Mixed emotions

I dunno I felt lousy at work recently!
Doing the right thing got blame, doing wrong thing obviously worst blame!
Wad e FUCK is so wrong or is people trying to find fault?
Or on purpose?
Or got 小人

I feel so moodless to work anymore
Trying to REN or get a new job or better don't work but that HARD la!!!



Wad should I do?
Get a new job or stay put?

Kyden is down with cough,flu and narrow air way!!!
Bcas he's pre mature thus lung not strong

He can look into ur direction when u call/talk to him
He know that tking/opening door means GAIx2
He knows when u scold him
He knows when got food
He knows hw to blah blah all e time (talking)
He know how to push food out if he don't like it
He know how to choose food
He like to pull people hair
He lik to slap people if been disturb
He have more likes/ know/ etc

My baby is growing up!!
Still on 120ml milk only but solids up to3x per day bcas he refuse milk
When I latch him it's totally fine!
Lol

His birthday celebration is on 21 Aug, at aloha chalet
Date is ard there!
Won't diff so much
lol so fast in 3 mths time he's gg to be 1yr old which means I'm older
Time flies

As for Isaac
I got diffcult time with him
Check with teacher, he got lill time patience/span in school
He gets distracted easier by nitty gritty issue which starts to bother me mow badly but he's so busy even to listen
;(
I told him somthing he would tell me forget
I told him not to watch TV he still does it till I reach home
I called him he just placed the phone somewhere else
I don't wanna lay my hands on him but sometimes it gets on my nerve badly!!!
He's forgetful
He's lazy
He's talktative
He's nice and sweet to me
He's got a foul temper
He's tend to get wad he want else he nag/ throw temper
He's still my baby boy!!!

On top of all this nagging j live my 2 kids
They are my pillar to everything
Without them I won't be here
I do not regret having n giving birth to isaac at 19 yrs old

I have done/ tried my best to give them wad they need
I will try to be better
But sometimes it take 2 hand to clap

Well I'm on my way to boring Wk again wonder wads e main/ irritatble issue today that gonna land on me or it's a peaceful sunny Thursday!!!

I dread work now!!

Seriously I hate it














Btw stung by bee
Called town council to come up with pest control last night
Waiting for their call
Btw today is even bigger n more itchy patch lo!!
Wth