Day 3

Husband did not come this afternoon as something cropped.
Sister came instead.

Dinner husband came, left already as it is already 10pm.
Mum came together but insist on going home and husbnad was pissed, bcas he was not prepared yet.

I SAW SON, I CRIED after he left, that is how much i missed him.
No choice i still got to stay here till im ready.
here i am tying, while waiting for doctor to come and re insert my tube as there was blood and the tube can only last 3 days, so now got to swop hand.
Pain is the word but no choice, i still got bear with it.

I need to stop crying as it is not good fr the BB also, went for scan earlier and doctor told me BB weight 1.6kg compared to my last scanning on Jul which was only 1.1kg. At least BB grow, i was telling BB daily that he should not come out now as it is still early and he have to wait hope he heard my prayer and i have to be strong.

I am trying my very best to control my emo and when i saw Isaac i just cant and i seems to break down once he left.

I took a shower today also as i was sleeping and then i woke up with sweat when the nurse came with my antibotic. The weather is hot and sticky.

Tml will be another good day i supposed, i hope so.
BB listen dont come out till it's ready. We shall both bear with it together OK.
Jiayou BB and myself.

Waiting for doctor and them to reach home then call me.
I missed you all badly!

All this will pass by very fast de if i stop thinking about it.
I will overcome it i know de
God will bless me witht he things that i wished for.
I have to stay strong and last till the storm is over.

My family is my greatest support that i can have now and i shall be strong.

Son mummy will be home soon dont worry, thanks for coming to see me daily. I love u and hubby!

GTG.. wait for doctor to come and my antibotic then i shall go bed as they will come again at 4am fr my next dose.
Tml will be blood drawing day and it is 3 tubes.
=(

Life is fragile but it depends on how u overcome and see it and i know in order to have a healthy BB i have to suffer now but it shall be all worthwhile!
=)

karen u can do it de!