Last day of Year 2008

Today on leave, slept till 12.30.
He is still at work, having lunch lo. Should come back soon after his clients all finished eating i guess from the way he text me.

FAINTED, the boss said can go home already. I WASTED my leave, darn

He said tonight want to go Marina there to waTCH Fireworks!
Claimed that is son want to watch de duno true anot la.
Anyway, we see what time hge come back first then said la!

Son is doing his own book now!
Machiam very hard working, actually is doing only the things he see he like only.
So noisy that i cant tahan.
Playing with rubber, rubbing what he have wrote then start again and again! KNS
I love my son la
His language is too much for me to absorb already and i warned him that he dont stop i will CANE!
He stopped but start it again & again!
:(
Why are kids like that?
Am i too gentle and allow him to be so that why he is like that?
Sigh.
I BLAME MYSELF!!!!
Hate myself!

Today marks the last day of 2008.
Times flies too fast way before i can even treasure what i can have!
This Saturday marked the new beginning of my life with him.
Althought its not rich nor what but well its a good start!
I always believe that we have to conpromise to make things work.
We quarrel. Yes alot as my attitude is no good!
Very bad temper, eassily agitated, no patience!
He bears with me for who i am so i must do the same to be easy going but i tried OK.
I always think RICH might not bring me happinesss but then most important is that i need & want LOVE!
LOVE is all i want! Not money, but of cas money is important la.
:)

He actually remember to buy my favourite Blue roses for Saturday.
:)
Hearts U

I thought he forget as i keep quiet!
Haha

Last night i am so hungry wanted to eat so badly but he is sleepy already so i decided not to wake him up and i strugle 2 plain cheese while digging in my storybook till 2am and went to bed.

I love the new storybook that i brought and YES i will get a 2nd book till all collection is up.
This book really interests me alot and i cant stop reading but i am scared that once i finished then the book is not ava yet as its out of stock la!

Wanted to watch Movie yesterday but last min i decided not to go asi am angry when i reached home there is nothing that i like to eat and i ate MAGGIE!
I am angry very fast when it come to food as i cant take not NICE food and put it intomy mouth de.
I find it is so HARD!!!!
Well he ate as usual as he can eat anything de no matter not so good nor nice de!
I surrender and raise my WHITE FLAG!
I love food and sleep no wonder i love PIG haha.

I have not sold my HP yet as i think i am still OK with this current phone as the one i want to buy he claimed not nice!
Bleah!

I miss my mum n sister haha

Bye


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