4oz/100ml milk every 3 hours sometimes faster thn 3hours!! He wake up FR milk at night almost 3times sometimes 2times!
Which make me n hubby very tired! He scream louder thn before when he wants milk and it's scary he wasn't like rt when he was in hospital lol!!

Isaac update:
he us gg to K2 next year and currently hving school holidays! He umprived slot in his English,math but his Chinese is not good thus we are gg fe tution on 5 dec so he can improve n catches up with the kids. Hubby wanted to enrol him into morning session classes bt I hve my reservation bcas he always cnt wakeup lol!
He's still on diaper bt last night he's diaperless lol no urine!
Heng or wad? I'm scare to try again tonight c how first

Hubby brought me to JB FR noodle on wednesday and u tel the noodle us fab man I'm hving craving FR it still so I asked him tonight can go snt and hubby say yes lol! I knw he's trying to makeup FR the time list due to his Wk And he's tired everyday after BMW bk frm Wk! All tjisvu cn understand bur then the kids don't understand why his daddy us tired n home late each night! That is the reason y Isaac is mre close to the me,maid then him ans as guys u knw them they don't c it as a problem! Well I do bcas I'm particular abt family ties!!! I cnt frm nt so united family thus u always wish to hve it that the main reason why I divorce my ex husband who can afford me in terms if $ n etc! That nt wat I wan thus I choose Ang Kia Hock lols. He is trying very hard I knw. We will make it as I love u as my husband and my family thus I will mk it Wk no matter isit hard or nt!!!

Might b gg JB FR my noodle tonight as promised by hubby ans tml Fren are fcoming for steamboat at my place!! Shiok
I love steamboat

btw I just dig a 5cm mucus frm both kyden nose no wonder he sound like gt flam sound now I think he feels Betta n kyden sweat alot lol