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Am so sick for work this morning but no choice got to wk else where got money, wait kana sacked worst, cant afford as my new hse, bb, alot of things.

yesterday, he came and fetch me hme, than came back then buy KFC for me as i told him got craving.

Hungry, as he came back late but i was full and never finish all the food.

Yesterday, i was scold by my boss, sian lo, got my fault and some is the Malaysia side girl la, add things never tell me then i kana also lo, hais!

So angry when he scold me said i never checked my work, sometimes human make mistakes right?
Hais,
He meant nothing DE la, but i am just sad that he scold me and pin point me instead of the Malaysia girl, KNS
^&*^^%&$&

Well past liao don't wanna said again Le, SICK!

My morning sickness is so bad recently, i woke up, want to vomit already.
When i brush my teeth worst, the smell, i will sometimes vomit yellow water. Hais.

No choice, i wanted the kid so i have to bear with it lo.

Then take bus worst, i need to depend on the anti vomit pill else i will vomit lo.

His mum recently cook the food, i really cant stand it, dunno is it i picky or what. I just cant seems to put it inside my mouth and i really will feel full after looking at it, so i just feed son eat then i see what else to eat lo.

I might be picky but now pregnant make it worst lo, i got craving for this suddenly, then next minute i don't want already haha.

So scary!

Now waiting for his sister husband brother to get back to us regards to the electric. I want to do it fast la.

I now realised that because of face there are things that people might willingly to give in.

Let said $, ego, etc

I shall not touch on the story, long and funny la.

Well, son is notti every day, but his look and the ways he talked and acted make me love him much More then everything else.

I simply loved him, but not to worried i will not be biased even now i got another BB coming.

I am not that type of people, plus i going to move out so i wont have to see people face and attitude. Not said they are no good or what.
It might be me myself, having attitude cant get along with others as i like people to do things my way and style, i cant be kept and teaches DE.
=)

Well, 26 days more, i will finally move out, meaning more expenses, but i don't mind, at least now no matter what happen, no one can force me out of the house or afraid got no place to stay if needed,
I experience this before and i don't like it and i realised that if u have no place to stay it kinda scary as u have to beg.

his parents are like that same for my mum too!

I once hate them for letting me down on my darkest period but then never the less, its over, i can forget and i shall keep it inside my heart and bring it with me.

no one understand me at that point of time when i needed them. They think it is easy but its not because they never experience it before, i m not cursing la.

I decided to change my HP already la, it is kinda like bored or something wrong with me.

I am showing signs already and i am tired easily recently during 1st trimester and i really like not enough sleep but i sleep alot. Think this is the stage la, where else last time i never work so dunno the pain haha.

Might be going KKH 24 hours later after work, my tummy cramp pain like on and off, wonder is it OK ant. Worried and my next scan date is actually on 21 May and on his birthday haha.

Du no wait so long good ant so waiting now lo.

See tonight what he said.

The thoughts of his home cooked tonight i am going to faint i think.

Scary.


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