Back from HK

I am finally back from Hk, nice and fun but then i have super SWOLLEN LEG RENTENTION due to over walking non stop!
My leg looks like Miss Piggy now, its damm ugly OK!

I went for checkup yesterday and did blood test for sugar level and waited for like 4 hours in total as the test required 2 hours for 2nd drawing of blood.
=(
My BB weight now is 1.1kg, which doctor said is normal range, i cant remember son that time at this stage is how many KG already.
And my weight gain is normal too not over like when i was having son haha.
In total now i gained about 7 KG, 1 KG goes to BB so i gained 6KG nai lo, not so bad la hor, but i think i look FAT!
Hopefully i can slim down once i gave birth and resume my last time size and i can wear back all my clothings.

When i was in HK, i brought alot of clothing for son and BB as they are relly cheap and cute, i cant resist la, even i know i have alot of rompers already and son got alot of clothings already, I dote on my son & BB so i spend more on them then myself haha.
I think as a mother, we tend to give them the best that we can, rather then ourself!

My items are all cheap unlike theirs haha.
I feel its worthwhile at least my son is greatful to me.
=)

Something happen last night, we were having dinner and then suddenly son who was seating beside me was drawing... in a split seconds, i heard a loud thud!
He fell while seating on the chair onto the floor and poor boy his head got a super big BARLUKU lo, i quickly carried him and pacific him and he was OK in a while but poor baby la, I apply the cream for him and he was happily watching TV lo.

I was sleeping yesterday at home after checkup and he came home and i heard him shouting for me and maid and throwing things around as he wanted to go swimming and then my sister said today, he cannot already lo. I was too tired to hack care him as i woke up at 7am to go to KKH myself and queue till 12 plus then i reach home as i was at NTUC buying pampers for NB and also the house food while i was at HK there was nothing left haha.
Man cant be trusted de la, they are too busy to handle all this some little things.
Haha house got no bread for 3 days he said NEVERMIND!
GOD!!!!!

Was late today.
Overslept too tired.
He finally finsihed his project and i saw him at home for dinner like finally.
Hope this goes on for some time before he go on another project again ba!
Anyway it seems so fast that im gg to give birth in another 2 months and i shall have no much time already la, will be so busy lo, having one Isaac is so expensive and nosiy imagine 2 haha.
I have to be more patience i think haha else i will go crazy!!!!
=)

I shall be going to purchase my BB items with him this Saturday as he promise to bring me go TOWN!
I too KUKU already, Soooooo long din go there already as he is busy for that whole month as i complaint to him yesterday.

he GOOD la, anyway massage my leg for me yesterday night, that is the LONGEST OK!!!!!!!
Else i will kick him off the bed.
Yesterday the weather is damm hot OK!
I sweat as i sleep!@
Hellllll!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

going to read blog and do my work already as its already 11am and i have not done much things haha, except read email and blog!

Lazy me!!!

I love my family!

=)

OK
It raining heavily this morning when i was on the way to Lavender to get my passport and damn it, they rejected my pictures and yes i got to take a new one there la and waited for an hour lo!
Gosh!

At least i get to tk my new passport la, but i pleaded with the lady can i use that picture as i look damn funny now and she keep said NO then i don't wanna waste time as i am late for work but lucky boss understand!
Heng la,
Reached work only like close to 11am lols.

He asked me to see him once i reached i was scared though he wanted to scold me but NO he wanted to check if i am OK ant as he though something happen to me.
LOLssss

Tml morning i will be flying.
So happy but sad as he dunno wad time then come back i haven talked to him and i need to talked to my son first before i flyed tml as when i leaved the house he will still be happily ZZing.
I think i will missed my son more then my husband.
By the time i am back from HK he said his project all finished already so if he is still Busy i will divorce him haha, Joking la.

I am happy as i got increment again for my fiscal year and this coming June will be my 3rd year in this company.
I am very happy that i got this job and also my boss la although sometimes he is really horrible, Kan Chong, but he is really very nice and understanding, not much of a temper unless u really go agitate him la.

It seems very fast that i worked here so long already, there are times that i wished to resigned as there are actually better offer outside but in terms of time and flexibility, here is definitely no where can compared DE la!
=)

i sometimes come work at 10am or later then 9 when i am supposed to start work at 9am and i leave before 6 or earlier if there are things when it happen, my boss will allowed, etc.

So i tin i will stick here for a long time la ha ha.

Son is very clever and he make me so happy yesterday.
I teached him math, additional!
He knew it and he is telling me the way the teacher in school teach him and i do a few sums with him he CAN!
he is really growing and learning already,
Now i am trying my best to revised with him every night even if it takes only like less then 30 min as his attention given is very little so with only 30 minutes i am really very glad already as at least he learned.
I never regret changing him to the PAP at my house here, at least i saw some changes is that he really learn and also much more then in his previous childcare where he come back know nothing!

He now can Write, Count, Chinese, English and i am really happy!
he listen to me when i said something unlike last time he will keep jumping and crying non stop!
He know when to stop when i say So!
All this are small little things which Isaac and me appreciated and we compromise as he asked me if he could do this and that when i told him that yes u can only when u listen and stopped at this time and YES we both agreed and we are a loving couple.

I am relaying him to look after son when i am not around!
he said that Thursday or Friday he confirmed wont be back early as it handover..
Weekend he will be home as usual after work.

OK cant remember what i want to said already.

Anyway i am contented with what i have now only sometimes i feel sad and lonely when he is working, not much money to spend after paying all the bills but it is worth it la after thinking over this past few years things.
Thing cant be good for all clauses la, so i learn to take it easy la.
Anyway i got one beautiful Isaac and coming No2, i am blessed in what i have now la!
I should not have asked for more already.
I should be contented.

he told me need wk whole night but i saw him last night around 3 am plus though dreaming haha then this morning i saw him i was like LOLS.
I walked down with him this morning too! We were both rushing, he woke up Late!

called SIR and checked, they said my passport is pending status, gosh, i am supposed to bring my passport down with IC and checked if i can collect else i got to wait for 1 hour, KNS!
They claimed 3 days then now haven ready and i have yet to received the PINK COPY!!!!

Darn. I am travelling on Thursday morning 6.40am, how to rush to SIR le?
Sian

Please pray that my passport is safe and sound then i can travel in peace as i promise son to buy him all his thing.
hopefully he is free to fetch me to SIr tml else i gt to go alone and wait lo! Damm it!

I am so tired today!
No mood, restless, just on vacation mood already haha. cant wait till Thursday even when today is already Tuesday.

Teached son to write chinese last night as it is his homework, haha, chinese is hard for me i think haha. I have a hard time teaching him lo. But we finished OK, im not lazy.

I think my sister called me 12plus last night. That fellow going get from me on Thursday!!!!
=)

waiting for my letter see gt increment anot, its today i heard!
Hopefully i have some increment so i can have more salary and more money to feed my children!

My son is making my day each day when he is not around, although he is very naughty and make me so angry at times.
Haha,
He talked like A' BIG KID maybe aged 10" haha.

Last night we were discussing about LIZARDS!
He make me laugh and so cute and innocent their thinking haha.
He dosnt wants to sleep so i told him that i think i saw a lizard walking on the ceiling, he say where where haha, Then i told him to get his Thomas the Train flashlight and keep it with him so that he can shine at them if they come out walking again and we have to off the light as they LOVE the light and will come sleep with us.
Haha, you look at his innocent face and the way he answer how can i dont LOVE my NO.1!!!
=)

Next he got this little cute HP from his teacher as he did well in class and he keep using that SAID out my HP number then called me asked me what i want as he is in NTUC now LOLS.
Then he told me he want a HP same like mine can called PLE de!!!
I was like Hmmm, no he too young already.
He knows how to call me already so everyday he will dial my HP no and said sweet things sometimes scream, cried, beg, etc if he is not in a good mood!

He need alot of sleep else his mood is high and low like the weather which no one can predict de!
Scary!
Maid also said so haha.

Me and son are on a very serious working attitude now, daily at night we will revise all work and i realised that my son LOVE to write and learn only at late night where my eyes is going to close haha.
I tried my best to teach him as i cant stand to seat long on the floor as my back and leg hurts!
We played DS last night as i promise to crack the mushroom for him all bcas of my sister la!
Told him that they have cracked another 5 mushroom! ZZZ
So hard as sometimes i just dont liket o played but after u cracked the thing for him u see his face, i feel sastified!

he told me he wanted to get a watch as his schoolmates are all wearing and i am teaching him to learn how to read the clock now and i told him that i will BUY him alot of watches and His Lightning Mc Queen stuff when i go HK this Thur, he asked me to write on paper what are the things he wants to buy already haha. He scare i forget!
Gosh!
He know i got Short Term Memory Loss now?

he is still sweeter then my husband la, last night i asked my husband to massage my leg for me as i was in pain then he halfway dont want to massage as he is tired need to sleep working whole night today, then i sulk!
Son came over, i helped u la, Beat light light har or hard hard, then i think this is worst less then 1 minute OK, done!!!!!!
can sleep liao. I was like OMG!
I was still happy at least he is willingly to help me unlike my HUSBAND the lazy man!
I cant blame him too la, he is so BUSY with the 2 projects on hand that he dont have time to go Hk with me and lucky that my sister is changing her mind and willingly to go else, my air ticket will go flying to the airport and to HK without me.

Thanks ar Gordon Ang, Chloe Chen and Mrs Lim.
=)

I think i will seriously missed my son alot from Thursday to Monday!
Tuesday when i am back i will be on MC so i will go fetch him home myself and then we shall go Library or etc la haha.

Actually we are supposed to go library yesterday but it was like raining then stop then rain then weather too hot that i cant go out, so i stayed home, cooked and feed him since i rarely feed him already as the maid will finished feeding him before i reached home mah.
So i need to bond with him la.

I cant remember much already, wanted to post but hosue no internet thus cant so i only post whatever i remember'

I am happy as my DEAR SISTER finally booked the air ticket which means that i can go HK la next Thursday!

I need yto rush to SIR builin now already if not i will be the one who is unable to go as my expiry date is September 2009.
ZZZ!

He cant fetch me there as he is busy so i got to find my own way there lo.
Going to go before lunch then come back .

BYE

Today is raining lo, haha, so lazy to wake up for work but i dragged my lazy body up went work but i was so pissed off as i waited the bus from 8.15 till 8.50, NO BUS. i called and complained!

it is so irritating. Imagine waking up early then got to stand at bus stop then wait, never mind, worst part is that, LATE for work!
SHIT!

I asked them if all bus driver for Bus 166 are dead! =)

He came back around 12 plus and i was not asleep at 11.55, wanted to wait for him then suddenly KO haha.
Son will be going swimming today as my sister is coming over after her teaching class!
Hopefully it don't rained lo.
=)

She will be staying for dinner la, Haha

Maid did not wake husband up this morning and she claimed she is not late lol.
i think she need to be reminded then she will be good else she is like a person if u don't scold she will not work haha.
I wonder why there are such person on earth like that de, when i hate it the most!
She don't seems to understand me or what i say i think. Or she think that i am joking la, i haven really throw my temper yet la. She will realised it soon when my BB is out when im really busy and she continued this she will know what is going to happen!

brought son to Popular to buy his stamp but then the stamp sold out only in during Dec holidays OMG!
Will ebe going opp office and checked if there got sell ant!

Son is so naughty and sometimes he lighten up my day so much lo with his funny words and joke, sometimes i wished he don't grow up so he wont leave me but i cant be selfish =)

I hope he will be a grown up with a healthy body and still think / care about me when he goes to Primary School!

I wanted to name my NB the same name as Isaac haha, but different pronounce la, haha, husband say No Comments haha.
Is called Azzac!

I wonder how nice ant, well going to crack brain for this la,
Sian.

I feel so heavy now that i have difficulties walking and waking up from bed, how i wanted to go deliver now!
BB items not getting much!
Only neccess items as i don't want to waste the items.
Like Isaac i over brought, ha ha, but i just cant remember where i keep the balance of Isaac clothing le.
Hmmm.......
Cracking my brain all almost new and i rarely wear de le!

I just called him, asked him to call his mum and checked if at home ant, then he asked me called, i just kept QUIET then he immediately said OK, i called!
Haha, that should be the way ma, since he agree to help me.

I wanted to asked my mother if the person who sell wine still available, as she said maybe DEAD! LOLsssss

I need to buy the wine for confinement de!
I remember last time i brought 10 over bottles haha and eat everyday for 1 month till i feel sick haha.
All wine wine taste.

I wonder his mum come over to cook or cook then bring over.
I hope she cook at her place then bring over haha so my house wont be so dirty haha.

I wonder how long i must teach the maid then she will know how to take care of BB etc, sian!
My 3 months will be burnt by teaching her i think.

I am so sad.
I have not seen my husband since Sunday night!
he is busy working and the only time i saw him was at 7am in the morning when he goes to work with him kissing me less then 1 minute, god =(

Stupid work still not going finished only can waited till end Jul and also i got to burnt my HK trip because of this work, hope this shopping mall collapse haha.
I'm so damn wicked i know but because of this i miss seeing and talking to my husband la.

I have cramp early this morning and he massage for me as just nice he was there haha.
I cant walked and sit properly now as my leg in between my private parts is like swelling up and the pain is really unbearable and i called him last night but cant do anything as he need to work MA! Shit!

Suddenly i wanted to give birth ASAP as i cant stand pain la, haha, I get irritated easily as i was in pain and also i got no much mood to coach son also, I'M BAD!!!

Playpen arrived and it was OK la, same lo, nothing usual except the same Ha except there might be other pattern or colour only.
Need to purchased the mattress lo.
2 to be exact one for BB cot and one for playpen. Last night maid already asked me the BB sleep with who when borned haha, think she is scared that she have to wake up.
She sleep really into deep sleep de la.

Sometimes i cant said that she is not good lo, except there are certain things that she is not up to my standard lo. Maybe i expect too much as husband always said but i doubt so, maybe it her forgetness thus i am so angry and my patience not so good la so i cant stand it haha. Sometimes after saying her she is good then awhile more she will forget again OMG~

She scare husband more then me which i alwys wonder why when i am the most worst person at home rather then husband, maybe she feel that is husband pay her salary that why she have to listen to her bah!
Hee`````

NO!!!!

I am so lazy to work recently lucky boss is not around this whole week.
I just surf net and browse BB products only haha.

Sometimes i wonder how long i will BF de haha, but the thought of saving $ for milk i wanna spend so long to BF and at the same time i wonder i feed son he will realised the difference in his milk ant and reject. Haha, if he don't realised then it will be great i think haha.

I BF son only for 6 to 9 months as i was SAHM and i was getting lazier as he went into solid food thus i stopped haha.
Now i sometimes regret it when i can give him more but i stopped haha. So i wonder how long my determination for BF for No2 will be how long haha.
I think all this depend on the maid also, if example i asked her warmed milk then she do wrong i sure pissed off de haha.
Well Eling mentioned that we should trained their brain and make them think, i am trying so hard to do this but i tin all this depend on her too la!

Bye!

Tired!

Last Saturday was spent at Mag house as it was her mini celebration and also mummies gathering, i went there like around 3 plus 4 as i was waiting for him haha. Since 1pm OK!!!

Hmm well, after all, it was fun and thanks Mag hus for sending me to the bus stop. Then i took a bus 132 back home, so tired as my leg is so pain, so the moment I'm back, asked maid to cook for son then i went ZZZ without removing makeup, contact lo, haha. Woke up eye abit RED!
Well after woke up, cooked and ate then went NTUC to purchase grocery as i cant carry them anymore as my leg really very PAIN, its getting worst since last month as i hit the last trimester.
=(

I spend my Sunday chasing drama and i finished it, no one at home, son went over, maid on leave. LOLsss....

Today came work, weekend seems to pass by so fast especially when he have to work, my weekend BURNT!
Supposed to meet my sister and ended up she lazy to move her ass!
Gosh!@

Lazy to blog already la,

I dont want to talk to my husband, on cold war,i spoke to him nicely and he scream at me, then he say something then he say SORRY! He overlooked etc. What the hell!
This is not acceptable. You tell me only the truth nothing else, else you say nothing better, Dont help etc!

Went to NTUC and buy pampers yesterday and it so expensive for NB de haha, brought 2 packets to try at home see the quality etc, ok la not so bad la!
Maybe will go get a few more packets then finished then buy lo, as per what my friend say.

Paid Diners CC as i blur thought is linked to my account and NO lo, omg, lucky they can waive off the charges else i will CRY!

I was actually looking at the pampers i bought yesterday and GOD it looked so small haha. I was like is this the right size?
I checked and yes la, its the right size haha.

There are a list of things that i need to buy and yes i want to know where got BB fair or sales?
Can some kind soul tell me please?
=)

All BB items are so expensive and i wonder why haha, material so little lesser then adult haha yet so expensive, hee

Very soon today Friday already, tomorrow is Maggie house at 1om, shall bring my maid along and i sometimes think that i wanna killed her as she really irritates me but i cant! She will treat Isaac elsewise, given a choice i want to look after myself and no maid lo, they eally killed me slowly lo with her forgetness etc, late in waking up etc!

why she is so young then so forgetful?
Just like yesteday she wash son school uniform then she spin DRY then i was like why was the washing machine closed and i opened to check at 10am and what i saw was that the clothes that she spin at 8pm are still inside the washing machine until i asked her.
Why the clothes inside the washing machine u never hang?
Then she answered me. Oh i forget Sorry!
Sorry is the best she knw how to say! GOD!
Then i asked her do u iron his school uniforms. She replied YES!
Thanks god!
I am so sian have to keep remind her then she will remember omfg.
I really never asked too much OK. he always commented that i asked too much which is not true!
Is only i want her to be on her best even way before BB is out so she can cope with it and not last min come then like left with 1 hand & 1 leg like that.

BTW, i sad note, im not gg HK already due to him again and the H1N1 and i am terribly sad and disappointed about this,
what to do, cant possible asked me go alone mah!
Like idiot!

He gonna pay me back all the air ticket and im determined to collect the full amount. I dont care and be nice again already.
This time i really flared althought deep down inside me i already abit OK but i must control and stand still so he know i mean what i say.

My passport is expiring in Sep need to renew it already.
waiting to do it with his mum as hers same month as mine and we do via mailing rather then need to queue la.

I am going to be firm in my decision already and not be nice to anyione already. It is wasting my time and also making me feel so miserable at times too when i am nice people take it for granted.

My leg between my private part is still so sore when i go into 3rd termister prgnancy as the doctor say it is stretching, GOD, i cant even walked propperly lo.
It so Xin ku.
I will not have No.3 already, 2 is enough already when there is no one to help out already.
He is so busy with 2 i tin he already dont have time lo.
Im a Superwoman who handle things all by myself.
I sometimes hate it sometimes love it as i can control and do things my way!
Sometimes when i want to be a little woman then i feel sad and tears wanna flow down my cheecks!
WTD!
It my choice and i have to follow and continued it and i dont want regret!

I hate everyone on this earth!

I just feel so miserable now that i duno what i should do, cry also no use.
No one to lean and talk to as i can only relay on myself at times that i feel so desperate that i want to just dig a hole and hide myself and then dont think so much.

I asked for help and yet all i get is rebudance and also MISTAKES and also that i think and asked too much. I think i have not asked for so much thing, it all the same things that we wanted to de mah!

If not things happen then who shall we blame.
All people are just idiot and i simply hate communicating to others from now on.
It simpley just pissed me off so much that i hate eveey single soul in theis world now except my son that all, i cared for others and worried for them yet no one does the same for me.

The feeling of being taken for GRANTED simply HURT and SUCK. I hate u all.
Go to hell then.
If you cant help me then dont do anything or give me a kind of attitude.
I think i can survive without your help or anything!

I am just so sick of all this already!

Life is never right and in the first place i should not be so nice that all i can say.

I shall SHUT UP from now on!

Just finished my wantan mee and I'm feeling so damn full and spicy as i asked for lots of chili, i wanted to eat as my colleagues is resigning and i wont get to eat this delicious food from Clementi again as i don't stay or go there DE.

Son is very naughty and also cute at the same time yesterday,
I just bathe out then he came and kissed my tummy ha ha, say is kissed DIDI not me lo. Gosh!
He is biased!
=(
Anyway its good that he actually know that I'm expecting and he cares rather then being selfish which i will be scare because later on will fight MA.
Son is getting more mature daily and I'm really scare that when he hit Primary 1, he will not want me as much as now already.
I'm scare to lose him, i told my husband i can don't want him but i cant don't wan Isaac and he give me a stare that can KILL!

Well really MA, i carried son with me for 9 months how can i not feel attached to him even he is so naughty at times till i cant tahan.

recently he keep asking to go swimming ha ha, but never go because he is not free and sister did not bring him go, I wanted to asked the maid to go with me but i was thinking the maid should wear what to play with him inside the water? Can someone give me some ideas?

Saturday is Maggie mini birthday and Mummies gathering, i was thinking should i go then at 3.30pm i shall leave as son got class at 4pm. We see how, if he is too engrossed in playing then we shall not go already if not wait he keep crying.
I will bring the maid with me, i cant run after son already now, my stretching is too painful to bear and doctor said that there is no medicine to take as the pain will go off once i give birth.
=(

I am giving birth in like close to 3 months time and it seems fast ha ha.
I'm actually eager to see my precious, look more like him or me?
Same like son pattern?
Ha ha.
Why i say so is because he is more active then son while swimming in my tummy daily as he like to kick me so hard, very naughty!
=)

I hope things will go well when i am going into labour and i want my family to be the best of all.
After i gave birth not long then will be son 5 years old.
Time flies!

So fast i have given birth to son for 5 years already, giving up alot of things during this 5 years is worth it and i totally never regret.
Life is SO good to have son revolving and like a mozzie flying around ha ha.
He talked way too much already. But i simply love it but sometimes is very noisy la when i need some time to myself.

I simply cant stand it when people don't understand me and why our actions are like that!
It sometimes just really pissed me off badly!
Hais i know u care but then i think u got the wrong idea already, we are not abusing or hitting them, its just that they are simply out of hand that it.

I wanted to go on leave tml Le, wanted to bring son to swimming.
I have to think if i want to take leave tml ant.

im at work now, boss not in, haha. Doing some report so nearer to my due date then i can relax abit and no nid do so much things.

It seems so fast like another 2 more months i going to give birth already haha, EDD is 17 October 2009, but i think will be in end Sep or early Oct will not be on the same date so acurate since my mens is not so accurate thus that is just a calculation.

I will go on a early one week leave after my final checkup and rest at home, in case i need to give birth or water bag burst haha.
With son i never experience all this as i was on Induce Labour thus i check in myself de haha.

Now i go KKH so sian i see people who want to go delivery also need queue and take temperature when they are in pain and only Husband can followed into the labour ward haha.

Hopefully he will not be so busy when i m going to deliver else i willnever forgive him de.

Wanted to buy my Soy milk but very limited choice and the price is so expensive here. Waiting to go other place and check it out.

Drink milk like madnes recently haha. Good also since i dont drink the normal Mummy milk as i find that the taste is wierd, but with son i drank that like a cow haha. Non stop and almost 15 cans and even after i gave birth.

I want him to be more caring but he is tired i can understand that or maybe i am pregnant homo changes la.
Sigh!
There are alot of things which we have not done together already since a very long time already. All due to the ION project.
But if i grumble and grumble we will not see bread home and we, the kids will suffer.
How can we have the best of all?
Close one ye like what i and doing now, should be the best. Ignore what others have said about him not caring etc.
I dont wanna care about other things already just wan my BB and son to be healthy and good boy!
That the greatest thing that can happen to me i guess.

I am starting to choose name for BB and he picked a few already and we haven finalised yet, soon.
No chinese name i think as i dont really like the idea for son is no choice mum keep nagging thus have it de.
It so Or Bian to have chinese name haha, given a choice i will remove mine too!

=)

Maid is like a roller coaster sometime good sometime siao! Hard to catch.

Inorder for her not to be late in waking up, i asked her to wake him up at 6.15am anD YES she never wke up late, if i asked her to wake him up at 6.30 or 6.45 or 7.00, she will be late and then alot of things undone.
Sian!

This Sunday she will be on leave. Wonder she will do her things before she leave and be late home again?
Actually i will close one eyes de if she did called or sms me saying that she will be late, but she never thus i am abit angry la.

the house outside gt 2 more lizard again when we in total killed 7. It like a never ending job sian. I just hate the sight of them as they are so disgusting and soft sian, i brought the trap but they seems clever not to walk there and get trapped la.
Hopefully one day i can trap at least one so i can be happy haha. Not wasting $$ mah.

Now i got alot of things on hand that i have not purchase.
Like..
milk powder case
breastpad
etc la

No time. wating for him to go shopping with me so i can buy them easier.

recently my appetite is up & down again lo,
at night i cant seems to eat well and i feel bloated and i only gt craving for sweet food, like bread, milk etc. I see rice i will feel full.

In total now in 6 mths plsu pregnancy i gained 7.9kg, which is not much compared to son de i gained in total 25kg haha.
Maybe the weight goes to the BB not me, then son case is weight goes to me rather then son haha.

i wanna give birth then slim down asap and i also wan to breast feed for at least 12 mths if possible as son i also does that for 6-9 mths not consistent la, but i wan to be fair!

I need to wk and office got no breast feeding room thus i m thinking how to released the milk while im at work. think i will have to wake up early to latch then pump before i go wk thus wont so pain.
I will try very hard, at the same time, save $ too mah!
=)

I going return to my report already la, halfway doing then i blog as my eyes is pain seeing the figures haha

=)

I love my son although he is so naughty la, last week he was super Guai!
He self volunteer to learn and asked me to teached him so i wanted to do the same to him yesterday night, he said he dont want to FRIEND ME already as i make him do homework.
Gosh!
=(

Anyway a sweeter note, we had a show together Ice Age 3 on Sunday at AMK Hub after our dinner "Steamboat" at my place. The show is funny lo, son like it i guess but he was irritated cant seat still after like 1 hour. =)
Expected la, i hope this type of outing come often as it can create a conding within our own family and this is the best that we can have in our life, Nothing else matter more then kinship de, I lalways believe.

BTW, mum went crazy again on Sunday night after she went home and i wonder what is seriously so wrong with her, well maybe she is just like that, after a few days she will be fine just like on MC.

Sometimes people dont undertand why we need to cane or beat son as he is really too naughty and if we dont teach next time ghe grow older then he will not learn already and worst still if i haven teach them then when i go out they saw other kids or what they will said i never teached and etc, complaint etc making me embrassed or dunno what else to said also.
Sigh.

being a mother/ parent is never easy and i believed each have their own ways in teaching and learning progress and we should never compared, although i nkow they got good intention. Sorry, please dont use it on me, i know what is the best for my children.
I don need that nitty gritty advice.
Not that i dont care about it haha.
=)
i just cant stand negative advice towards my kids, when i know what they are etc.

Dont complaint to others or what infront of my frens or what, you don want the same to happen to you also right?
is called self respect.

Son is going to school today already as yesterday is on holiday Youth Day.

hope he is better and dont be temperamental.

I simply love him to the core bt he mk me so angry sometimes when he wants sometimes no patience same like me haha, thus i cant really blame him on this, but is no GOOD attitude.
he need to learn to be patience.
=)

He asked me to read story book last night then he walked off suddenly with his milk asking me to follow then i said wait, he told me " I Dont want to FRIEND you" then he lie down on the sofa then 10 mins later i heard nothign from him KO!
haha, guess he is really tired!
=)

He is afraid of the bear story that we loan from the library haha, as he said got monster haha.
So timid!

He is awake by now i think, going to call him after i finsished blogging, to check how is he.

If time and given a choice i would ratehr be a SAHM and look after my kids myself and create the bonding and love that i can give fully, but i cant la. It the life of a typical Singaporean when you are not terribly rich.
What to do, you gain and lose some when you want what you want.

Son wanted to go swimming but no one can bring him there. haha.
I cant allowed the maid to bring him there alone.
Maybe this Friday night or Sunday morning i shall bring him there.
See if my sister wanna go bring him there later anot at noon after his school.

Going to bank later to deposit $ into son account as i hve not been doing so for last 2 mths as i was abit tight on cash la. Need to really save for him, else wait BB come out got BB bonus then son got no saving as that time his BB bonus i think i spend it as there was alot of things needed to be pay and BB injection etc, thus i did not really save. There was alot of $ too, but i dont wanna mentioned what happened to it already, Dont want to said liao. Say liao also Gek Xin.
There was $1.5k more but then now poorer by 1.5K because of someone actions which i am soft hearted too la, well what to do!

Now im clever and also more firm NO means NO.
I dont care what is it, go jail or etc, i also wont help already, because if help got people return then i dont mind, is no one return and this is hard earned $ and some people just dont understand that. They need they asked, they dont spare a thought for others that all i hve to said!

I SERIOUSLY HATE THIS RETARTED BLOGSPOT! I KEYED IN SO MUCH AND YET ALL ARE GONE. SHIT, FARKING ANGRY LA.
DONT WANNA RETYPE ALREADY.
KNS!

BLOGSPOT IS DAMN STUPID

Yesterday son really pissed me off badly lo.
Screaming and screaming at home, dont wanna go school etc.
Dont wanna bathe, wanan watch TV only.
God, i talked to him yesterday when i reached home, thought he is good today as when i called home the maid said is GOOD!
Then never call me asked me can on Cartoon anot also.

Just heard from the maid, he refused to go to school again earlier. As Gordon is at our house waiting for my sister after her teaching.
=(

I need to talked to him again tonight!
=(

I wonder what is so wrong with him lo.
Really when im not at home. He think he can misbehaved and i have to stop him as cant like that, wait BB is out where can cope with one screaming and one crying at one go.
She sure go CRAZY!!!!!

I am so scared thus now i am lecturing him regards to the smallest things and he have to make sure that he understand why we are doing so. I dont want him to lecture him because wait he use scolding and canning again which i think i dont like la, i love to use Ai De Jiao Yu but sometimes it dont seems to work on son.
=(

So sickening.
What should i do with Isaac,can someone tell me?
I so stress up now lo.
OMG
Sigh, i gg crazy soon i think when i feel so uncomfortable with this pregnancy.
I gained not much weight but hard pregancy. Pain here and there. Sian to the max.

this Friday is doctor checkup already.

BB is kicking so much recently and soooo active lo.
I so scare he come out will be super active and naughty haha.
Hopefully dont so active ok my dear BB.

Son went to school already and i asked him what he learn and he said he learn spelling then i asked him what spelling he learn, he said cant remember and forget.
Gosh.

Tonight going to make hi write again, i slacked he follow too.
GoD!

As im typing now my BB kick me so hard le, omg.....
The kind of feeling is like he say stop talking about me, super hard, BB be good boy!

Going to find some wksheet for son to do tonight de better then i hand written haha.

Chaos....