Friday night

Was supposed to meet Germaine but I decided not to go else that Mr Ang will start his nagging power I buay tahan!!!

He's now in plane OTW back to Singapore le.. Reach tml 5plus am ba...

This time he went for one month..

During this period I went out for 3 days and slep at around 2 each day...totally shag!!!
;(

I think alot this week..life is sometimes chosen for you already. Decision etc is done by me.. What else can I say or do..

Just hope for better life lo. Cannot envy much.. The more u does the hardest it hit u and it's just get painful.

I should learn to let go and not reminiscences all the while, it's ain't getting any better after-all..

Life's short and you only live once.. What is reap is what you sow..

Life's get harder but u still have to face it no matter what.
I'm emoing I think..

Haha I finally bleah my hair after 3 years.. Damage my new roots with bleaching... But I love it.. It makes me look younger I guess..

Kyden is asleep beside me now. Slight crying in between slp.

Isaac is drinking milk cum falling asleep

Everytime I look at my both kids, I feel at ease and I totally never regret.

He say once he's bk he will talk to them being biased hopefully he does as I talked to him abt this and he say he sense it too...

Well being apart for awhile is generally doing a married couple good as you can talk and say what u feel isn't it good.

Being married is like clapping hand. U need 2 hand to clasp by using one hams it's useless...

Learn to treasure ur loved one around u..

Dunno what I'm blogging too..

Work generally is good bt there's an increase of workload bt not pay.. FML

DEFINITELY need to buck ip I'm lazing too long le..

Going holiday next Friday.. I'm awaiting.. Birthday is on Thursday..

I'm older by one yr again..

Pls bring me back to
18 can?? Pls... I dun wanna grow old!!!

Going to zzz soon I think as I drank cough syrup!! Coughing is draggy..

Painted my nails with funny colour.. His mum say AIYO!!!!

Going F1 tml with Isaac n him but not Kyden as I felt it's too young and I wanna spend bonding time with him too...

I cannot neglect Isaac de lo. I feel that I love Isaac more then Kyden ...

Is it bcas I take care of Isaac myself and also I feel that they are biased that's why I generally draw myself away from Kyden?

I hate the way I'm feeling now. It's not good at all... Bcas Kyden my baby too.. Hmm

I told him abt this n he feels it too..
Well!!!

Time to change...

Time to slp too..

Bye

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