Weekend was alright as my aunty came over and look for me and we did cooking and she left after that.
Sunday was at Suntec then awhile later we left as i was super hungry and the place was crowded and i felt lousy haha.
he wanted to queue for the Singtel as can waive off and dunno what free la, he gave up after barely 10 minutes lols
=)
He starting YAYA, said can de la, very fast ETC!
In the end le?
=)
yesterday was meeting day and i was soshag inside and my back hurts like nobody business.
God!
It is just getting worst i guess.
Today woke up late as it was raining in the morning, 6.15am plus plus and i AUTO wake up also dunno why.
Crazy, cant sleep back just trying to be in bed that all.
Maid woke me up alot of times till finally at 815 then i wake up haha.
She did not wake upa t 6am this morning but i never say anything la, only when BB is out then she have to wake up at 6 as the timing will be rushing for her and she will have alot of things to do de. Im so scared that she cant cope thus i will ask her wake up early and if im determined to breastfeed will have to wake up early too and pump before i leave the house daily.
Hopefully i can have this determination for BB as Isaac i breastfeed for 6 months before i stopped when i felt it was tiring.
But that time i was SAHM, now working dunno i can make it anot.
We shall see and take a step at a time lo.
My maid sometimes dunno stupid or what, i wrote the things to cook for dinner on the fridge but she never see still can asked me what are we cooking etc, sometimes i just got splitting headach, thus dont wanna answer her but if i dont later she will cook.
Gosh!
I wonder my writtting not clear?
Hmmm
Shall have a good talk with her tonight already.
Told her alot of things, she did some not all.
Sometimes she is fast but not really very clean la.
Like in a haste thus not perfect.
I know i cant asked so much from her but sometimes i just find it irritating as i have to keep saying when i like cleaniness all the time and when i saw it i just lost it.
Trying my best.
Need to coach son spelling tonight already as Spelling test on Saturday and this week spelling is his favourite "CARS" hope he can passed.
=)
Last night i brought him down to cycle as i promise him to go in the afternoon when he called me.
He fell asleep at 730pm and woke up at 9pm as he wet the bed. Thought he will forget or what, NO lo.
The moment he wake up, he was like.
"I want to go ride bicycle already, NOW"
I said tomorrow la, now so late wake got bad people catch us how etc he scream and cried.
So i brought him down la.
One round of the park and we are home.
His main motive is not about cycling lo, he wanted to play witht he slope when i feel that it is so dangerous!
=)
called me KS la.
He came back shortly after that lo, had dinner and started his drawing when i go bed.
I asked him massage me and know what.
HE FELL ASLEEP and i was the one who woke him up to continued his work.
KNS!!!*(&*(&(*&(
So angry can, this morning he kissed me before he left for work and i pushed him away haha.
he said will be back late home tonight sian.
I told him when ur work not busy le?
haha
Going to slack for awhile then do my work already.
Simply no morale at all.
Gosh!
Just feel like slacking and doing nothing that all, but i cant la.
Sian x 123456789 times.
Son is very naughty recently as i got to repaet scold him.
He dont like someone or he angry, he will hit that person on the face or what when he know he cant do that.
He will say sorry after that but then, its wrong.
I am trying my best not to cane him already as i felt he is old enough already so canning is wrong already, but he simply trying to test my patience u know.
Sigh!
I told him like 10 millions times already but he just say OK then min later he started it again, goD!!!!
I dont wanna cane him later he jealous as got BB also. I want him to feel normal and balance and i dont want the feeling of unfairness happen in my house as i want to feel normal due to my situation and i hate unfairness de.
I will not rule out any possiblilties there might be some unfairness, but i will control and handle it!
This people will get it from me if i realised this is happening.
BTW, my dad went China and i was sad to know that he behave this way. He is out of control already.
He will finished all his hard earned $$ and cried over sour milk in turn to come. Now not yet as the times is not ripe.
He will regret it but now he sunked too deeply inside he wont see the effect.
Regret will be too late already.
Sigh!
Man are all BASTARD!!!!!
♥ 说好的幸福呢 ♥
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