31 December 2009

Today marks the last day of 2009 while let's welcome 2010.
This 2009 cones with many happy and sad memories but mostly are good one thus let's Kip this up with year 2010.
In yr 2010. I hve new addition to my family which is kyden!!

He is been bite by Lizzie and IRS on his scalpe n finger poor b0y, he's growing pretty well now and of cas gaining weight hope ge bcum chubby chubby as that wad I love must!
He can Recongnyse voice,faces and hus milk most important.
He's going thru a part where he take in his last milk st 1am Olga thn next will be around 6-7/8 am plus! This sounds hood bcas I can rest but deep inside in thinking will he gain weight or grow?
He's very cute and even my sister say so haha!!
He's no longer small size like when he's premature born he's a fat little chubby pok now with his hair growing after the drop of cradle cap which us thanks god

as for Isaac, j hve headache with him! Nowaday he doesn't wants to follow me nir anything out as ge wanted to stay hme n watch cartoon or play games! Isit normal? In do scared ge doesn't wants his mummy anymore! Last tome he's duper sticky de lo where I go he must follow! Does this means he's grown up n MIT the bb Isaac I always mentioned?
Last night he's sweet before sleep,he held my hands before slp n tell me to cover my Tummy incase wait wind or cold stomachs pain! He told me ge know hw to fold his blanket n etc!
His eating habit changed abit bt still he can tk mre thn 2 hr to finish his meal if I'm nf ard! Horrid!!!!
I always force him to eat if nf drink like 5 btles of milk per day lol
very ks hor
he Kip watching cartoon n playing famed daily and ge gg to start sch next Monday already n he's nt scare lol!
Busy tahan
sahm is Better then wm Haisss

j wish I can bcum sahm thn can focus on both kids and tt the best by j can't well then let hope!

2010 resoultiob;
1. Good health
2. Good listening kids
3. Happy family
4. Healthy relationship with him
5. Gd wking prospect n enviornmenr
6. Maid bcum better
7. Mre money
8. The best my kids can bcum and always healthy
9. Many many many many more

lastly before I pump n go out with mum n sus, tml m hving steamboat with classmate fr late Xmas celebration ;)
slurp

bye
happy new yr to all

Xmas eve is tml n so fast 1 yr is going to end once again n we are moving towards 2010!!!
Tml we are celebrating first time at my house which we move in may!
Time fast, kyden already 4 mtgs old today lol

he is so naughty recently! Eating n nibble his own right hand! Mking the mitten wet haha!! Thn awhile more he wil scream bcas milk us still not yet serve!
I hve been BF for 4 mths n still going! Not going to stop as yet! Although it does takes alot of my time n also making ne hving less time with Isaac when he need me but I'm trying to plan all This well. Trying to key kyden latch well n with full grip but still fail! Hmmm shall Wk into it next mth as he's premature thus there is a gap in term if hus decelopment bur do far he's doing well n I'm glAd n happy!!
I love my bb to be round b fatty n so far kyden is like one thus I'm happy mummy!!!
I love fat fat de
hope ge can intake mrs mk if milk lo rather thn 100ml, bt I can't force him la slowly ba!!!

The lens I order arrived! Dies bt really mk my eyeball bigger natb my eyeball is already big bt colour nt bad l0!!!

Isaac is worst he is watching cartoon playing games during holiday till he forgets his Wk omg!!!!
Best thing is He start tking in solid food bt still at the rate of 2 hrs or more to finish omg, I need threathren or etc then he finish but he taking bk milk already n o decided to give him bk peadisure bcas it will give him the nutrients tt he need n wad he missed out thout it's nt cheap!!! Wad to do! Mummy is wking hard

tml gg bk halfday as don't wanna wasted leave n boss nor in too
had dinner with boss on tue n it's funny n horny topic lol really let our hair down n boss sent me bad
smetimes I'm glad I got thus job at HD as it's really blessing bcas I got a great boss who scold but gets over it easily! I mk tonnea of mistakes bt he's nt really angry but he's rather impatience!! ;)
I will nt switch job till I get sacked ba! Lol peat pray!!!
More salary n healthy body with healthy kids n good relationship with husband n wking enviornmenr for 2010!!!!

Pumping nw gtg bye

Spending my Sunday at home finishing my DVD! Ltr gg pickup things then dinner at uncle place! Tml on leave till 4 Jan!!! Went town with son ystday to take pictures n walk abit bt mo mood to shop sian so much people n $ low! Order turkey n jam, cake for Xmas already! Great better then squeeze with people outside on eve n like that kyden can't go poor thing!!

Looking for milk bottles at cheap price as I need store milk!!
Kyden still at 100ml now per feed!!!
He's growing well 5+ kg now already!!
Can smile,laugh and recongnise too!! He's a big boy now already!
Jus last feed is 1+ am then morning 4+ to 6+ then he will wakeup for milk compare to last time he wakeup every 3 hours that's very tiring!!! Overall kyden growing well n big!!!

Isaac worst, getting naughty!!! Don't wanna do homework o ly wan play n watch cartoon then when I'm home he goodboy!! Zzz
his Chinese still not well after 3 lesson omg! I can't teach him too because I can't n mg Chinese no good la!!!

Pumping milk is still so good so far! Got glass bottle from motherhood forum bt not much but odd gd there are gd mummies who give when they dont need, I spend alot on milk bottle, milkbag but compare to formula it's still cheaper la nit so expensive then it and also BM is still better then anything on shelves!!!

I never regret having to wakeup early to pump milk slp late n hving little time f0r myself! It's the best a mother can give no one else!! So I'm very determinted to feed till kyden is 18 months old or till my milk runs out!!!
Think my husband will be happy to gear me gg to BF till so long because I help him save $$!!

Hope my BM can mk kyden less prob to shvkbess n also smarter n fatter? Lolsss

gg watch movie le! Bye!!

Bringing Isaac to watch cartoon on Monday or Tuesday!!!!
;)

Kyden is already 3 months plus coming 4 mths old already.
Fast just when i think back about staying in hospital and carrying him inside my tummy, till now, he can smile and cry almost all the times when hungry.
I feel blessed.
Kyden might be noisy as i have Isaac almost 5 years ago thus not use to it but then he is such a sweet little pie. Eyes big and round looking at me witht he Act Innocent face haha.
When i scold him he will stare straight at my eyes then when i talked and play with him, he will laugh and giggle and make bubble noise,
he is talktaive la.
haha
A good note. He drink his last milk at around 10-1am and the next feed ca be at 4am or later then that compared to last time horrible lol. At least 3 times per night.

Issac is worst, dunno why he is so strubborn and dont listen.
When i tell him not to do something, i tell u. he will continued to do it man!
It is sometimes so iritating that i have o keep repeat and also h will scream if i dont allow him to do certain omfg.
Then Kyden is sleeping porr him will jump up in fear, worst when i go work, he wants something then maid not free or cant give as i say so, he will bully kyden and maid!
ZZzzz
Sometimes i try to be nice not to scold or cane him as i believe he is old enough already yet he really pissed me off badly i tell u.
He went for his Chinese lesson already and the worst is that he dunno and remember what the teacher teached.
After he came out from class i asked him, what is his teacher name he say dunno!
Can faint anot.
He now cant eat on his own, wants people to feed him and i tell him cant as if he goes to Primary One then how!!!
No one to seat beside him and feed him le!
He say i KNow i KNow.
Hais!!!
I really need to be fierce to my son already, hes not afraid of me man! As i say wanna cant but never as i dont want to.
Not nice ma
Zz

His birthday present we have not buy as he wants toy and we tout that we should combind the Christmas and Birthday together and get Nitentdo wii as toyts he got alot and always make spoilt!
So we rather buy something he can play and also we can control de! This way he wont anytime, wanna play can play. Will have control too!
We are trying to find the best set, hopefully can find la!
;)

Me and husband are getting well too haha.
Jan 3 is our so called 1 year wedding anniversary.
Time flies, so fast we are together for almost 5 years and still counting on.
To love someone i guess we have to look into and also bear their ugly side and make it work, if you only want the best for yourself and do not care and think for others/ your spouse you will always have a hard life thinking and etc.
Maybe im not rich to ahve the best of all. But im so happy and loving what i have now.
At least i got my own house, 2 lovely kids and a stupid husband who is sometimes irritating and annoying la.
This is so called my family life that i wants and i wont care much about $$ as they come next.
1st will always be my family and they are far more important then anything else.

Next will be my breastfeeding schedule.
I have started work almost 1 month and pumping in office so far no funny or hard situation.
Pray it continues this way.
I ahve so far breastfeed for almost 4 months exclusive without the need of formula.
Im so proud of myself and yes i stored alot of milk and some people think i m stupid/ crazy but you people know what i got no choice is my son who dont drink more and i cant jsut pump based on what he needs and i know sooner or later i will have no more milk already esp when Kyden dont latch at all. Maybe sometimes at night around 4 am. AS he cant grip well and he dont drink much.
But recently he can drink and grip well already.
So i will continue to pump and give him till he around 6 months old then maybe i will just directly latch him on at night then this way i can save myself from the excess pumping and thinking of storage n milk bottles too!

Another thing, maid is still as stupid as before and her hearing and eyesight like getting worst like that~
talking to her can be so F***ing irrtating and she is not clean at all, getting more and more dirty! I dunno how long i can stand her but once Kyden is bigger and she still continue this way i will not let her stay already. Now i m letting her stay because she is still nice to both my son, else i wont let her stay i think i can find someone better ba, but i scare they will not treat my son well!
Having and not having a maid can be so irrtating and headace.

Friday is mum birthday and she wants to go KTV.
Friday im on leave alsobecause Kyden is going for his JAB haha see his face when jab i wanna laugh.

he recently beri naughty dunno isit got insomia.
He can sometimes wake up from 4.30am to 6.30 am ranging la till 11.30am then he wanna sleep.
Not say bad la at least like this at night he sleep more rather then last time he sleep way too much in the monring n noon then night time he dont want to sleep in the night lol.

Maid recently can hear Kyden cries at night and she will wakeup to feed Kyden unlike last time she dont help LOLss i wonder what come over her.
Siao Siao de.
But i got watch her feed Kyden at morning time see she got fall asleep dangerous anot NO she is OK!!!
But i got ask her go sleep early and help her with the housewk OK
MIL cook lunch and dinner also so she just need to cleanup only not so busy liao.

Seriously with her help in feeding milk close to dawn is much more better as im not so tired then before.

Im so angry and sad last night.
Hubby dont want to talk to me because he saw a SMS from someone he hate ZZZ!
Then hor he like ge siao dont wann ahear me when i call him wakeup to feed Kyden so angry.
So sad because he ignore me and just continued to watch his DVD!
This DVD reali can go into it de la, nice nice.

Tonight we are going to see Son birthday gift which is a bicycle as he menetioned that his old one is small and he dont like then we think that he is old enough already so buy him a four wheel de lo.
Hope he likes it and no one steal lolss.

When i was typing this i suddenly that my daddy brought me a red BMX when i was a kid for my birthday and it was stolen because my mum refused to let me park the car inside the house due to dirty or other stupid reason which i cant really rmb but i only/ always rmb that i rode it for less then 1 day and i went home shower parked outside the house out i came from shower the BMX is gone.
Maybe i should start cursing the person who stole the bike now!!!
KNN u, evil.
LOLs because young dunno how to curse people ma.

Im thinking when can confirm the date of moving office so i can arrange to train my breast that i can pump twice daily lol instead of once and maybe like this is easier bt then got time to pump also one factor!
So i shall see how!!!
Currently first pump each day is around 6.30-6.45am and the 2nd pump is around 12.30-1.00pm then 3rd pump is 7.00-8.30pm (drag late because maybe im hving dinner or shop around at AMK hub thus delay, breast will be like rock) then last pump is before 1am (before ZZZ)
Now i can sometimes pump out very quickly less then 15 or 20 mins i cleared both breast sometimes crazy i can take as long as 1 1/2 hours to clear both breast can u believe it!

i always wonder why it is not consistent like shouldnt it be fixed let said 30 min then it should be 30 min?
Well stupid la!

Just chat with Eling and she mentioned that there are tube bra with sizes de sold by truimph, saw go see it and buy one.
Currently the one i hve is free size and i feel so full so fast anmd the breast feels like rock lols.
too tight i think,

Going to do soemthing then going to pump milk soon!

;)

There are changes in our office.
Next year we are going to move office only the 5 of us Shop's Operation only.
Because we are going to do SAP which cost our company 1 million dollars and need to hire 7 more staffs to work on this and our department got very little or less then 10 % involvement in this thus we move lo as we cant hve new office as this office still got lease ma contract.

Well i find it a joy and also sad la.

Joy is that i will be alone all the time and no need to see people face and can do things freely. I can also pump milk more often like 2 times per day rather then currently 1 time per day due to space and also people face, Which means i will not feel so full when i reach home then can enjoyed my dinner in peace before the next pump and hopefully this way i will not hve any blockage lolsss.

Sad is that i will be alone lols can only communicate thru MSN or IM with my collegues or frens lol then i will be alone most of the time because my collegues are on the run almost all the time then i worried will someone rob or rape me LOL. Joking la.
Just so quiet then like scary ma!!!!
;)

Well i can even watch movie already like that if i finsihed my things on time but i was thinking will they install Private Cam hidden in some place just to make sure that we do our wk and not lazing around since we are all alone already ma!!!!

Well we are in the midst of discussion on renovations and things needed to be in our so called new office.

Just hope things goes smoothly!!!!

Well update on Kyden: He so far so good still on 100 ml of milk but only more in morning time which can go up to 200 ml lol, i wonder how hungry he can be when he wake up for milk at 1,3,6 am OK!!! Not that he never wake up haha.

Recently maid will do the morning feed which happen to be around 5 - 6 am lo, because i am really super tired and shagged. I allowed her to rest awhile in the noon or sleep early at night because she wakeup early abit if needed thus she wont be so tired la.
MIL is at home so she can rest awhile and wont like really fall asleep ma. she is oveall good just that she is forgetful la.

Well nothing much to update just that im recently chasing one drama Foo Gui Men, on disc one because i cant tahan eyes closed and i neeed to ZZ by max 12 am.

Mum birthday on 4 Dec, Isaac on 10 Dec.
mum still angry with me thus i dunno she wanna invite me to her KTV anot.

Having bad skin recently, got little red spots and itchness, KNN i wonder why!!!!
I think lack of slp plus inside aircon all day make my skin super dry i tell u.
As im tying now, my skin feel so itchy!!!!!!

Going to clear my report and i will be free.

yes kyden jab will be on this coming Friday and im so getting like 144 cups of ice cream again and i cant leave inseide my house because i got 1 freezer ful of milk thus gg to park it at 501 and i know that someone is so going to take it home, not i dont allow just tht i dont like them due to the reason i mentioned before la, because i can hate someone for very long de.

can i have better skin ...

BTW im so super addicted to my IPHONE!! its damm nice la.