Friday

Visited Kyden with Isaac too today but not happy incident la.
He keep crying while i was feeding milk to Kyden in the room as he was not allowed to enter thus husband is outside with him carrying him.
The nurse came and scold him and told husband that Kids are not allowed in the NCU. then he is angry la, so i quickly feed Kyden then asked him to go in and see bb then i bring Isaac to outside and sit while he played his game lo.

Kyden update:
He is weighting 1.618kg no, feeding on the same 35 ml per bottle every 3 hours.
No bottle fed yet as he is still young, but they will try tonight as the nurse tell me.
Hopefully he can drink from the bottle then maybe i can go down and latch him see if he can drink anot lo.
He can open his eyes to look at me when i called his name and tell him that mummy is here but he is too sleepy close back the eyes and sleep back haha.
Nurse said it is normal for their age now as they are still very lazy de haha.
Sleepy all the time.

Son is watching Bee in the room now while drinking milk as tml no sch ma only tution.
he is so naughty and too clever already la, haha. I buay tahan him.

He get jealous just now when we are at KKH, i can feel it de haha. Because i am feding Kyden then he cant come near me so he cried so poor boy, think i will not bring him there already wait he gets more jealous worst.
Haha
When Kyden is back maybe it is not the same as he can touch him and be near to me even if i feed him ma, unlike jsut now.

Pumping milk is so tiring to me and sometimes it pisses me off badly. Sometimes i can pump so much somtimes it just so little i wonder what is so wrong with the bloody breast or pump. Making me boil man!
But i will not give up la.
I will continued to pump milk and breast feed. My goal is at least 1 year of breastfeeding.

Isaac i stopped at 6 months as i was lazy la. I need to have more energy.

Currently my weight is at 56kg, which means that i have lost 10 kg this few weeks le.
Breast feeding help?
I gained only like 10 + kg ma, so i am continuing to lose weight now but i am eating wad i should in order to have good breast milk for my BB Kyden.
i wanted to give Isaac the breast milk too but i am scared that he willl feel the difference haha.
I shall try tml!
=)

My breast feel abit sore now man.
I wonder what is the correct ml of milk that i should have now.
Last time i never pump just feed Isaac by latching weven when we are outside so i never know how much milk i actually have de.
now i have to pump and it is slowly killng me lo.
I am scared that i can have enuff milk for my BB Kyden and sometimes the pumping goes up and down thus making me worry!
I drink lots of fluids and eat fish daily lo.
Can this increased my milk flow?

Any idea what is the amount of milk that i should have now to consider normal/ healthy?

Someone plese tell me ok.

I am pumping every 3 hours already except night time when i am sleeping la i never.
I will wake up at 6 am daily to pump before going back to sleep unless i am really very tired then i oversleep till 9am then i pump will; have more then 150 ml.
After which the whole day is around 70 to 90ml only.
Normal anot.

I am using Avent manual breast pump.

Bye