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My hand phone is officially spoilt and the things is it's spoilt yet it can keep talking and singing even when there is no missed call or missed sms.
Goodnes!!!!

I am going to change the Hp later, lucky i choose one without needing to top up $$$.
I am broke i cant top up now.
i will have to walk there after i dropped off at AMK lo, then hope it can be fast la. Will be hungry de le!

just change a simple HP liao la, can take good pictures can liao since it is 3.2 Mega pixel!
Can use to take my BB picture la.

Now as im typing the HP keep repeating!
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I just called Jetstar and they said i can travel as long as i bring along the doctor letter. now only problems is my sister side.
They keep like delaying and waiting then the air ticket keep rising and they need to pay the additional fees of the fare and not only the change of name.
Sigh!
I dont want them to tell me ok then last min they all say dont want to go then i will be like FUCK/ SCREW up again lo.
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Things are not smooth.

grandmother is at home now.

Maid is ok as i spoke to her and told her will give her the timetable and do appraisal for her based on 3 to 6 monthly and told her it is not a bad thing but think i better start first else she think negative jialat.

I told her now is easier as the BB is not out, when the BB is out, she will be more busy and maybe more stress and i need her to let me know if she can take it anot.
She is really not bad but then sometimes she really like forgetful le, can someone tell me is all maid like that?
Or is it wrong?

I took the schedule and timetable from E-ling already and i think hers is very good as i can really amend and let the maid followed and see/ revert if she dont understand.
I already told the maid please do not need to really follow the time accordingly, just plan well and main priority is the children not the housewk.
housewk can wait till i am home, look after the kids already then she do or basic housewk can do daily then the rest can be on a weekly basic, now of cas she can do daily la, because the BB is not out and Isaac got no school now, so free.

Will need to tell her will revised as time come.
Hope she can make it.

Wonder my grandmother is making the maid stress anot as she wake up alot in the night time to pee and the maid look tired to me la.
I asked her she said NO

My grandmother, she dont eat what the maid cook and i was like GOD, then what you want to eat like that. Maybe she is sick ba, shall not force her, but if she dont eat what i cook for her, she will fall sick faster and no nutrients and vitamin as i cook is good for her de, sigh, i dont wanna force la. I dont wan Isaac to force me when i grow old too.

i think my grandmother should change her attutide towards life and be more out going and if it really happen, she can really enjoyed life as there will be alot of activity for her lo, but i guess its too late to change already.
=)
We pray and hope for the best bah!

Son school shall commence in Jul 1 2009.
wonder how will he react and behave in school?

Recently i asked him do his homewk and he did pretty well and really paid attention to it and can remember. Hope he can continued to excel and have the best of the best result and i am trying my best to juggle my time to accompany him and i want to be fair and i dont wanna him feel jealous and i will try all the way although i will be tired.

I wonder how will my HK trip turn out to be, waiting for my sister call la, Hope it is not a diaster bah!
Please please!

i gained 2 KG as i weighted yesterday.
Got double chin and i look bloated.
I am tired and heavy more then ever,
harder to drag myself outta of bed and back ached like madness.

i was so angry with him last night, as i asked him to massage my back and yet before i dozzed off, he ZZZZzzz already and my back was barely massaged for 10 mins or lesser.
I told him why my husband like that and i was like pulling a long black face like "Bao Chin Tian"
He going to get it from me already if it happen a second time.

There are times i wonder why having kids are not guys job and let them understand the hardship of pregnancy then they will come to understand that why woman grumble, nag, crap and attitude when pregnancy.
It is not easy been pregnancy and big and having to do all things by yourself but your husbnad is not home almost all the time or nearly sleeping time then they come back or even offered to help. Or when they offered to help also like got attitude and they just cant be bothered also.Chin Chai like that.
Sigh!
I hope next generations, guys shall be the one to have and bear the rsponsiblity to be pregnant and not just enjoyed and wait for 9 mths later. or 12 mths later someone to call them Daddy!

I grumble too much.

hope the HP i gg buy is good and not spoilt at all.
Please!

I dont wanna change anymore HP already, I wanna save the money for Isaac toys, food and BB needs.

I am so not used to it without having no saving like got to start frm scratch and the feeling sucks la.
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Well bye bye.





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