Weekend was spend lazing around at home on Saturday as son is with him.
Had dinner at Cafe Cartel, had spaggetti and he had ribs.
Hmm, the rib standard drop la, not so nice already, too sweet to our liking, but over all was cheap as had 15% discount with Citibank card!!
:)
Watched movie at Cathay, Bloody Valentine, 3D de not bad lo, just that the spectacles is damm annoying and it was too small for me.
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Keep dropping same for him too, so i was like abit giddy haha.
Went home after that and KO.
Not much into night life now, rather slack at home and watch TV or DVD haha.
Watching my son sleep or move around although he is very noisy, i felt great, he is my everything, i wonder how would i be if i chose to let go off him 5 years back?
Would i be the same me?
Would i feel more happy?
NO is my answer.
I have never regret to keeping son at my side, today he is my everything which in daily life i cant do without him!
He bring joy to my life and sunshine everyday!
He is my everything, my love.
=)
Sunday, we went to purchase the steamer for clothes and also dinning table at Woodland and his car air con got abit of problems, he was like =( black black face.
Then went AMK NTUC to buy grocery and then dinner then home sweet home.
I bathe then talk abit then ZZZ suddenly on the bed and i was like awake at around 10+ while he was watching TV haha.
From then on the worst came.
I CANT SLEEP till like 4am.
today i woke up early la, 7.25am, haha.
Cant sleep no point dragging liao!
=(
I talked to my grandmother yesterday.
I felt great!!!!
=)
It's been a long times since i talked to her heart to heart already since i rarely went up to her place as i was in the North N she was in the East!
I complained and rant. =)
She is still as nice as ever!
Since i was young my mum sent me there every school hoiliday and weekend.
So all i have was my grandmother or my aunty house people to care for me.
Up to today, i still duno the reason why she likes to sent me there and it was one whole month lo.
When she is at home, not working, but she will never sent my sister over.
I was kinda imbalance when i was to go home and stay when i was going secondary school, thus i think this caused me to be rebelious and hate her.
I only stopped hating her when i gave birth and i still do, at times.
Not that i am petty nor what.
is the kind of feeling that u have since as a kids, UNFAIR!!!
So now whenever i see someone been UNFAIR and also baised, i will be damm angry!!!
i cant stand it as i felt that it is no good for anyone!
I swore to give my son the best of what i can when i was pregnant with him and yes i did that but maybe he have a complicated family life but i will make him feel nothing of it!
=(
This is not his fault and i shall not make him suffer for it.
My mum dont like me since i am young i think.
i was like the unwanted child and etc, well i out-grown of it already since i have my own family and i can afford for my son and everything.
I shall not let people defect me!!!
I ahve not gone home like for 3 weeks closed to a month, i dont feel anything, not SAD anymore!
I realised that if someone misses/ care about u, they will called u. If they dont do so!
It shows how they are and i should not be affected by it as i have better things to do also!!!!!!
Maybe she is having the best of her life now shopping and everything.
When everything come to a stop!
She will wake up but it will be too late.
Everything will not be in her favour anymore.
I got meeting later and i am like FUCK.
So annoying, keep ahving this kind of meeting and it is really useless.
Wasting time de lo!
It's from 10-6pm and sometimes it will just drag for nothing because they nv follow agenda!
WASTE of time and a bunch of fools!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I realised that the more i think of my house date to move in the longer it seems, hais i should just stop worrying about it then.
Now, my date that i have said earlier have to be postpon again due to the Chinese March which duno end when. Shit!!!!
=(
Well listen lo, no choice mah. old people keep nagging and he believes and it is going to be my house for like duno how many years, so i dont want got ghost inside la!
Pray pray pray!!!
i love isaac!
♥ 说好的幸福呢 ♥
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