Last day of Year 2008

Today on leave, slept till 12.30.
He is still at work, having lunch lo. Should come back soon after his clients all finished eating i guess from the way he text me.

FAINTED, the boss said can go home already. I WASTED my leave, darn

He said tonight want to go Marina there to waTCH Fireworks!
Claimed that is son want to watch de duno true anot la.
Anyway, we see what time hge come back first then said la!

Son is doing his own book now!
Machiam very hard working, actually is doing only the things he see he like only.
So noisy that i cant tahan.
Playing with rubber, rubbing what he have wrote then start again and again! KNS
I love my son la
His language is too much for me to absorb already and i warned him that he dont stop i will CANE!
He stopped but start it again & again!
:(
Why are kids like that?
Am i too gentle and allow him to be so that why he is like that?
Sigh.
I BLAME MYSELF!!!!
Hate myself!

Today marks the last day of 2008.
Times flies too fast way before i can even treasure what i can have!
This Saturday marked the new beginning of my life with him.
Althought its not rich nor what but well its a good start!
I always believe that we have to conpromise to make things work.
We quarrel. Yes alot as my attitude is no good!
Very bad temper, eassily agitated, no patience!
He bears with me for who i am so i must do the same to be easy going but i tried OK.
I always think RICH might not bring me happinesss but then most important is that i need & want LOVE!
LOVE is all i want! Not money, but of cas money is important la.
:)

He actually remember to buy my favourite Blue roses for Saturday.
:)
Hearts U

I thought he forget as i keep quiet!
Haha

Last night i am so hungry wanted to eat so badly but he is sleepy already so i decided not to wake him up and i strugle 2 plain cheese while digging in my storybook till 2am and went to bed.

I love the new storybook that i brought and YES i will get a 2nd book till all collection is up.
This book really interests me alot and i cant stop reading but i am scared that once i finished then the book is not ava yet as its out of stock la!

Wanted to watch Movie yesterday but last min i decided not to go asi am angry when i reached home there is nothing that i like to eat and i ate MAGGIE!
I am angry very fast when it come to food as i cant take not NICE food and put it intomy mouth de.
I find it is so HARD!!!!
Well he ate as usual as he can eat anything de no matter not so good nor nice de!
I surrender and raise my WHITE FLAG!
I love food and sleep no wonder i love PIG haha.

I have not sold my HP yet as i think i am still OK with this current phone as the one i want to buy he claimed not nice!
Bleah!

I miss my mum n sister haha

Bye


♥ 说好的幸福呢 ♥

:(

I am at work already and that is surprise that i come early haha.
Normally i will be late.
Well i need to go ROM first so i woke up at 6.30am to prepare to send son to school first before heading out for breakfast & ROM lo.

My tummy have been in pain since like last Sunday. Wonder what i ate wrong having runs lo.
:(
Today i ate medicine early in the morning so now still OK.
Touch wood la!

Last night i cant sleep so i read storybook till like 3 am and the book is damn fantastic lo till i wanna go watch the movie today!
It seems very nice and romantic to me la.
How i wonder i can have a Vampire to love me.
Drools...
Dots.....
Well day dreaming early in the morning is sometimes a good thing.

Son make me so angry yesterday that i cane him so badly and refused to talked to him till he fell asleep!
He is so rude and also don't listen to me!
Getting more and more rebellious that i am scared that i cant control him!
I don't like him to mixed with his brother kids but no choice as u know kids they want to play only!
They teach ed him the wrong things cum no manners DE.
Like walking half way then farted la, scold people then etc.
I have myself to blame also for my son behaviour!
Well i just don't like them la.

I hope to move out ASAP!

I cant stand people messing up my room DE, so it is always the case when they are here, sian.

BTW i lost my DFS vouchers!
:(
Sick man!
I remember i left it on the table DE!
Suddenly it went missing lo!
F***
I am so angry that i cursed the whoever that took my things and i suddenly realised that alot of things actually went missing.

I am a person when i suddenly remember something i will surely need to look for it no matter what time or when it is!
It wont get away from my mind as long as i don't find it and BTW, i got super memory for my items DE!
I can remember if i have the items even if i buy it like years ago!
But wheres for other things my memory not so good la ha ha.

So i am gonna find the vouchers soon and i will continued to curse the person man!
Make them suay for New Year!

My agent called and said my 1st appt might be on 1st week of March 09. Hopefully she is real bah!
I counted that the final date for House taking over might be in Mid April or May the latest!

I cant wait to shift man!
Have my own space etc.

New year is coming, i am not happy at all!

I got to MOVE ALL THE THINGS into my room!
He claimed that it is messy etc.
All the shi la.
Machiam my room very big like that like a football court!
Hais
We are living in a 5room flat mind u all OK!
He claimed no place lo.
No choice la.
But u cant blame me mah! Kids got no toys no nothing DE meh.
He wanted to threw my bicycle away i said NO!
how can like that, it for my son to play.
he wanted to give my pram to his brother too!
Although that i wont need 3 prams but i wont give it to him as he can have the money to buy what!
Why should i paid for it then give it to u when Ur an IDIOT!
Shall not bring up old topic to said already!
Well i just dread New Year la.
Ang Bao, Nags, My Room, Everything.

I wished i could just have a getaway soon away from this dreadful people. I am not saying he is not nice but OLD FASHION which i cant take it when my family are not like that, although my mum like to nag! But i still LOVE her! Plus my sister is annoying sometimes but i LOVE her too!

I told him last night that i cant feel LOVE anymore and he just went to bed!
Shrug!
I hate this feeling esp when i cant sleep and i feel LONELY!
I told him i want to look for LOVE.
He hit my back.
I felt sad for no reason!
I keep having INSOMNIA till i hate bedtime, i love to sleep yet now i cant!
Something is wrong with me but what?
I need LOVE more then ever then before!

♥ 说好的幸福呢 ♥

:)

2 more days to a brand new year 2009.
Weekend was spend alright as pay was out on time.
Went shopping with my sister on Saturday and i was like shagged after the whole day walking but my son was not still as active as ever.

I brought more clothes for Isaac rather then myself. For me i brought the shoes 4 pairs and more haha. Tops not much as i am going Thailand soon, and he forbid la! :(

I brought Gap for son as there were 30% off!
I need to buy for my son as if i don buy there wont be anyone buying for him already :(
He is my precious so new year he need to look smart & best!

Yesterday went to purchase the ring also. Both cost $1100 but got 50% off so quite worth it la.
Collection tonight lo, damm fast hor.

Tonight going to my outlet to collect my Christmas cabin cake, know its abit late well free de mah! :)

I need to call the manicure and check the prices as i work tml then i will be on leave already till next week haha. He was like haha....
Well after that all the way work till like in Feb then go Thail then no leave liao la.

The owner is back today haha. See tomorrow go up or what as i need to take some measurements also as i need to know where i can buy my furrniture etc.
I am being KC but well need to plan mah if not later kan chiong again!

Yesterday was an annoying and bad day for me.
Woke up at 11am, as son wanted milk then went back to sleep and he called at 1.30 said he reached already. Bring son to him, then i wanted to eat lunch.
Walked to kitchen, wanted to eat but felt faint, naueous and etc la! Whole body ached like mad and i was like damm. Went to room and rest and then i watched TV abit then fell asleep till like 4 plus then he woke me up as i need to buy ring mah!
I drag myself up and bathe etc, then went AMK hub lo.
No mood to eat, brought a dognut then ate abit then gave him liao, wanted to vomit la.
Then walked around and i was dressed normal. The sales girl at AMK Hub Soo Kee sucks to the max i tell you! She think that i dress normal i dont ave money to buy lo. Damm u, even if i got money i wont wan to buy from u also! Stupid lady spoilt my mood and i felt bad already lo.
The rest dont want to said lazy la.

Today came work at 11.30 haha. Text my boss said i not feeling well dont want to come so early he said ok haha. Went to have breakfast then came lo. Shiok!

Tml got to wake up early ZZZ as i got to submit certain documents! OMG
But i will go ahve my breakfast haha. My favourite duno got open anot also!
Pray its open.

HDB no one picked up call, KNS, lazy bum all.

Bye

♥ 说好的幸福呢 ♥

Post Christmas Eve

Today is 26, post christmas already.
Am on leave! :0)
He is not got to work haha :(
Son no school, Pon 10 also haha
So sian at work no where to go as my salary is not out la!
Siannesssss

Agent called me today and told me that the latest for submission will b eon 15 Jan.
After which 6 weeks later for 1st appt.. When?
Then after that anothyer 6 weeks later then get Home... When?

I did up some search on house deco!

Sian so many things yet need to know if do tiles takes how much.
Anybody know?
Please tag me ok. tKS

Son is playing with toys now.

Upload on Christams pictures lazy to write.

Bye
♥ 说好的幸福呢 ♥

Christmas Eve

Today is Christmas Eve and also a sad day for me.
My SCV dont react!
No pictures since last night!
Please dont tell me its sleeping already and its only like less then 4 months?

OmG then where will my movies come from?
Sigh!
Damm sad can! :(

Today is raining and the weather is so nice to sleep lo, no choice got to come wk as today is Christmas celebration!
Wonder what time finish. Hiak
Malaysia declare is 1pm officially OK!!
Shit.
If he cant make it on time then he will have to fetch son over to me then i will take bus with him home haha.

Tonight BBQ theme is RED!
Either piece la!.
No need whole body RED!
Haha.
He wanted to wear the Fujisu T-shirt i sneer at him haha.
Then he said i got no RED le. Then i said wear Underwear la!
=_="

I told him to get the ring this SUnday, then text him about his clothes also then he said want to wear Polo & shorts then i said OK lo.
Guess he asked me what i said!
"I want to wear pjamas"
"He said: So pretty hor"
I said: Of cos!!!

Damm lame.

Whatever.
I need to get alot of things this week lo.
So rush like that no time no time!
9 days to the day!
I am rushing against time and i am so excited and also scared.
Got stage fright la

My collegues make cookies for me haha.
Look nice plus i am so hungry now haha!

Waiting for the food wonder what time then come sia!
I want faster go home later and check on my SCV!

Please pray that my SCV is fine and just sleeping due to cooling weather!
Dont die on me please!♥0 说好的幸福呢 ♥

Today is 22nd and the whole office is quiet but not as quiet as last year la.
Tml is half day with Company Lunch la, wonder what time then can go home.

I am playing with the Hp of my Collegue de!
Look nice lo, PDA phone with the same function la!
Well sound is not as loud as my current phone nw la!
Camera is not bad, but 2 mega pixel!
Got front camera la.
Haha, the keypad is small lo, can type all the words there!
Suddenly not used to it as i am using touch screen mah. :)
Still thinking want to change anot.
i used my this current phone for lesss then 2 months i believe haha.
I dont know i change already i will regret ant as he said he confirm wont want to use de.

Still thinking la, i am happy as i have 2 BBQ tomorrow!

Will be meeting my sister on Friday & Saturday!
For some shopping spree!!!
Hopefullly my pay is out already as they said might be on Saturday!
Sian
:(

I need to get my dress, ring and everything ready by next week as the date left is less then 12 days.

Owner will be back next week but when lei? Or this week? Hopefully this week as next Monday is already 28 and she last mentioned i think is 27 be back already!

Son fell asleep last night!
So naughty!
Dont listen to me until i walking to take the cane then he listen.
So angry lo.

He finished his homework in school with Teacher supervision!
he can even tell me his classmate Harris also never finished his work left one page!Faint
I told him u cant follow him de, its difference
He laugh!
faint 2nd time
=_="

The school is starting the lesson on Feb 1st i think and every month there will be additional enrichment classes.

Duration:
Once a week (1 hour per session)
A total of 5 modules for each level. Each module covers 8 weeks thus a total of 10 months altogether. (Feb to Nov)

Day/Time:
Monday (K1) in the afternoon

Course fees:
$90 per month

Registration fess:
$60 per month (** one time fee for new participant only)

** The regristration fee includes a T-shirt (that has to be worn during "Fastrackids" lesson) and course materials (periodic assement) for the whole year.

Course outline
The topics are as follows:

K1:
- Biology
- technology and How Things Work
- Literature
- Natural Sciences
- Speech, Drama & Arts

This are the things that will be taught in class!

Wonde what the outcome will be like, hopefully, it provides all the information & learning that Isaac need. Paying is not a problem as kids studies are far more important then other things!
They are ur precious one that u cant save de!

Education in Singapore is not cheap lo. Need to save for rainy day if not will die man!

I am still waiting for the AIA stupid letter, claim never received my letter. Shit!
They are just very very stupid and dumb that all i want to said!
I wasted so long to invest and yet the interest is not that much also! Shark!
I dont believe in insurance already la, althought that the rebates for interest might be high what if the company go burst like alot of campany is encouturing now?

Going to slcak before meeting and meeting him for lunch later!

Bye`

Lastly Merry Christmas to all
=]
♥ 说好的幸福呢 ♥

I received 2 present from my department!
They told me its a set haha.
I think is soft toys?
Waiting to go back and open it up!
Happy.

I felt lost suddenly as i realised that we are not that close after all.
Human get jealous easily?
Hmmm
Well

I heard a bad story about my friend and i wonder why all guys are like that

=[

=_="

I have already brought my nails already and my boss scented oil.
He said want his room to be fragant!
Hee.
If u noticed that my boss is inside the pictures. haha
Happy sourcing him out. the most handsome Guy!

I am going to do my nails tonight hope it dont failed.
I call my sister to help me but she no reply. Think still sleeping.
Its her holidays now!

She sms me yesterday last night and i can feel that she is sian & sad abt the things she is facing now.
Well at least she will know how i feel!
Everybody is selfish.
They care about themselves more then others and also they will never put themselves into other people shoes de!
When they are old or left out then they will REGRET
I am not crusing OK
Stating the facts only.

I am not so close with her recently already as i find out that she is more selfish then i realised and also she is not really that kind after all.
Hmm
well
Human have ugly faces where we only get to know sooner or later only.

Maybe my mum is right that i am a loner!

I hate busy, noisy, crowded places afer i gave birth.
Before i gave birth it is still ok. Once after i gave birth WORST!!!!!
I hate it to the max!
Well that is good at least i dont club anymore.
Haha
I cant stand going clubbing then at night got to wash my face when i am so tired, so i rather don go.
So lame i know!
Great!

My dates are drawing nearer already so anxious & scared la.
Shy!!!!

He called the grant officer already and she claimed that they are looking into it and they will get back to us this week.
I doubt so la. Wednesday is 24, Christmas Eve already where got people want to work and process my aper work right!
I give them till next Monday!
No mroe chances already as it i too long and the lady will be back so i need to get it done.
Once she is back i can exercise and i want to move in real fast!!!

I am actually wondering if she have found a house anot haha
She is not in Singapore can?

I am so random that i dont know what i am talking about.

GG day dream now. Am so tired, as i have insomia every night duno why also la.
Pek Chey!
Me never drink Coffee nor Tea yet i cant sleep only till like close to 2am then i can sleep lo.
KNS
I hate this feeling.
Can turn back my clock and make it normal!
This is so no good.
Making me tired everyday and i got serious eye bag already.
I need to go back home tonight and do my mask also.
Slacking too much already when 3 Jan is coming!

Stop been lazy!

=_="

i miss him and my son, plus my family!
♥ 说好的幸福呢 ♥

PIctures at Singapore Flyer last month (Company Function)

This are the pictures taken during last month if i am not wrong.

Ok i know i am been random

Bye

♥ 说好的幸福呢 ♥

愉快感到满足

I am tired because i wake up early today for my boss presentation.
Well, Yes i am tired but then i am still very 快乐 because i got my HLE approval already. Its great, the last call i got from HDB will be from a lady. She took over my case as the guy is on leave and YES she is 一片模糊 OMFG
Gave me a big shock and i wanted to cried lo, luckily it is not the correct amount as she never check properly!
^&^*%*
KNS
I told her i wont approved this amount as it is not the same amount that is given to me and luckily i asked for the amount before she approved! GOD damm it.
If i approved it will take me another 3 months lo, which is i will really jump to HDB and demand an answer!

Well The grant is still on process and have yet to reply to me, damm it!
Will enforce better and fierce email to shoot them already,w asting our time here, chasing with email!

Son was well behaved yesterday, except that at Clarke Quay & Parkway make me and him so angry la.

1. At Parkway, he claimed that he want to go toilet so i asked him to bring him there as the ladies is crowded comfirmed and i walked into this shoe shop!
*_*"......
3 minutes later i heard him called me. Then the worst part was that i saw no one behind him walking out!
Son run out again himself and he is super angry and Kan Cheong of cause!
I was like.... Dots Dots
The last time he ran out was at AMK same to toilet then he run out himself to look for me!
I was so worried that i wanted to cry man!
Lucky he is smart tto know where i am!
:)
Well still cant like that as wait he go missing how!
I talked to him nicely, tell him why he cant do this and must wait.
He gave me the answer:
Son: Teacher say that, when we go toilet cannot share.
Me: U must wait for the adult who accompany u to finish them go out together!
Son: But teacher said that must be alone de!
Me: *_*"
Son: You dont know MEH?
OK anyway i will bring him to the toilet myself as i will locked the door and make sure he is in my sight 24/7
Not i dont trust guys but they are just so careless la!

2. Fondue at Clarke Quay!
He was excited to eat Fondue then after awhiel he cant take it already, keep bang here and there then the next thing is his head knock on the table glass!
OMG, lucky the thing did not break or so lo, if not he will have a big hole in his head and blood all over.
I am so angry that i looked deep into his eyes and told him not to move an inch lo!
So fangerous wait got blood and glasses in his head how?
Haissss

He make me angry again last night or so called me Petty la!
I cooked noodles wanted to eat and he just make me angry and i refused to eat even when he bring it in to the room for me.
I am a person like that when u make me angry when i am having breakfast, lunch or dinner.
I will choose not to eat it even if it is expensive or already being purchase!
I rather throw away the food, as my mindset is that when a person is haveing his food the best thing is already no to disturb him/her. She /HE might want to enjoy the food and yet u are there making noise or wadever!
My patience is no good so i cant take it de.
My mum knows, yet sometimes hse just make me fed up. I will walked away without finishing the food!
Called me proud or crazy but that's just me!

OK
GG eat my breakfast now already
Bye

♥ 说好的幸福呢 ♥

Saturday

♥ 说好的幸福呢 ♥I woke up early by son as he wants to Poo Poo, and clean his backside.
I cant slp duno why. Sigh
I slept late last night but then i woke up at 7AM auto like that.
Like i am so used to waking up at this timing.
No good.
Will be very tired lo.
Restless!!!
Son watching cartoon and eating cake now, i feel bad that i never bring him out as i am BROKE!!!

HDB called me yesterday and gave me a rude shock! I cant accept what the lady have said, so i rejected the offer and will wait till Monday and talked to Mr. Toh who handle my case.
The things he told me and the result are having a shortfall of 100K. Way too much to believe!
Crazy i should said.
I asked the lady do i need to re-apply, she claimed mostly not. Hopefully its not as i waited so long and i paid too!
:(
Damm, things are not in my way like that not smooth at all.
Sigh.
Please let me be lucky can?
Monday i need to check and i told her i want it by next week the latest Monday as the deadline is due.
Dun know what are they thinking, like cant read or understand like that. No one reply my emails too. Going to write a more harsher one this time.
Pissed me off man.

Might be gg for Fondue at shop tonight, see how crowded ant first. Wait disturb people since its weekend then its no Good.
Dun know why my sister and Zren like the Fondue so nice meh?
I dont really like haha.

Later going to teach son to write his name in bothe English & Chinese.
Its homework from school haha, 4 pages.
:)

Son now like to apply Zam-Buk on his legs as he got lots of blue black, asked him how he got it. Told me he fall in school *_*"
OMG, where can fall till like that, then he mentioned that the teacher did not apply cream for him.

Yesterday supposed to be Christmas celebration for Isaac in school and the blur Zen` did not wear for him his home clothes and his fren said ISaac is not handsome as he wear school top! Isaaac is sad when i went to fetch him yesterday.

Yes, yesterday my boss fetch me to pick son then to AMK haha. heng then i dont need to take the bus mah haha.

Son keep called him "Daddy". He damm high lo, lol.
But anyway thanks boss.

Haha.

He is nice la but then sometimes he too kan chong already haha.
Alot of people think heis fierce but to me he is not la, good guy la.

Kk, going to entertain Isaac already. He seems bored and is playing with the cream lo!

Bathe him soon.

Wish me good luck on Monday with HDB

:)

♥ 说好的幸福呢 ♥