Sick

I was on MC from Thursday till today. Having gastric flu.
Had a good news. Our company have decided to give us 4 days childcare leave and the best part is its not pro rated, Well first time they are so good .

Wash the mattress cover etc, as i felt there are bugs which only bite me & son.
Duno why also.
Can someone tell me how to kill them as it is damm annoying & also the itch is unbearable at times, like tthis morning, i was awoke by the itch.

I cook for son today since i dont have to go work, feed him medicine & make him go sleep.
Told him once he wak up we will go library.

My son is really shopping queen.

This afternoon while i was washing things, he came,
Mummy i want to go shopping.
Zzzz
I told him No.
He say why then can we go play.
I guess kids are kids after all.

He is same sick like me with loose bowel & vomit but vomit decreased already.

He is a nice boy & son.
He care about me alot i can tell.

When i was sick on Wed, i bathe him, feed him then i on cartoon and tell him i need a nap, he said ok.
Surpising, he did not make noise and ask me to do this and that as usually he will want water, etc and all sort of things de.
I really appreciated that.
Son mummy love you.

He is asleep now, waiting for him to wake up then we shall go library and see wher he want to go. Most pro is go play the toy car la, but he has one at home. Zzz

Well if that makes him happy, why not let him play.

Tml we will have to wake up early because he have abacus class, at 10am.

I signed him up as i think he need to learn how to be patience as he dont have that.

My son is the only things that makes me worried the most.

Sometimes, i asked him when i am old, you still want me. He will tell me, yes of cas i only love mummy.

I dont know if i have another kids will i love him as much as now?

Will be he left out?

Or with a sibling he will not feel so lonely lways playing alone & asking me to play with him when i dont really want to.

I think all this will have to wait till the day arrive then we know..

The only worries i have is actually the way people will treat him if i have another kids. Naturally he is not theirs own in the first place. So i always have this feeling/ thinking. Maybe i think too much or worried too much but well, any mum in this world will think this way too right?

Called me KS. But i am still scared.

Overall, if i have another kids, Isaac will always be my loved baby, forever!!!!!
No 1 can replaced him in my heart.
Never