Not feeling well

This morrning it rain and i dont feel well last night.
Flu & blocked nose before sleeping so ate medicine and very fast KO liao haha till i wake up late due to laziness la, weather cold, sleepy, tired!

Yesterday i cook spagetti for dinner as i dont want to eat the rice that his mum cook.
I dont fancy la, i love the foods she dont eat at home de.
Haha, so i can just eat cereal if there is no food lo.

I dont really fancy steam fish, veggie soup la, as it can be for like whole week same de lo.
Gosh!

A happier note, i got my 2nd appointment letter already and the date is 30 March 2009 at 3.15pm.
Meaning i got to take half day leave liao lo.
=)
I am still happy.

The sad thing is that i have to give her 3 week extension, which i know i have said many times haha. =)

i asked my friend yesterday something whom i thought we were very close with and in the end, i doubt so afterall already.

I realised if someone who is not sincere in telling u things, u should not asked already as it happen to me.

Well, it's over!

Maybe this is what we called selfish bah.
I always thought that information should be shared if we know, but i was wrong.
She was not like that.
Nevertheless.

I have my own affairs to bothered.

I shall not be Miss Nice and let people know more information that i know already.

SELFISH is the word that is most important lesson today!
=(

Well, our house is almost prepared, except for some minnor touch up which i felt that the amount spend is going to be huge.
=(

i am going to bear the agent fees myself, not taking from my mum already as i dont want her to have anything to said about me when next times, things happen.

Called me arragont/ proud or wadever.

I believe i can make it myself even if this is the money that i have hard earned save!

I shall not let people look down on me nor my family.

I shall be whm i am!

I can afford whatever then i will do, else we just wait as per discuss with him last night.
He's tired last night, did not listen to what i said, going scream at him or so called nag again tonight.
=)

I called one contractor yesterday, his hp off then he called so many times. Lols
So hard for sales haha.

Wow, i just found out that one toilet door is so damm expensive, $250 each.
zzz

I just want to install 2x wash basin, 2x toilet door will cost me around $750 to $800.
Gosh!

Need to check with him already regards to this.

Godness
=(

A friend in need is not a friend in deed.

Last statement, depend on ourself rather then others, unless we are really hard up and no choice, then got to suck up to others lo.
If possible, dont be a suckers!

I can only move in end April, after renovations done, although minnor but it take times too.
Money is an issue too.

I wanted to book air ticket but now cant anyhow liao as an when i want already, more commiments.

Plus i am flying to Hk soon after i move into my house, all talking about money, aiyo!

i still want to fly to BKK next year again, which i have decide it ahve to be an yearly affair, to pray and also eat, shop, relax, after a long and hard working year.


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