Friday, July 10, 2009

I dont want to talk to my husband, on cold war,i spoke to him nicely and he scream at me, then he say something then he say SORRY! He overlooked etc. What the hell!
This is not acceptable. You tell me only the truth nothing else, else you say nothing better, Dont help etc!

Went to NTUC and buy pampers yesterday and it so expensive for NB de haha, brought 2 packets to try at home see the quality etc, ok la not so bad la!
Maybe will go get a few more packets then finished then buy lo, as per what my friend say.

Paid Diners CC as i blur thought is linked to my account and NO lo, omg, lucky they can waive off the charges else i will CRY!

I was actually looking at the pampers i bought yesterday and GOD it looked so small haha. I was like is this the right size?
I checked and yes la, its the right size haha.

There are a list of things that i need to buy and yes i want to know where got BB fair or sales?
Can some kind soul tell me please?
=)

All BB items are so expensive and i wonder why haha, material so little lesser then adult haha yet so expensive, hee

Very soon today Friday already, tomorrow is Maggie house at 1om, shall bring my maid along and i sometimes think that i wanna killed her as she really irritates me but i cant! She will treat Isaac elsewise, given a choice i want to look after myself and no maid lo, they eally killed me slowly lo with her forgetness etc, late in waking up etc!

why she is so young then so forgetful?
Just like yesteday she wash son school uniform then she spin DRY then i was like why was the washing machine closed and i opened to check at 10am and what i saw was that the clothes that she spin at 8pm are still inside the washing machine until i asked her.
Why the clothes inside the washing machine u never hang?
Then she answered me. Oh i forget Sorry!
Sorry is the best she knw how to say! GOD!
Then i asked her do u iron his school uniforms. She replied YES!
Thanks god!
I am so sian have to keep remind her then she will remember omfg.
I really never asked too much OK. he always commented that i asked too much which is not true!
Is only i want her to be on her best even way before BB is out so she can cope with it and not last min come then like left with 1 hand & 1 leg like that.

BTW, i sad note, im not gg HK already due to him again and the H1N1 and i am terribly sad and disappointed about this,
what to do, cant possible asked me go alone mah!
Like idiot!

He gonna pay me back all the air ticket and im determined to collect the full amount. I dont care and be nice again already.
This time i really flared althought deep down inside me i already abit OK but i must control and stand still so he know i mean what i say.

My passport is expiring in Sep need to renew it already.
waiting to do it with his mum as hers same month as mine and we do via mailing rather then need to queue la.

I am going to be firm in my decision already and not be nice to anyione already. It is wasting my time and also making me feel so miserable at times too when i am nice people take it for granted.

My leg between my private part is still so sore when i go into 3rd termister prgnancy as the doctor say it is stretching, GOD, i cant even walked propperly lo.
It so Xin ku.
I will not have No.3 already, 2 is enough already when there is no one to help out already.
He is so busy with 2 i tin he already dont have time lo.
Im a Superwoman who handle things all by myself.
I sometimes hate it sometimes love it as i can control and do things my way!
Sometimes when i want to be a little woman then i feel sad and tears wanna flow down my cheecks!
WTD!
It my choice and i have to follow and continued it and i dont want regret!

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