yesterday want back to my mum place and everything was going smoothly and i asked if anyone wanted Pizza, then they said yes, so i order and the man would only come at 10.30pm.
It was late already so i thought if i don't bathe at my mum home, i reached home and bathe it would be late, then i asked for the same thing again.
Again, i get the same response!
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I was so sad that i cried!
Why is it so important?
Can you bring it to grave?
It's not like you don't have it, nor cant spare!!!!
I was so angry i quarrel with her, took my bag and left.
She told me not to go up again nor will she fetch my son for me.
I said OK.
Seriously, i can go back myself, fetch my son.
The worst i can take a cab back if he is not free to sent me back as my son is refusing to take the train la.
Dunno what wrong with the train, he said scared!!!
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it is just that i want son to be close to you all that why i am willingly to go back and even i know that i have to wait till 10 plus till he come over after work!
All this i did no one appreciate.
You can jolly go be with Ur so called Mr Nice.
Hope one day he leave you, don't cried!
I am not being mean here.
People give you the family homely feeling and touch yet you push it away for a filthy person who treats you like dogs.
Serve you right if that day come.
When people start to have their own family and life, we shall see who will still care about you, since in the first place Ur the one who don't want it.
I can still remember vaguely, during son 1st year old birthday.
That was the time when i seriously getting sick of u!
You are the important one in my family, yet people who are least important then u turned up earlier then u.
The person who are supposed to prepared the food for BBQ came with only frozen food with no marination on it.
Nothing just all frozen food!
Guest was waiting and no sigh of food nor anything.
Ended up, i have to get from the nearby Cheers.
The whole thing is not fantastic.
Although i respect u, but u do not deserved that from me, as the role in you was never shown.
That is the reason why i only gave SON the best and not what i have received and gotten when i was young.
People NV understand always think that i am giving in to my son etc!
I am not!!!
I have always hated people who are BIASED because i am been treated like that before so i never like them.
They are just like beast to me.
When i was young i wasn't allowed to stay at home, if u were me how will u feel?
UR at home, not working, yet i cant go back.
I can only o to other people house during holidays and etc days when i am not studying.
U never accompany me to school before and even buy me food, but u did that to my sister for the whole 6 years!
You NV offered to help me unless i asked for it, u automatic offered for her.
I have never received any amount from you, since young, although my dad forget to leave my pocket money!
You refuses to give me i got no choice got to call my dad back home!
You NV did this to her.
You are unfair!
I always emphasis that i HATE unfair, BIASED people.
You knew it why did you do the same.
Behave this way.
Times and times you NV repent
How many years can you continued!
I am not cursing.
Stating the facts!
Well nevertheless,
Things are this way then it shall be continued this way, as it is your character. Your self being.
i am lucky i am married once again and my own place is going to be ready in May 2009.
This is why i insist to have a place of my own even i know that i will be Xin Ku.
no matter how bad Ur are, angry, whatever so. No one can chase u out of UR HOUSE!!!!
We will have SHELTER under my head.
We will not get to see the ugly side of human being as they are uglier then beast!
Hiding under the clothing of innocent rabbit
Fook u!!!!!!!!!!!!
I shall do the same to u the next time, if there is a chance you have to come up my place!
The same treatment to u!
I shall se ehow ur reaction will be.
No wonder alot of people say in order to depend on people why not on yourself when u can simply do that.
Meanwhile, i am starting to find money to pay for my agent!
I have decided not to use Ur money already!
I don't want u to have things to said abt me when Ur angry nor what!
U want to give people money, pls give it with a willingly heart!
Else don't bothered, keep it for Ur own use, or buy coffin use!
I am nasty because u are never nice to me!
People who read this might find that i am very bad.
When u try putting yourself in my shoes u will realise that why i am reacting this way, just because of a small issue.
Because in the first place Ur never nice to me, calculative, mean, stingy, heartless, only care abt Ur own self!
U have good life that enough.
when u have no one to go out with u, u will call me.
I am not spare tyre.
Why, when u call me i rather stay home and sleep then go out with u.
THE REASON IS -
U have no where to go then u call me, am i really something spare?
NO I AM NOT!
A happier note, i love my own family.
Will continued to do so, even he upset me once in a while and son make me angry!
We love one another because we treasure and placed them in our heart unlike U!
U will come to belive on day who are the one that are only good to u, that time to regret is too late.
I love my ANG FAMILY!
♥ 说好的幸福呢 ♥
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