30 September 2008

Today is infact my birthday.

I am so angry just now till i nearly kill him.

Went to Vivo to have Fondue, but actually did not wanted to go as i sprained my back. Pain

i dont know why, but i woke up then my back hurt like mad. Sick...

Thought it will be better like as per normal, but this time round, it hurts so much that i nearly cried out.

He still pissed me off as i dont want to use the medicated oil which i find so smelly... He insist that i used that oil .

I knew that the oil is good, but i just cant stand the smell.

When someone cant stand the smell, how can they want to use the lotion.

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In Giant just now, i nearly cried cas i wanted to buy the cream then he disallowed. I m in so pain then he still like that, sigh, i cursed at him loudly haha.

Then after that, he went to top up cash card, i walked off. He is so stupid.......

SMS me asking wher i am, i tell him at life. Of cas when someone say that, you will know that will be waiting either at the same level where he top up cash card or where we park the car right? He went all around to the next building and with the thinking that i might go to HarbourFront. He still think how come i can walk so fast when my back hurts so much. OMG

i am ok now as he rub my back for me, with LOVE/PATIENCE.. This afternoon, he did not just anyhow rub... That makes me so sad.

The last time he hurts his back, i rub so hard and with LOVE, he did not.

I hate him sometimes yet sometimes i dont.

Love is what!!!!!

Any news is, today HDB called me and tell me that i can go ahead and apply for the ballot for this new listing with his name la. Well after all this is not confirmed if i can even get the house. But the best is can, as it is near my mum place. This way it will ease me, plus near my work place, But all this is .... time can tell me.

i pray so hard that i will get it...

My mum never called me, see if tomorrow if she will called me anot, ITS MY BIRTHDAY.....

Plus tomorrow is Tuesday, she wont be free.

My sister did called me la.

See if i have pictures tomorrow ant.

Bye