Monday Blues

Monday Blues, not supposed to work today but i cancelled 5 days of my leave as we can bring forward since i will be only sleeping at home and doing nothing i decided to postponed to next year as i can use it until Mar 2011, how i wish it was 10 days instead of 5 only haha.

I will use 3 days for Isaac Primary one since i need to go his school lo.
This Isaac really pissed me off badly at times that i dont wanna talk to him.

I scold him Big Mouth and he say i should not scold him since he say himself and me pretty..
.....
Then i scold him say never drink water mouth like smelly then he say cannot tooo and sulk, then ia sked him y he say cas handsome must include mouth cannot anywhere gt bad or problem de.
=_=""

What else can i say his words this day really make me wonder TV is  bad?

He uses "So cool", "excellent" and many more la,. that i cant think off..

OMFG!!! FML pls...

Kids are really a handful man.

He told me he want to leave the house last night as i scold him then i asked him where he wan go stay he say HIS HOUSE, then i pretend crying then he touch me and say I LOVE U MAH, then i say u love me u still go, he say OK LA i promise one mth once only la.
Then i  say OK.

OK now i know he LOVE me at least im not so hurt and sad that i bring him up for 7 years for nothing, but sometimes hes really not sweet at all la. Boys are like that?

How i wished he was a gal at times.

:)

Well today working half day till 4 pm im gg home, i postpone my Happy Friday to today as last week im trying to clear my job.

have my report for the month of Oct actually not done yet la, Sian. Wanted to let the temp gal do but yet i scare she do wrong, sian.

Kyden is jealous whenever i hugged Isaac then he will hit his head or bite him, omg,,,  fire man.

Haha
love both my kids la.



♥ 说好的幸福呢 ♥

..continued

Oh where did I stop actually haha...

Hmmm..
Kyden progress...

Now he's no longer small size and I'm happy too that anything he also eat even chilli lo.!!!

I fed him chili noodle because I'm eating he saw, keep screaming when I say NO.. thn I let him try lo see he scare not.. Wa fainted.. He ate more thn 10 mouth still wan more lo. Omg..

When I'm pregnant I ate alot of chili too haha.. Maybe then on he know and like already haha..

He hate papaya. Vitagen haha.. Love raisin lots.. Can stuff 6 inside his mouth bite till flatten then show me haha...

Ok enough about him..

Isaac:
He's such a sweet baby compared to Kyden..
After milk auto zzz.. KTV no matter how loud he after milk sure zzz.. A must la

He was so much fatter then Kyden lo Kyden 15 months is equal to Isaac 6 months.. Lol but not that tall la... Is the size.. He was an overweight baby but well as he grow older... Hrs underweight!!!FML

Haha.. I look after Isaac myself therefore I feel I'm much more attracted to him although he make me me so angry at times but I till tolerate. As I mentioned before alot of times I don't use cane on him anymore as I believe he is old enough to learn and know things but he know what kind of stare I'm giving him la..

For example he love gg bk to ex hus there.. Not I don't like but hard to explain feeling la.. He one bk keep crapping that Saturday he's gg etc.. I just kept quiet look at him.. Immediately he change topic lol...
That's my baby..

But but hor I realised he seems to sleep walk le...
;(

He's going primary one next year brought him a trolley bag haha as I'm scares that he carry is too heavy lo.. Bt his class is at 1st floor lol... I'm KS LA

Well thinking if wanna let him use school bus back from school as the weather is so hot.. But if maid is successful in coming then no need Liao maid will take umbrella Ma.. I can't ask mil carry that Kyden n take umbrella de la.. Can die!!! This Kyden never stop moving like a devil unless he sleep then he's an Angel haha...

I keep saying I need a maid at least someone will keep my house clean and neat at the same time feed my Isaac lo..

Mil is too focus on many thing and she can't focus on Isaac totally.. Sad case la

Brb to blog on pc iPhone is making me crazy typing haha




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23 nov the day

Why my blog date is dated 23 Nov...

That the day i dread....

Kyden decided to stop latching on me and fully concentrate on milk powder..

I'm having mixed feeling as I blog this.. I have breastfeeding for 15 months.. It's a long time compared to Isaac.. The feeling between Isaac and Kyden breastfeeding schedule is kinda different...

Isaac I was able to breastfeed him since the minute he's born. While Kyden I was not able to breast feed him since birth thus need the help of a breast pump which I have not used on Isaac before.

Help was asked Ll around ESP Eling who guide me all along thanks babe..

It's was struggling as I was producing mre milk then Kyden can drink.. I need to buy a freezer, bottles n bottles or milk bottles and glass bottle till my whole fridge freezer have nothing except milk n just milk...

I was at first keep pumping during the 3 months stay at home pumping every 2 hours and at Wk pumping every 5 hours.

I was able to pump on total 1.5 liters of milk per day.. But Kyden in take was only each time 60ml haha, each day ard 5-8 bottles as he was premature.. Thus the milk of collection that I have..

Well my effort did not go to waste la. I believe he gain much from the breast milk that I gave him.. But somehow he fall sick quite serious for 4-5 times due to immature of lung growth which is because he was born 2 months earlier..

After the last illnes and stay in Kkh for almost a week..
He's growing much mre now and fatter of cas I guess the bad germ n lung ae growing well now thus I feel glad..

Hr started to latch lesser and lesser as he was introduce to milk powder.. We still mixed milk powder together with breast milk..

Now he fully on milk powder and he decided not to latch on me totally and he will only pull down my shirt and laugh then giggle then close it back..

Of cas I feel sad as I wanted to latch him mre then 24 months that my target but since he decided to stop I will...

His milk intake now pet times is ard 120-180 depending and each time around 2-3 hourly but that when I'm around..

Mil will not feed him this timing as she afraid it's too full but I think otherwise la...

Well she the main care giver I can't say much since I'm wking Ma..

Kyden is smart, learn thing very fast..
Problem is that he only have 3 upper tooth n 2 lower tooth at 15 months old haha...

Learning to walk, can stand in his own without help and also learn words fast..

Sad thing he still have not call MUMMY..
;(

Isaac asking me to read book will continue tml to blog..

Lastly I love my both son.. They are god sent babies..
I love them alot...

;)


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Thursday

Haven been really blogging for awhile already...

Do wait patiently ok will blog a nice and detailed one. However pictures can be view at Facebook

:)


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Allergies

I hate allergies..
Isaac Gt allergy so lill dust or dirty will mk his eyes itchy,watery and rashes...

Today he gets it again..
Sian..

Off today lo what else.

Watched mega mind already with Isaac not that bad but I find not nice

Lok lok with sis n cousin last week nice and full..

Brb to blog..


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Happy

Up to date I have been breastfeeding for 15 months already although I have only breastfeeding during the night time.. Still continuing...

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;)

Sometimes the change and we won't see it but others feel it.

I don't know bur certainly things have change.

Some thinks it alright but in fact it's not.

I don't wanna blog about what happen but definitely it stay in my memory.

Well forgive and forget is never easy.

That all I can feel..


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Sad

Idk wad happen to me today I did something stupid and caused me to waste $500.

I'm damm sad now la. My lv bag might have to delay... WTF man..

M I down on luck or what? Work getting more and not increasing

Ph can't go long weekend.. Leave got 19 days can't clear in peace.. Knn

I hate 2010..

I need luck... Lady luck pls shine on me...

Shall I buy iPhone 4/5? Sian...

Going to pick up my coach that I order.. At least something to mKe me loom forward to and ....




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