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Sian yesterday Honey scold me as i am lazy.
I was sad and i went to sleep without talking to him, this morning, he left for work & text me.
Honey: "I'm Sorry, i shouted and scold you as i am really tired"
Me: "You are forgiven"

Haha, this morning while i am still sleeping, i heard alot of noise haha, i was the last one to wake up as usual...

His mum changed son,w anted to drive him to school, honey said no. LOL
Scare she is tired. As she has to work later till 10 pm at night.

I text honey and say that if she wants to fectch son to school, then i shall pay her some money already, how can just let her fetch him for free, she dont owe me anything also.

Yesterday on the way home i heard 2 bad news.

After i heard the news, i was kinda shocked & scared.

I shall not mentioned much about the incident, at least i sms maggie then i felt better.
Thanks dear.
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I have to go and do my pap smear tonight if honey is early as i will be going back to my mum place for dinner first.

i have started my diet since Tuesday, hopefully it will take effect.

I am taking in very little food already haha, a few mouthful then i will feel full.
Maybe that is good so i can slim down.
I really gain alot o weight recently, haha, maybe i am lazy that why la.

I wonder how is my HDB news... Excited and might be sad later. If i dont win la.
I really hope to win the house, this way, i can wake up later and it might be easier for me also as well as for honey.

The journey need not be long, near my mum, office but a little far for honey but he drives so still ok. Worth it rather then now.

But if i get my new house, i will have to watch my spending as all are talking about money.
Seriously i really hope to get the house ASAP...

I wanted to own Hamster haha, going to talk to honey later haha, he sure say NO, i think.
Maybe i shall only buy 1 or 2 haha, i guess they wont stink bah, they are cute and need no bathing also, cas got the powder.

I text Daniel yesterday & tell him i am really sorry that woofer is still at his palce after so long and the date i told him have long pass. he is not angry and tell me not to worry as he know i am trying my best already. thanks dear for the understanding.
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now i am at work typing all this and suddenly, I MISS u... honey
Haha, corny u should say me but i rarely say i miss him, it is him usually the one who text me that.
Recently i felt closely to honey more then often like the older times, wonder what is wrong with my emotions. I get sad easily, wanted to cry out of sudden, think about alot of things or worry about things that might or not happen and get sad and irritated.
i need to control i guess.
I am really sad for certain reason but there are always 2 person in my life to cheer me up.
*Honey & Son*

Thanks for been there for my up & downs.

I love you both.

I seriously need to quit smoking. My health is not in a good shape, i am scare as when a person who dont smoke also will get it, what does it implies?

START TO QUIT SMOKING...

i need to be more motivated & focus in all the things i said.

I love my dears.....
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