M at the graduation concert for Isaac haha..
I dunno why I feel so emo lo... Like wanna cry see my son graduate haha only k2 nia le...
Haha.
My son have officially grow.!!!
He's a big boy alr...
Love u Isaac..
Saturday, October 23, 2010
Friday, October 22, 2010
TGIF
I'm at the office now as I'm blogging waiting for FIL and MIL to come fetch me to go Golden Mile to collect the Genting tickets.
This Oct month is a very fast month?
In another week its Nov already and also Sis, mum and Isaac birthday.
2010 is gone in another 2 months, very fast isn't it?
What have i achieved this year?
Pretty much the same, except more trips and also an additional 3 PAC in my house causing disaster certain timing and quiet again..
:(
Kyden is already 14 months this coming 23 Oct, how fast times flies.
In a glimsp of eye he is already 14 months, still remember like last year this time, he was only a baby where just pass his one month celebration and back from KKH.
I always say time don't wait for people and that is so true man.
Once the kid grow and pass, you can never find back the same or feeling/ bonding with a kid anymore.
This is why i always wanted to spend time with my kids and rather then going clubbing, etc.
Isaac is graduating from K2 tomorrow. Sad to Say he is not around, why, he went for work trip and i asked mum and sis if they wanna come, but their answer make me feel disappointed in them.
They rather go out and do their own things la, as usual...
Never mind i go is very enough already,
When maid is still around, Isaac is in sequence in going school etc, now without so many mistakes (abit side track)
So fast Isaac is going to Primary One in 2011, and he is turning 7.
So fast, i have already given birth to him like fr 7 years already...
Still remember when i was pregnant with him i was only like 20. So young and helpless..
Well i believe all people grow and mature and sometimes when u mature too late all things will be different, well its fixed so no more changing....
I'm so random in my post i know,
i wanted to blog about Kyden and Isaac birth but i always don't have the time to do so.
That the life with 2 kids man, see how mother is haha....
Kyden is gaining back his weight already after the last stay in KKH, but he still cannot FLU, once this start will trigger his cough and breathless thing, very scary...
the last one he stay in KKH for 5 days and he slim own immediately and he was not eating and lucky i still have leave otherwise i also dunno how lo.
Good and glad he recover already.. he is very naughty 100x worst then Isaac, he will snatch things from Isaac and if he does not get it, either he Scream or he will PULL/ BITE Isaac...
Else he will try to knock his head on the floor... OMG. Buay Tahan man, then FIL is siding him making him worst with a bad attitude.
I feel like killing them man, for making my son like that, well love and dote got limit de ma, not overdose.
Drugs overdose also will die right?
Hb promised my makeup cabinet but my bday going to be over liao one month i still got nothing lo. Not ready as worker is not free got project liao,
FML....
Its so late la, my cosmetic is full and dunno messy like what already lo.
Well im still waiting,
he is not in Singapore now. Funny, i miss him, when he is in Singapore i dun really haha...
So its good to travel and stay apart for awhile sometimes?
:D
Yesterday, i ask FIL to fetch Isaac to me after he come back from Sch,
Its my sec classmate birthday, so we went 15 Min for dinner chill and chat, thereafter we went to HD at Clarke Quay for dessert and i had the alcholic drink, very very yummy...
Picture with my fren as my HP as usul with Isaac, like it dont belong to me at all, haha....
Im going to change my Iphone to 4 in Nov but im still thinking. Some say its made of glass and sometimes when you drop it, will break.
TRUE?
I always wanted a BB but then cant play games right?
Not sure as non of my fren have it except my boss, haha, i tried to play with it previously, but like so boring le, not like Iphone can play games haha.
Well, i told him i want Iphone 4 as early Xmas pressie and he did not answer me till now... Well..
Nov 2 is Isaac Pri Enrolment and im going to be alone going with him as he is not free.
NVM lo...
I have not have a decent dinner with him and my lill kids for so long already as he is so BZ with work.
is it true that once we are married, the feeling is different from courtship or par tok?
I feel this way lo, anyone feeling the same way as me?
IDK.. so sad like that de le. Haha.
Like lost the kind of love feeling lo, the excited feeling.
Hmmm
i dont like it this way le, like wait the flame goes down how?
Haha
i tried to upload picture using Blog press and it suck man, cant load at all, dunno why it happen to me only, shrugs,
i dont want to pay for the application as wai the same thing happen how? And the person who create this is not helpful as i checked and emailed her, her reply is like making herself a fool lo, i can do that myself lo else iw ont look for you.
Might be hiring the maid back in Dec, bt depend on her current employer and her decision, better is come la, i dont mind paying lo, at least i know i can placed Isaac in someone care and also well fed etc, not tat they dont feed but they are biased.
So i need someone can tell me from A-Z what is happening to Isaac...
And also feed him on time etc...
Dunno what to type already, im growing mushroom now as im typing as its already 8pm no on a Friday, im still at office haha...
This Oct month is a very fast month?
In another week its Nov already and also Sis, mum and Isaac birthday.
2010 is gone in another 2 months, very fast isn't it?
What have i achieved this year?
Pretty much the same, except more trips and also an additional 3 PAC in my house causing disaster certain timing and quiet again..
:(
Kyden is already 14 months this coming 23 Oct, how fast times flies.
In a glimsp of eye he is already 14 months, still remember like last year this time, he was only a baby where just pass his one month celebration and back from KKH.
I always say time don't wait for people and that is so true man.
Once the kid grow and pass, you can never find back the same or feeling/ bonding with a kid anymore.
This is why i always wanted to spend time with my kids and rather then going clubbing, etc.
Isaac is graduating from K2 tomorrow. Sad to Say he is not around, why, he went for work trip and i asked mum and sis if they wanna come, but their answer make me feel disappointed in them.
They rather go out and do their own things la, as usual...
Never mind i go is very enough already,
When maid is still around, Isaac is in sequence in going school etc, now without so many mistakes (abit side track)
So fast Isaac is going to Primary One in 2011, and he is turning 7.
So fast, i have already given birth to him like fr 7 years already...
Still remember when i was pregnant with him i was only like 20. So young and helpless..
Well i believe all people grow and mature and sometimes when u mature too late all things will be different, well its fixed so no more changing....
I'm so random in my post i know,
i wanted to blog about Kyden and Isaac birth but i always don't have the time to do so.
That the life with 2 kids man, see how mother is haha....
Kyden is gaining back his weight already after the last stay in KKH, but he still cannot FLU, once this start will trigger his cough and breathless thing, very scary...
the last one he stay in KKH for 5 days and he slim own immediately and he was not eating and lucky i still have leave otherwise i also dunno how lo.
Good and glad he recover already.. he is very naughty 100x worst then Isaac, he will snatch things from Isaac and if he does not get it, either he Scream or he will PULL/ BITE Isaac...
Else he will try to knock his head on the floor... OMG. Buay Tahan man, then FIL is siding him making him worst with a bad attitude.
I feel like killing them man, for making my son like that, well love and dote got limit de ma, not overdose.
Drugs overdose also will die right?
Hb promised my makeup cabinet but my bday going to be over liao one month i still got nothing lo. Not ready as worker is not free got project liao,
FML....
Its so late la, my cosmetic is full and dunno messy like what already lo.
Well im still waiting,
he is not in Singapore now. Funny, i miss him, when he is in Singapore i dun really haha...
So its good to travel and stay apart for awhile sometimes?
:D
Yesterday, i ask FIL to fetch Isaac to me after he come back from Sch,
Its my sec classmate birthday, so we went 15 Min for dinner chill and chat, thereafter we went to HD at Clarke Quay for dessert and i had the alcholic drink, very very yummy...
Picture with my fren as my HP as usul with Isaac, like it dont belong to me at all, haha....
Im going to change my Iphone to 4 in Nov but im still thinking. Some say its made of glass and sometimes when you drop it, will break.
TRUE?
I always wanted a BB but then cant play games right?
Not sure as non of my fren have it except my boss, haha, i tried to play with it previously, but like so boring le, not like Iphone can play games haha.
Well, i told him i want Iphone 4 as early Xmas pressie and he did not answer me till now... Well..
Nov 2 is Isaac Pri Enrolment and im going to be alone going with him as he is not free.
NVM lo...
I have not have a decent dinner with him and my lill kids for so long already as he is so BZ with work.
is it true that once we are married, the feeling is different from courtship or par tok?
I feel this way lo, anyone feeling the same way as me?
IDK.. so sad like that de le. Haha.
Like lost the kind of love feeling lo, the excited feeling.
Hmmm
i dont like it this way le, like wait the flame goes down how?
Haha
i tried to upload picture using Blog press and it suck man, cant load at all, dunno why it happen to me only, shrugs,
i dont want to pay for the application as wai the same thing happen how? And the person who create this is not helpful as i checked and emailed her, her reply is like making herself a fool lo, i can do that myself lo else iw ont look for you.
Might be hiring the maid back in Dec, bt depend on her current employer and her decision, better is come la, i dont mind paying lo, at least i know i can placed Isaac in someone care and also well fed etc, not tat they dont feed but they are biased.
So i need someone can tell me from A-Z what is happening to Isaac...
And also feed him on time etc...
Dunno what to type already, im growing mushroom now as im typing as its already 8pm no on a Friday, im still at office haha...
Saturday, October 9, 2010
Random
A marriage is like a pair of shoe.
It's not complete without another..
Too random..
Silly thoughts lingering..
Sometimes the more we crave the hardest it get!
Isaac is with him now and I feel so sad. So not used to it without his naggy tone! Miss him so much but he only left one hour ago.. Omg...
He will be back tml.. Sigh
Next weekend we are going genting after the following week I tout wanna bring him go underwater world haha...
Sometimes I dunno if I should cane Isaac or to laugh at his actions
He can make me very angry but sweet talk me another min
Just like example I wear no sleeves top, or off shoulder, he will pull up to my neck and I asked him why.. He say he don't Like others to look at me haha!!!
This afternoon he just told me:
Mummy can you buy me 0ne iPhone?
Haha... I told him give u mine lor.. He say mine lousy bcas is old de!!! Kaoz!
I simply love him the most la.
He treasure and love me more then his dad!
He's way more romantic and sweet talker then him lo. But but at times he drive me crazy man haha!!!
I still love 林俊杰 haha..
Another lonely Saturday!
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It's not complete without another..
Too random..
Silly thoughts lingering..
Sometimes the more we crave the hardest it get!
Isaac is with him now and I feel so sad. So not used to it without his naggy tone! Miss him so much but he only left one hour ago.. Omg...
He will be back tml.. Sigh
Next weekend we are going genting after the following week I tout wanna bring him go underwater world haha...
Sometimes I dunno if I should cane Isaac or to laugh at his actions
He can make me very angry but sweet talk me another min
Just like example I wear no sleeves top, or off shoulder, he will pull up to my neck and I asked him why.. He say he don't Like others to look at me haha!!!
This afternoon he just told me:
Mummy can you buy me 0ne iPhone?
Haha... I told him give u mine lor.. He say mine lousy bcas is old de!!! Kaoz!
I simply love him the most la.
He treasure and love me more then his dad!
He's way more romantic and sweet talker then him lo. But but at times he drive me crazy man haha!!!
I still love 林俊杰 haha..
Another lonely Saturday!
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Boring sat
Woke up at 930 because mr Kyden is asking for milk. He actually woke up at 900, I asked Isaac entertain him awhile... Lol only tahan 30 min bcas of his super itchy hand!!!
Cook his porridge, make milk for both and tidy up my house!
It looks lik a dog mess lor.. Wth!!
Each day I clean yet they treated the room really lik hotel or just purely sleeping? I dunno.. Serious!!!
Gt carton boxes, newspaper etc!
Cannot look at it lo. Imagine I have cupboard inside yet I can't open due to the boxes.
Being kpo I opened and see... Guess what it's??
Plates etc!
For fuck I really don't understand!!! Each dinner time the most u use is only 10 plates that the Max I should say!!
Fuck it la...
I'm very pissed each time I say this de.
Why I allowed them to stay in my house?
In fact I never allow!!
They were asking what if they move in. We were deciding and not even given an answer the next thing they do
accept deposit from the tenant and declare they are moving in on this this date!
Fuck I wasn't aware n I never approved yet lo.
So all this while people call me stupid what can I say...
Shrug!!
Well at e very least I allow them to stay for 2 years after 2 years if they still wished to continue leasing out the house maybe they should go their 2nd son house then. I'm not allowing anymore after 2 yrs I'm firm on my decision call me name wadever I don't really mind anymore!!
It's my home sweet home so I shall declare war!
Ur not being nice to my Isaac too n my hse why should I be nice?
My house ia not a bomb shelter lo. U gt your own son who is not married and can get house why u must stay with me else I buy over ur house u buy over mine la•
Bigger for me and smaller for u which u like Ma..
Shall check in this lo..
Anyway staying with inlaw can kill lo!!
U do this or go out they must make noise crazy!! Wat is so wrong with human being or old fogey??
Stop stepping on my tail else when I really blow up u will know what I'm gonna d0!!!
I'm so sian to blog here like keep ranting bt tht e only way I guess!
He will be back tml!
At least some ranting to b done face to face..
He knows I'm gg blow up soon le that why what I say he keep agree!
Hell.. Pls stay away from me can pls?
I wanna have a nice n warm family stop adding burden to me pls.. I seriously don't like u all at all!!!
Fuck off pls..
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Cook his porridge, make milk for both and tidy up my house!
It looks lik a dog mess lor.. Wth!!
Each day I clean yet they treated the room really lik hotel or just purely sleeping? I dunno.. Serious!!!
Gt carton boxes, newspaper etc!
Cannot look at it lo. Imagine I have cupboard inside yet I can't open due to the boxes.
Being kpo I opened and see... Guess what it's??
Plates etc!
For fuck I really don't understand!!! Each dinner time the most u use is only 10 plates that the Max I should say!!
Fuck it la...
I'm very pissed each time I say this de.
Why I allowed them to stay in my house?
In fact I never allow!!
They were asking what if they move in. We were deciding and not even given an answer the next thing they do
accept deposit from the tenant and declare they are moving in on this this date!
Fuck I wasn't aware n I never approved yet lo.
So all this while people call me stupid what can I say...
Shrug!!
Well at e very least I allow them to stay for 2 years after 2 years if they still wished to continue leasing out the house maybe they should go their 2nd son house then. I'm not allowing anymore after 2 yrs I'm firm on my decision call me name wadever I don't really mind anymore!!
It's my home sweet home so I shall declare war!
Ur not being nice to my Isaac too n my hse why should I be nice?
My house ia not a bomb shelter lo. U gt your own son who is not married and can get house why u must stay with me else I buy over ur house u buy over mine la•
Bigger for me and smaller for u which u like Ma..
Shall check in this lo..
Anyway staying with inlaw can kill lo!!
U do this or go out they must make noise crazy!! Wat is so wrong with human being or old fogey??
Stop stepping on my tail else when I really blow up u will know what I'm gonna d0!!!
I'm so sian to blog here like keep ranting bt tht e only way I guess!
He will be back tml!
At least some ranting to b done face to face..
He knows I'm gg blow up soon le that why what I say he keep agree!
Hell.. Pls stay away from me can pls?
I wanna have a nice n warm family stop adding burden to me pls.. I seriously don't like u all at all!!!
Fuck off pls..
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Friday
Kids are asleep now I'm Alone awake in the house
Previous maid call earlier..
Isaac was elated to talk to her and she wants to come bk n Wk for me again of cas I say yes but I told her that now my house got additional 3 pax are u fine she say ok...
Isaac misses her so much that after I put down the phone he keep asking when is Suli coming back to take care of him etc!
To hire her back the first priority is Isaac then housework u must be puzzled why no nerd Kyden!!!
He have his own share of supporters therefore he needs no additional le
I'm very pissed off today because inlaw went genting snd Kyden need to sleep but his Yao Yao is in the other room...
His brother locked the door thus I can't make him sleep untill like 11plus. F***
I'm do angry I mean it's my house why I can't go into my room right!
Come on u wanna slp yes bt pls la who knows what I wan lo like in advance from that room shit u la...
Kyden snatch toys from Isaac.. Next thing he carried Kyden in and of cas I know who instigated that de
His father is worst before he left the house hr told Isaac
If I come back Kyden complaint I'm gg cane u I was like fuck u!!!
Who are u to cane my son or tell him all this things pls lor...
Kyden is still my son lor... Dote on someone is nice but pls don't go overboard else thing might turn nasty lo..
So since they like to care for Kyden usually weekend I carried Kyden out when he wants milk and I and Isaac continued zzz
U might say I'm a lazy mum but I'm not I'm just trying to let them take care since they so happy!!!
Of Cas I love Kyden if you were to ask me. Who don't love their own kids!!!
Just that I can't neglect Isaac bcas I wanna anger them lo
I own Isaac way too much already compare to Kyden...
I shall not elaborate on this anymore!! Those who know me might know ba...
This time Im serious in hiring a maid o don't care what others thing... They are way too much n pissing me off badly ESP whenn im sick n he's oversea!!!
Double combo man!!!
FML
I repeat thus countless of times but I still need to rant man
Staying with inlaw is a disaster and it sucks hell lot..
I move out from hell they are bk to haunt
Wtf
Life is never sailing well man...
Hope 2 yrs bye bye!!!
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Previous maid call earlier..
Isaac was elated to talk to her and she wants to come bk n Wk for me again of cas I say yes but I told her that now my house got additional 3 pax are u fine she say ok...
Isaac misses her so much that after I put down the phone he keep asking when is Suli coming back to take care of him etc!
To hire her back the first priority is Isaac then housework u must be puzzled why no nerd Kyden!!!
He have his own share of supporters therefore he needs no additional le
I'm very pissed off today because inlaw went genting snd Kyden need to sleep but his Yao Yao is in the other room...
His brother locked the door thus I can't make him sleep untill like 11plus. F***
I'm do angry I mean it's my house why I can't go into my room right!
Come on u wanna slp yes bt pls la who knows what I wan lo like in advance from that room shit u la...
Kyden snatch toys from Isaac.. Next thing he carried Kyden in and of cas I know who instigated that de
His father is worst before he left the house hr told Isaac
If I come back Kyden complaint I'm gg cane u I was like fuck u!!!
Who are u to cane my son or tell him all this things pls lor...
Kyden is still my son lor... Dote on someone is nice but pls don't go overboard else thing might turn nasty lo..
So since they like to care for Kyden usually weekend I carried Kyden out when he wants milk and I and Isaac continued zzz
U might say I'm a lazy mum but I'm not I'm just trying to let them take care since they so happy!!!
Of Cas I love Kyden if you were to ask me. Who don't love their own kids!!!
Just that I can't neglect Isaac bcas I wanna anger them lo
I own Isaac way too much already compare to Kyden...
I shall not elaborate on this anymore!! Those who know me might know ba...
This time Im serious in hiring a maid o don't care what others thing... They are way too much n pissing me off badly ESP whenn im sick n he's oversea!!!
Double combo man!!!
FML
I repeat thus countless of times but I still need to rant man
Staying with inlaw is a disaster and it sucks hell lot..
I move out from hell they are bk to haunt
Wtf
Life is never sailing well man...
Hope 2 yrs bye bye!!!
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Thursday, October 7, 2010
Puzzled
I always wonder to buy a house and pay monthly installment yet we see like not the owner does it make sense?
I dunno when I first buy this house it was very rush why I say so...
I WANTED TO MOVE OUT OF HIS DAD PLACE BECAUSE I WANT A PLACE SND FREEDOM OF MY OWN...
Now way even before One year of moving in.. they are back with us.
In general I'm not really pissed off but the annoying part is that they asked if they should rent out the house etc. Before we answer the next lightning step they did was collected deposit already!!!
Since they does that what can we do. People scold me stupid what can I say?
Eat e humble pie lo what else!!!!
I totally regretted allowing them in.. But what can I say!!
Why did I blog about all this now!
Because I find that my lovely house have turn from nice to messy to dunno what house!
I can't possibly asked his mum to do all the housework etc!
I have enough already working and by the time I'm home. I'm dead beat lo.. He don't really understand this as he goes out early and come back around 8 plus onwards sometimes even later... He ate dinner bathe and it's almost bedtime for him... What will he need to do right!!!
Hais...
I wanted to hire a maid now because I seriously cannot take it already seeing my house like that in mess and dusty too!!!
Before I wanted to hire a maid I have to go around asking for permission etc!!
I wanted to buy dog also need permission!!!
FML PLS
this is my house right?? It's under my name??
I wanted to hire maid buy dog for say I need permit and I seriously cannot take it!!!
I'm not one with patience!!
I cannot tolerate this any longer!!
I straight told him that day after 2 years lease is up I dun wanna let them continue stay not say I'm heartless!!
I have 2 son myself!! My son need their own space n room and they can't forever sleep with us in the room isn't it??
Then if lik that all cramp in one room might as well last time don't move out of Amk place snd I don't have to worry if monthly enough money to pay house loan and etc not right?
I'm not selfish I think.. I need to spare s thought for my son too lo..
Their actions I hate why... They are biased against Isaac so whatever Isaac do they think it's wring even Isaac never touch Kyden.. Kyden scream they will scold him.
How can I allow this to happen between my son?
Isaac is e beloved of my son.. I cannot allow all this to happen to him.. Not say I don't love Kyden but he got all the attention needed already and my poor baby Isaac is like me being outcast!
Is not being fair.. If that e case I might not even want Kyden in e first place!
Then Isaac will have all e love he can get. To have sibling.. Is to share love and concern and not been biased!!
Plus biased is nt in my dictionary!!
I hate people been biased the m0st..
I have told him umpteen times..
He might b busy or what but just that s person patience is only that much that we can hold.. Once that limited amount is over.. Everything is going to explode and I don't think it's going to be very nice..
I know myself too well.. For me to hate something or someone is easy but to forgive something or someone it takes a very long time just like how long and much I hate his brother!!
I dunning just feel that I'm not leading the perfect life that I want now.. It's not ideal and perfect..
Some might say life is full of up n downs but well... It also depend on how u control n managed ur life.. To achieved what kind of life u want!!
Am I right?
I love a carefree life and life that I want.. I know what I want too...I can give up things just to achieve my goals!
I dunno why I'm ranting but this issue being biased have been bugging me for e lo longest time ever and it got worst after they shifted in and I seriously dunno how much longer I can tolerate before I snap!!
I seriously have no mood to continued anymore!
Tbc
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I dunno when I first buy this house it was very rush why I say so...
I WANTED TO MOVE OUT OF HIS DAD PLACE BECAUSE I WANT A PLACE SND FREEDOM OF MY OWN...
Now way even before One year of moving in.. they are back with us.
In general I'm not really pissed off but the annoying part is that they asked if they should rent out the house etc. Before we answer the next lightning step they did was collected deposit already!!!
Since they does that what can we do. People scold me stupid what can I say?
Eat e humble pie lo what else!!!!
I totally regretted allowing them in.. But what can I say!!
Why did I blog about all this now!
Because I find that my lovely house have turn from nice to messy to dunno what house!
I can't possibly asked his mum to do all the housework etc!
I have enough already working and by the time I'm home. I'm dead beat lo.. He don't really understand this as he goes out early and come back around 8 plus onwards sometimes even later... He ate dinner bathe and it's almost bedtime for him... What will he need to do right!!!
Hais...
I wanted to hire a maid now because I seriously cannot take it already seeing my house like that in mess and dusty too!!!
Before I wanted to hire a maid I have to go around asking for permission etc!!
I wanted to buy dog also need permission!!!
FML PLS
this is my house right?? It's under my name??
I wanted to hire maid buy dog for say I need permit and I seriously cannot take it!!!
I'm not one with patience!!
I cannot tolerate this any longer!!
I straight told him that day after 2 years lease is up I dun wanna let them continue stay not say I'm heartless!!
I have 2 son myself!! My son need their own space n room and they can't forever sleep with us in the room isn't it??
Then if lik that all cramp in one room might as well last time don't move out of Amk place snd I don't have to worry if monthly enough money to pay house loan and etc not right?
I'm not selfish I think.. I need to spare s thought for my son too lo..
Their actions I hate why... They are biased against Isaac so whatever Isaac do they think it's wring even Isaac never touch Kyden.. Kyden scream they will scold him.
How can I allow this to happen between my son?
Isaac is e beloved of my son.. I cannot allow all this to happen to him.. Not say I don't love Kyden but he got all the attention needed already and my poor baby Isaac is like me being outcast!
Is not being fair.. If that e case I might not even want Kyden in e first place!
Then Isaac will have all e love he can get. To have sibling.. Is to share love and concern and not been biased!!
Plus biased is nt in my dictionary!!
I hate people been biased the m0st..
I have told him umpteen times..
He might b busy or what but just that s person patience is only that much that we can hold.. Once that limited amount is over.. Everything is going to explode and I don't think it's going to be very nice..
I know myself too well.. For me to hate something or someone is easy but to forgive something or someone it takes a very long time just like how long and much I hate his brother!!
I dunning just feel that I'm not leading the perfect life that I want now.. It's not ideal and perfect..
Some might say life is full of up n downs but well... It also depend on how u control n managed ur life.. To achieved what kind of life u want!!
Am I right?
I love a carefree life and life that I want.. I know what I want too...I can give up things just to achieve my goals!
I dunno why I'm ranting but this issue being biased have been bugging me for e lo longest time ever and it got worst after they shifted in and I seriously dunno how much longer I can tolerate before I snap!!
I seriously have no mood to continued anymore!
Tbc
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Thursday
I went home early yesterday..
Sick so practically no mood to work at all ESP when ur brain is like Lingering away or floating...
;)
Went to SIR BUILDING to submit Kyden passport for traveling next Friday!
Woohoo... Finally can enjoy the cold cold weather Liao and Isaac can play all he want!
Hopefully it's not packed!
We decided to travel on Friday morning rather then night as kids have more time to play.. Also their sleeping time is not much affected!
;)
Hope this is a good trip and I fully recover before I go else I will be so grouchy!
Now otw to Wk.. Woke up late as it's raining and I ate medicine so drowsy!
Boss in vietnam so abit late is fine.. Recently alot 0f people resign.
Its true to earn more, the best way is thru job hopping...
This idea trigger me so many many thousand times but each time I stay put is because of the time flexibility N boss that pull me out of the idea again!
Sigh!! Who don't wish to have better salary N good wking timing..
I'm going for my business studies in Nov... Pending way too long already.. With better certificate N due to when young we did not think properly and do things our own way So here we are lo.. Suffer at older age haha!!!
This course will last me 11 months because I'm doing part time thus it's slow.. Full time only 4-6 months..
With Wk and kids generally you have to give and take de la
That day we were talking... Shall we hav a baby gal haha bt bt bt bt bt was if it's a boy again haha!!
Then we dropped the idea!!!
Lolssss!!!
Infact I only want a gal no more boy lo...
Boy are harder to bond with mum bt Isaac is generally nice la. Just that as they grow older they tend to drift further from mummy and focus given to gf etc!!!
Well I'm nagging la.. Early in the morning!!
I got tonnes of pic to load here bt blogpress is stupid one min can load one min can't! Shit!
I still can't decide if I want to leave this firm
Not..
Maybe after 13 months then after 13 months come another bonus!!
Wahhabi... How to leave...
All this temptation is too much To resist.. Shitty me!!!
Still coughing and with tonnes of phlegm!!
Aw..
Will be back
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Sick so practically no mood to work at all ESP when ur brain is like Lingering away or floating...
;)
Went to SIR BUILDING to submit Kyden passport for traveling next Friday!
Woohoo... Finally can enjoy the cold cold weather Liao and Isaac can play all he want!
Hopefully it's not packed!
We decided to travel on Friday morning rather then night as kids have more time to play.. Also their sleeping time is not much affected!
;)
Hope this is a good trip and I fully recover before I go else I will be so grouchy!
Now otw to Wk.. Woke up late as it's raining and I ate medicine so drowsy!
Boss in vietnam so abit late is fine.. Recently alot 0f people resign.
Its true to earn more, the best way is thru job hopping...
This idea trigger me so many many thousand times but each time I stay put is because of the time flexibility N boss that pull me out of the idea again!
Sigh!! Who don't wish to have better salary N good wking timing..
I'm going for my business studies in Nov... Pending way too long already.. With better certificate N due to when young we did not think properly and do things our own way So here we are lo.. Suffer at older age haha!!!
This course will last me 11 months because I'm doing part time thus it's slow.. Full time only 4-6 months..
With Wk and kids generally you have to give and take de la
That day we were talking... Shall we hav a baby gal haha bt bt bt bt bt was if it's a boy again haha!!
Then we dropped the idea!!!
Lolssss!!!
Infact I only want a gal no more boy lo...
Boy are harder to bond with mum bt Isaac is generally nice la. Just that as they grow older they tend to drift further from mummy and focus given to gf etc!!!
Well I'm nagging la.. Early in the morning!!
I got tonnes of pic to load here bt blogpress is stupid one min can load one min can't! Shit!
I still can't decide if I want to leave this firm
Not..
Maybe after 13 months then after 13 months come another bonus!!
Wahhabi... How to leave...
All this temptation is too much To resist.. Shitty me!!!
Still coughing and with tonnes of phlegm!!
Aw..
Will be back
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Wednesday, October 6, 2010
My sweetest son ever
Yesterday was sick after my trip so was sleeping the whole day.
Supposed to take care of Isaac because he's sick ended up I'm the one more sick them him!
I slept all the way from Monday night to Tuesday evening!!
I got flu, cough, fever, sore throat etc kill me pls as it's very uncomfortable lo!!!
In between my slp my phone rang, got SMS!!
I heard Isaac telling whoever that call:
My mother went oversea no water drink that why she's sick cannot talk now, pls call ltr!
Aw... I'm so touched u kn!!!
Then he Kip coming ask me wakeup bt I just cannot open my eyes!! He sat beside me all e while!!
Isn't he my sweetest baby??
Evening time I'm awoke! My sis came n fetch him so he bid gd bye to me!
Awhile ltr he call me!
My voice sound blocked due to my nose n he asked me m
I crying bcas he's nt ard then he can come bk then go tml de no worries bcas he can't allow me to cry!!
I told him I'm not! Just enjoy there since my sis n bf will play with him on Wii rather at home he play alone..
He kept saying dun wan!! He wanna come bk.. Haha.. I say ok
Once he's back he hug me lo say he love me.. Sweet!!!
How can I don't love him??
I told him I'm gg bed then he still watching tv he ensure me will off tv n switch and light etc!
Sensible!!!
My son have grown up!!
I will do wadever I can to protect him n love him as I told hubby alr!
Whoever try to b funny fuck off pls! I don't buy shits!! There's no such things as biased de!!
Thus I told hubby 2 yrs already either they move bk else we moved!!
I have patience for 2 yrs which is alot Liao I givn enuff time n patience out so no longer pls dont stay with us! Bcas it's creating a barrier for Isaac n Kyden which I super hate x 1000000 yet it happen!
I will never Allow mu kids to hav bad n unhappy childhood memories de!!!
As I hve mine before I know how it feels!!!
So counting down to 1 yr plus more and goodbye!!
I heart my Isaac and Kyden !!!
Supposed to take care of Isaac because he's sick ended up I'm the one more sick them him!
I slept all the way from Monday night to Tuesday evening!!
I got flu, cough, fever, sore throat etc kill me pls as it's very uncomfortable lo!!!
In between my slp my phone rang, got SMS!!
I heard Isaac telling whoever that call:
My mother went oversea no water drink that why she's sick cannot talk now, pls call ltr!
Aw... I'm so touched u kn!!!
Then he Kip coming ask me wakeup bt I just cannot open my eyes!! He sat beside me all e while!!
Isn't he my sweetest baby??
Evening time I'm awoke! My sis came n fetch him so he bid gd bye to me!
Awhile ltr he call me!
My voice sound blocked due to my nose n he asked me m
I crying bcas he's nt ard then he can come bk then go tml de no worries bcas he can't allow me to cry!!
I told him I'm not! Just enjoy there since my sis n bf will play with him on Wii rather at home he play alone..
He kept saying dun wan!! He wanna come bk.. Haha.. I say ok
Once he's back he hug me lo say he love me.. Sweet!!!
How can I don't love him??
I told him I'm gg bed then he still watching tv he ensure me will off tv n switch and light etc!
Sensible!!!
My son have grown up!!
I will do wadever I can to protect him n love him as I told hubby alr!
Whoever try to b funny fuck off pls! I don't buy shits!! There's no such things as biased de!!
Thus I told hubby 2 yrs already either they move bk else we moved!!
I have patience for 2 yrs which is alot Liao I givn enuff time n patience out so no longer pls dont stay with us! Bcas it's creating a barrier for Isaac n Kyden which I super hate x 1000000 yet it happen!
I will never Allow mu kids to hav bad n unhappy childhood memories de!!!
As I hve mine before I know how it feels!!!
So counting down to 1 yr plus more and goodbye!!
I heart my Isaac and Kyden !!!
Monday, October 4, 2010
Hk trip
Today marks the last day of my trip from HK
I WAS VERY RELUCTANT TO LEAVE AND I WAS ACTUALLY SAD TOO
it's was an enjoyable trip for me and I won't even think of going Bangkok anymore Cos it's much much cheaper and nicer things around!!!
We stay at Aunty mum place, she stay alone all e while and only rented out one room to a student that all... Her house is big.. 4 rooms!!! But she's alone and old although her daughter stay above her with her family b mil...
I ask her why she don't stay upstairs together with her daughter since they have 4 rooms and 1 room is spare!
Her answer left me quite sad!
;(
I can sense she wants to badly but then yet there are things which disallow her to do so...
When the first day I went till the last day.. She always wakeup when we are back even very late to pour water for me and asked me where I go and do haha... So cute!!!
She old maybe memory is not that good anymore thus will ask twice or thrice but she's reali v v v v nice!!
She wanted to buy air ticket and come back with me today de but she forget where's her safe key thus can't and she's v v sad and told me her heart is br0ken!
I asked her why she's kept quiet but I know why lo. So I told her don't b like this and take things easier!!! She still look sad!!
She wanted to sent me to take airplane but I told her don't as it's too troublesome and don't want her to get lost!
But I gt her to be scolded again and I hate it!!!
I dunno what actually happen or etc!! Why she keep attacked her...
Even she's nt wrong bt I think that not right too ba!!!
She's old and she's trying very hard to keep N bear all things to herself
Like her pride are all gone!!
She don't want to create a scene as she felt that she old waiting to die and I told her not think this way...
It's not good n right!!!
I seriously hope she better after today...
She wasn't invite to dinner yesterday night and I asked her what she eating and she say she cooked so i went to kitchen and see what she cook!!!
Omfg!! She only had white rice lo, I went and asked her to go up with me and she mentioned that no one cook her rice!!
I understand why she say so,,,
The mil scold her and say why she don't wanna say earlier she want eat, I hurried told her that it's ok u can eat my share..
;)
She felt better...
I wonder is it people who are old will be treated this way!??
Hais...
My motive N goals is my 2 kids lo... I'm bringing them
Bk this Dec or Jan. But maybe Dec ba as Jan Isaac is already in primary one and it's gonna be busy and can't anyhow dont go Sch!!!
Plus the weather is cooling so it should b nice!!
Since we are staying at her place hotel fees are omitted!!
Ok be bk to blog again...
At airport bcas flight delayed!!!!
Chiao...
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I WAS VERY RELUCTANT TO LEAVE AND I WAS ACTUALLY SAD TOO
it's was an enjoyable trip for me and I won't even think of going Bangkok anymore Cos it's much much cheaper and nicer things around!!!
We stay at Aunty mum place, she stay alone all e while and only rented out one room to a student that all... Her house is big.. 4 rooms!!! But she's alone and old although her daughter stay above her with her family b mil...
I ask her why she don't stay upstairs together with her daughter since they have 4 rooms and 1 room is spare!
Her answer left me quite sad!
;(
I can sense she wants to badly but then yet there are things which disallow her to do so...
When the first day I went till the last day.. She always wakeup when we are back even very late to pour water for me and asked me where I go and do haha... So cute!!!
She old maybe memory is not that good anymore thus will ask twice or thrice but she's reali v v v v nice!!
She wanted to buy air ticket and come back with me today de but she forget where's her safe key thus can't and she's v v sad and told me her heart is br0ken!
I asked her why she's kept quiet but I know why lo. So I told her don't b like this and take things easier!!! She still look sad!!
She wanted to sent me to take airplane but I told her don't as it's too troublesome and don't want her to get lost!
But I gt her to be scolded again and I hate it!!!
I dunno what actually happen or etc!! Why she keep attacked her...
Even she's nt wrong bt I think that not right too ba!!!
She's old and she's trying very hard to keep N bear all things to herself
Like her pride are all gone!!
She don't want to create a scene as she felt that she old waiting to die and I told her not think this way...
It's not good n right!!!
I seriously hope she better after today...
She wasn't invite to dinner yesterday night and I asked her what she eating and she say she cooked so i went to kitchen and see what she cook!!!
Omfg!! She only had white rice lo, I went and asked her to go up with me and she mentioned that no one cook her rice!!
I understand why she say so,,,
The mil scold her and say why she don't wanna say earlier she want eat, I hurried told her that it's ok u can eat my share..
;)
She felt better...
I wonder is it people who are old will be treated this way!??
Hais...
My motive N goals is my 2 kids lo... I'm bringing them
Bk this Dec or Jan. But maybe Dec ba as Jan Isaac is already in primary one and it's gonna be busy and can't anyhow dont go Sch!!!
Plus the weather is cooling so it should b nice!!
Since we are staying at her place hotel fees are omitted!!
Ok be bk to blog again...
At airport bcas flight delayed!!!!
Chiao...
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