Puzzled

I always wonder to buy a house and pay monthly installment yet we see like not the owner does it make sense?

I dunno when I first buy this house it was very rush why I say so...
I WANTED TO MOVE OUT OF HIS DAD PLACE BECAUSE I WANT A PLACE SND FREEDOM OF MY OWN...

Now way even before One year of moving in.. they are back with us.

In general I'm not really pissed off but the annoying part is that they asked if they should rent out the house etc. Before we answer the next lightning step they did was collected deposit already!!!

Since they does that what can we do. People scold me stupid what can I say?

Eat e humble pie lo what else!!!!

I totally regretted allowing them in.. But what can I say!!

Why did I blog about all this now!

Because I find that my lovely house have turn from nice to messy to dunno what house!

I can't possibly asked his mum to do all the housework etc!
I have enough already working and by the time I'm home. I'm dead beat lo.. He don't really understand this as he goes out early and come back around 8 plus onwards sometimes even later... He ate dinner bathe and it's almost bedtime for him... What will he need to do right!!!

Hais...
I wanted to hire a maid now because I seriously cannot take it already seeing my house like that in mess and dusty too!!!

Before I wanted to hire a maid I have to go around asking for permission etc!!
I wanted to buy dog also need permission!!!

FML PLS

this is my house right?? It's under my name??

I wanted to hire maid buy dog for say I need permit and I seriously cannot take it!!!

I'm not one with patience!!

I cannot tolerate this any longer!!

I straight told him that day after 2 years lease is up I dun wanna let them continue stay not say I'm heartless!!

I have 2 son myself!! My son need their own space n room and they can't forever sleep with us in the room isn't it??

Then if lik that all cramp in one room might as well last time don't move out of Amk place snd I don't have to worry if monthly enough money to pay house loan and etc not right?

I'm not selfish I think.. I need to spare s thought for my son too lo..

Their actions I hate why... They are biased against Isaac so whatever Isaac do they think it's wring even Isaac never touch Kyden.. Kyden scream they will scold him.

How can I allow this to happen between my son?

Isaac is e beloved of my son.. I cannot allow all this to happen to him.. Not say I don't love Kyden but he got all the attention needed already and my poor baby Isaac is like me being outcast!

Is not being fair.. If that e case I might not even want Kyden in e first place!

Then Isaac will have all e love he can get. To have sibling.. Is to share love and concern and not been biased!!

Plus biased is nt in my dictionary!!

I hate people been biased the m0st..

I have told him umpteen times..

He might b busy or what but just that s person patience is only that much that we can hold.. Once that limited amount is over.. Everything is going to explode and I don't think it's going to be very nice..

I know myself too well.. For me to hate something or someone is easy but to forgive something or someone it takes a very long time just like how long and much I hate his brother!!

I dunning just feel that I'm not leading the perfect life that I want now.. It's not ideal and perfect..

Some might say life is full of up n downs but well... It also depend on how u control n managed ur life.. To achieved what kind of life u want!!

Am I right?

I love a carefree life and life that I want.. I know what I want too...I can give up things just to achieve my goals!

I dunno why I'm ranting but this issue being biased have been bugging me for e lo longest time ever and it got worst after they shifted in and I seriously dunno how much longer I can tolerate before I snap!!

I seriously have no mood to continued anymore!

Tbc



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