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I am at work already and that is surprise that i come early haha.
Normally i will be late.
Well i need to go ROM first so i woke up at 6.30am to prepare to send son to school first before heading out for breakfast & ROM lo.

My tummy have been in pain since like last Sunday. Wonder what i ate wrong having runs lo.
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Today i ate medicine early in the morning so now still OK.
Touch wood la!

Last night i cant sleep so i read storybook till like 3 am and the book is damn fantastic lo till i wanna go watch the movie today!
It seems very nice and romantic to me la.
How i wonder i can have a Vampire to love me.
Drools...
Dots.....
Well day dreaming early in the morning is sometimes a good thing.

Son make me so angry yesterday that i cane him so badly and refused to talked to him till he fell asleep!
He is so rude and also don't listen to me!
Getting more and more rebellious that i am scared that i cant control him!
I don't like him to mixed with his brother kids but no choice as u know kids they want to play only!
They teach ed him the wrong things cum no manners DE.
Like walking half way then farted la, scold people then etc.
I have myself to blame also for my son behaviour!
Well i just don't like them la.

I hope to move out ASAP!

I cant stand people messing up my room DE, so it is always the case when they are here, sian.

BTW i lost my DFS vouchers!
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Sick man!
I remember i left it on the table DE!
Suddenly it went missing lo!
F***
I am so angry that i cursed the whoever that took my things and i suddenly realised that alot of things actually went missing.

I am a person when i suddenly remember something i will surely need to look for it no matter what time or when it is!
It wont get away from my mind as long as i don't find it and BTW, i got super memory for my items DE!
I can remember if i have the items even if i buy it like years ago!
But wheres for other things my memory not so good la ha ha.

So i am gonna find the vouchers soon and i will continued to curse the person man!
Make them suay for New Year!

My agent called and said my 1st appt might be on 1st week of March 09. Hopefully she is real bah!
I counted that the final date for House taking over might be in Mid April or May the latest!

I cant wait to shift man!
Have my own space etc.

New year is coming, i am not happy at all!

I got to MOVE ALL THE THINGS into my room!
He claimed that it is messy etc.
All the shi la.
Machiam my room very big like that like a football court!
Hais
We are living in a 5room flat mind u all OK!
He claimed no place lo.
No choice la.
But u cant blame me mah! Kids got no toys no nothing DE meh.
He wanted to threw my bicycle away i said NO!
how can like that, it for my son to play.
he wanted to give my pram to his brother too!
Although that i wont need 3 prams but i wont give it to him as he can have the money to buy what!
Why should i paid for it then give it to u when Ur an IDIOT!
Shall not bring up old topic to said already!
Well i just dread New Year la.
Ang Bao, Nags, My Room, Everything.

I wished i could just have a getaway soon away from this dreadful people. I am not saying he is not nice but OLD FASHION which i cant take it when my family are not like that, although my mum like to nag! But i still LOVE her! Plus my sister is annoying sometimes but i LOVE her too!

I told him last night that i cant feel LOVE anymore and he just went to bed!
Shrug!
I hate this feeling esp when i cant sleep and i feel LONELY!
I told him i want to look for LOVE.
He hit my back.
I felt sad for no reason!
I keep having INSOMNIA till i hate bedtime, i love to sleep yet now i cant!
Something is wrong with me but what?
I need LOVE more then ever then before!

♥ 说好的幸福呢 ♥