High fever

Kyden is down with high fever of 39.4 degress yesterday and was very cranky the whole day, lucky it was a Sunday and he did not went to work. Else i will give way i think.

I am just so tired everyday. Last time i would look forward to weekend bcas its like my relax day or shopping day. Now i dread weekend, more tired and look like shit, Shag and tired!

My 2 rascal is with me the whole day and he is wlking on Saturday till 6pm.
My No2 just wants attention so much that i cant focus on No 1 then i seems like neglect him.
I hate this type of feeling.

Sometimes i asked him to help he tired then flare at him thus i hardly asked him to teach him work!

Well, shit happen what can i say!

He is nasty to No.2 too! So i wont say its biased!

I wanted to go BKK but darn they are having their stupid riots there now and worst duno when it will last.

I need a break, work have become moodless for me already!

I have no appetie to eat sometime as im really too tired already!
I felt life is like no longer anticipating as before after No.2 well i cant blame anyone, its my call to have him
I just wished i can have at least some freedom back!
I LOST it all once No.2 is born.

Not that im blaiming others or that i crave for clubbing either.
Its just that quiet time with my fren for coffee or shopping would do me good i guess.

A day without my kids shopping might be very nice i guess....
Looking forward to this day!

Work again from Monday to Friday. What a life i have.
Singaporean need to lead this type of life when they are not born RICH?

I hate it man

Well Kyden is on porridge already but then he only eat like 3 tablespoon only, not much big eater.
Reject food as much as he dont like it.
Milk wise still OK. Must force lo else sometimes he went crazy, he dont drink at all, SCARY!

Hes so unlike Isaac!!!!

ISacc is anything also eat and drink, no worries de, fatty bom bom.
Kyden fussy eater and not fatty bom bom.
maybe hes premature?

Isaac grown up le but still very naughty la, dont listen sometimes but sometimes he listen and will do his own things, help to look after Kyden when needed when he saw that im busy!
Sometimes i shout till i nearly 1/2 dead he still refuse.
Well....

Need to start him on his assesment book already.
Primary 1 next year!!
Scary!!!!

Got to buck up and go, bye