On the way home now after celebrating office party...

Not really nice the food but ok lo... Did gift exchange already and I got a sephora scrub set not really my liking as it's smell too sweet..

Have happy Friday for the month of December as all the way till Jan I'm only working every Tuesday thus no different even I'm really to go off at 4 given by company.. thus I took lo... Wad to do...

Mil gg genting again tonight. lol

Maid will have to look after kids tml morning if I'm asleep late lol

I will wake up la since she's still new...

Got lots of candy for isaac company pdt.. not cheap... I took like almost half s carton small carton la..

Lol

My blog is getting more n more rusty Liao since this stupid app can't allow me to load picture via iPhone n I'm so lazy to transfer my pic from phone to pc...

G0sh...

Brb..
So lazy la...


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On leave for today till Friday... going back office for Christmas celebrate...

Monday would be department dinner at east coast... Korean BBQ my pick... ;))))

Maid here's for 3 days already not bad la... Just sometimes need ask to do work haha...

I went out today, she's ironing then I came back she don't know... Then was listening to Hp music I think... Then she saw me immediately she quietly keep the Hp.. Still ok la...

Kyden get changed and bathed early when he's awoke so I feel better... Isaac and Kyden love her a lot cuz she cn play with them haha...

Clearing leave and so fast 2011 coming Liao. which means Isaac primary one starting soon...

I'm clearing leave but I don't feel it at all... Sigh.... I feel still like working a lot of things not done shit....

Isaac dunno can accept primary one anot... Omg... I taught him lesson today he seems cannot hais... Tml I'm gg to do homework with him again.

Workload is so much higher now lo.. Hopefully my salary goes up too la otherwise it's gg to be sucky...

13 months coming but I'm gg to used up all.. WHY?

I brought a bag..
But I dunno have stocks not... No stock I can save my 13 month haha...
;)

My coll say I slim down after started jogging but recently I did not as ita raining.. I ate a lot today too...
zzz....

I wanna be slim la... Horrible I actually slim down after no2... All bcuz I ate n ate la that y
Now I'm fat again lol....

Shit...

2011::

1. Slim
2. Rebond hair
3: good health
4. Stop
5. A lot more...

Lazy to blog...



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On leave

Was on leave from Thursday till today as mil went genting.

Time at home with kids is good without them an I can do what I want.

Ie: cook or etc.
Tml will be gg bk work already.

Kyden not feeling well flu n cough. I hate it when this things starts which means ==== choy don't wanna say. I just scared la.

When to seahorse to buy sofa bed for Isaac as I don't like the idea he sleep on the floor with mattress as he's one who won't keep the bed and keep stepping sigh.

Finding where I can buy a mini one for Kyden le?

Anyone know pls tell me ok!

Isaac went for his tution yesterday after a long break. All illness came back again lo. Like tummy pain etc. I insist he go as he is not in k1 or k2 already so must work harder looking at time so fast Dec gg end. Which means school gonna start.
Alot gg thru my mind.

Can he cope?
Can he buy food alone?
Can he pay on his own?
Will he hurt himself and so much more but I can't stop worrying for him lo.

He's 7. So fast my Bb boy is not a Bb n toddler anymore.. He's a boy haha...

Maid coming in on 13, thank god, pls be a good maid so my precious at least can bathe, eat, go school on time. I cant totally blame mil but sometimes when I'm bk I saw Isaac still wearing pj n not eating I'm kinda frustration coming out lo.

Can u imagine whole day inside the room n in pj cuz watching n haven bathe. I can't help but devoid n scold him cuz I can't scold mil Ma. I hate myself keep scolding lo.
Make me sore throat n also Isaac to hate me cuz I keep scold hais!!!

Making Kyden to sleep since 1pm till now 3.37 finally he gg slp but still half awake. He's sick on medications hope my Bb get well soon.

I'm sick too sian. Runny nose in the middle of the night/ early morning like 5am/ suddenly etc make mr irritated, cuz I can't eat medicine as I will bcum drowsy later how to look after kids!!!

Btw I went seahorse buy sofa bed they say need 3 weeks then can collect n delivered omg... So long their company no people meh? Stupid n cannot self collect must pay $29 to delivered their rule. Wth!!! Got discount that y I buy otherwise eat shit lo their staff are all lousy no manners


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A happy note and a sad note

Have I failed as a mother?
I keep asking myself this question last night till I can't sleep until 3/4am.

Isaac drew on the wall once, I scolded him and I did not punish him. Yesterday he decided to draw it again and this time it's not just small it's one whole patch.

I cane him as he refused to give me his hand although it's already 12am

I dk he will learn his lesson or?

I dk I felt I failed as a mum as I give in too much.

A happy note, maid is coming in by 10-12 Dec, again I see black face in the house. I sometimes just really wonder I pay a maid to look after my son n housework why they are so subjective about it.

This way also good la they know they cannot stay forever de. My house is small it's not semi detc lor...

Pls move to bil house if ur really not happy..

My house I have a choice to put it bluntly I want u out sorry!!!

I need my space etc!!



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