I am so sad.
I have not seen my husband since Sunday night!
he is busy working and the only time i saw him was at 7am in the morning when he goes to work with him kissing me less then 1 minute, god =(
Stupid work still not going finished only can waited till end Jul and also i got to burnt my HK trip because of this work, hope this shopping mall collapse haha.
I'm so damn wicked i know but because of this i miss seeing and talking to my husband la.
I have cramp early this morning and he massage for me as just nice he was there haha.
I cant walked and sit properly now as my leg in between my private parts is like swelling up and the pain is really unbearable and i called him last night but cant do anything as he need to work MA! Shit!
Suddenly i wanted to give birth ASAP as i cant stand pain la, haha, I get irritated easily as i was in pain and also i got no much mood to coach son also, I'M BAD!!!
Playpen arrived and it was OK la, same lo, nothing usual except the same Ha except there might be other pattern or colour only.
Need to purchased the mattress lo.
2 to be exact one for BB cot and one for playpen. Last night maid already asked me the BB sleep with who when borned haha, think she is scared that she have to wake up.
She sleep really into deep sleep de la.
Sometimes i cant said that she is not good lo, except there are certain things that she is not up to my standard lo. Maybe i expect too much as husband always said but i doubt so, maybe it her forgetness thus i am so angry and my patience not so good la so i cant stand it haha. Sometimes after saying her she is good then awhile more she will forget again OMG~
She scare husband more then me which i alwys wonder why when i am the most worst person at home rather then husband, maybe she feel that is husband pay her salary that why she have to listen to her bah!
Hee`````
NO!!!!
I am so lazy to work recently lucky boss is not around this whole week.
I just surf net and browse BB products only haha.
Sometimes i wonder how long i will BF de haha, but the thought of saving $ for milk i wanna spend so long to BF and at the same time i wonder i feed son he will realised the difference in his milk ant and reject. Haha, if he don't realised then it will be great i think haha.
I BF son only for 6 to 9 months as i was SAHM and i was getting lazier as he went into solid food thus i stopped haha.
Now i sometimes regret it when i can give him more but i stopped haha. So i wonder how long my determination for BF for No2 will be how long haha.
I think all this depend on the maid also, if example i asked her warmed milk then she do wrong i sure pissed off de haha.
Well Eling mentioned that we should trained their brain and make them think, i am trying so hard to do this but i tin all this depend on her too la!
Bye!
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