This morning i seriously hope that i dont walk to the ATM machine.
I have no choice but to walk there.
I have an ugly shock and i felt that i can trust no one in this world or maybe just myself that all.
The person that is closet to you might not be the one who you can lean on or trust.
I try not to believe what others have said or claimed how you are. Yet the truth is always the ugliest.
I have forgive you once and yet you repeat the same thing again and again, there is no more trust in us.
I learnt to protect myself harder then before as i realised in this world nothing is important.
After pouring out i felt better, i am not angry with you for taking. I know when we are in need it's OK, but times & times i have to keep saying. Please inform me dont let me find out.
When i find out it means diaster.
I hate this feeling early in the morning and i am seriously moodless.
I don like it when this type of trust between us and i felt that if this is to continue, there is no way we can communicate and tell the truth.
What i want is very simple.
TRUTH
I am ok already haha, as i blog stop then continued. As long as i know it is coming back to me and safetly tugged inside i m OK
Hopefully it wont happen again.
Son is actually getting more well behaved recently already, maybe is he is growing up & more sensible?
I hope so.
His big show will be this Saturday.
I shall enjoy what he have learn all this while.
Maggie BB Kayleen1 year old is this 1st Nov, dun know what to get for her.
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