Monday, February 22, 2010

I'm not a gd mother

Sometimes I felt torn between Kyden & Isaac!
I felt I'm nt a gd mother!!!

I lost temper pretty fast, worst Isaac don't listen and will only stop when I really flare!

I don't hit/cane him anymore because I told him, he's old already canning is shame shame,I use shouting but he took me for granted thus I will scre do loud till I sian!

Last night I scold him for bring naughty and told him
"you dont understand or u Dino right or wrong?"
"I don't want talk or see u already"

He's sad of cas after I say that, then when we reach home,I'm pumping milk, he suddenly came in, hug me and demand that I kiss hinnon his face.
I asked why,
He say:
I want be good boy, only do the correct thing and not the wrong thing, I'm know I'm wrong, Sorry!

Then I told him, I angry because he dun listen, mummy sick no voice to shout!
He say he kn m is sorry!

I say ok I love u and he hug me and say he won't do it again!

5 minutes after he left the room he forget n start again!!! Gosh!!!
I was like........ *_*••

Well at least he now kn if it's right or wrong better in it!

I tried to speak or lecture him nicely sometimes he don't get it bcas I nt fierce! It pissed me off badly lo, bt I control bcas I want him to kn I'm lecturing him bt at e same time I loved him tt y I use talking rather thn cane!!!

Buay tahan him la!!!

He my darling yet my lovely rascal!

My both precious are god send from heaven and no matter how naughty or other people might see, they are always my darling precious
你们永远是我的宝贝

Kyden also no good lo, temper worst then Isaac when young!!!
Can't wait!!!
Lost temper
Cries
Gosh

I have 2 diffcult babies!!!

Well....

M sick gg see doctor after work and tmr is Kyden 3 mths checkup at Kkh!

Got time to blog while pumping milk now lo!!

Btw I changed Hp no, did u all rec?

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