I always wonder how my 2nd marriage will be like or the propose method :)
How good will it be if we are at a romantic place where the secenery is nice and cooling of cause. :)
With my loved one having candles like " Will u marry Me"
Etc
Then came the ring and the question, maybe i will be shy i guess but well it like OG so romantic isnt it?
haha. My first marriage is consider a failure so i have to make my 200% sure that the 2nd one will not be one and even if it has to be one, i will try to salvage it. I cant imagine myself going thru a 3rd one man. That like so funny.
I am trying to be the best of myself and everything.
I hope u will play the same part too!
Dont dissappoint me please.
I cant take anymore attacks as i have a weak heart :)
Well last night we went to the oldest brother so called marriage dinner at mrina South Pier.
The food OK only as its salty i think and the crab is not huge and fatty! Somemore its call a Seafood Resturant some more! Yucks!!!
Dont intend to go back there, the nicest things is the meat that all i can think of man!
His future wife mum took $1.6 as the bridal money and not including wedding dinner haha!
Well the mum look like the daughter lo, and they speak in Indo languages lol, we cant understand. Whatever!
His dad and mum is very nice to me yesterday lol. Surpise.
Communication no break down.
But i still love my family more as i can do anything i want and when i go back to my mum place i feel relax as she will helped with all the things, from bathing to feeding to toilet and even fruits!
That is the reason why i like to go back hom even when she can be home only on MOn, Wed, Thur!!!
Hopefully can have more days la. Then better for me.
I cant eat so much carbo liao, as i think the KGs i lost is like coming back. So scary! The day is drawing nearer so NO NO NO!!!!
KGs please stay away from me.
Yesterday son shocked me with the wildest thing that came out from his mouth!
I wonder where did he picked that up from???
Godness!!!!!
He's only 4 years old!
Suddenly i think that, they captured things so fast that even with one times of saying or doing, they can catch it and yes it will linger in their minds or brains for some times till they found some new love!
I got to watch what i said and also actions already!
So scary, i wonder last time when i was 4 years old what am i doing?
Innocent?
Notti?
Or like son both!
Hmm got to check with my mum. But the thing is that i cant talk to others de. I cant confine to others and i feel shy and will blush and the kind of feeling will come towards me without failed.
I can only talked to myself in my heart or even by blogging now.
I cant express well or even not at all!
Last time when my dog is alive, whenever i cam unhappy, i will talk to her and i dont care wherethe she understand anot but i always felt better after talking to her and i will fall asleep soon after.
Like my heart is lighten!
My dog is dead for 2 years or coming 3 years already.
I miss her very much!
:(
I love dogs and small animal except CATS!!!
I am afraid of them. Scary meaow and nails!
Well,
I am waiting!
So many things i cant do!
Time is not running fast enough to fulfil my dreams!
Faster spin the earth, do me a favour please.
BTW the HDB claimed that my HLE will be ot next week. Hopefully before the owner come back then yes i can wait for that day to come!
Pray pray pray
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