Bad year

I think this year is A BAD year, down on luck, sick, experience things that is not my fault when it's the been if someone who's retarted, hopeless and always think they are right!
Sigh, u don't learn if you don't admit ur fault, well I can't change u but u can change yourself!

Back to this morning, so suddenly, now I'm pumping and then I'm watching see got blood or anything anot

My Aunty advise me to latch baby in only, don't pump, as I got s chest freezer full of EBM!
I wanted to do so then I gt time!

But I'm thinking advice scare wait no milk how?

Can do smeone tell me wad to do?

Suck no appetite, tasteless!!! Craving for e lousy food which I can't eat! Darn

Isaac went to shake n push Kyden again because I told maid not to let him watch tv! It's so dangerous because the whole thing neatly collaspe!
Hais!

He's taking this adventage because I don't cane!

Hope he gets the Thai DKNY job, then can book my ticket and hsppily go Thai!
I need a break, seriously

Ever since e birth if Kyden except the data when doin confirnment, I'm partically beat at e end if each day drained totally, maybe sat not so bad as I sleep in till 1pm but still I wakeup at 7 to pump. Milk!

I kept asking myself, y y chould I torture myself but I keep thinking it's for e gd of Kyden!
Shiak

No sign is gd sign

Nw I gt a few things to decide
1) continued to pump?
2) direct latch only
3) be more ficus on Wk
4) teach Isaac with a gd one
5) make him respect
6) alot mre bt I'm saturated

I'm hving migrai e everynight and backache coming back
I so tired to Kip saying all this daily la but no one help
Help only when asked, nt consider helping

I crap too much



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