I Dunno wad to do already m fucking stress out with Isaac!
All ple only kn how to tell me use nice tones to talk to him but I talked till cow cone home he still take me for grantted!
How I'm seriously losing my last lill bit patience I had with him!!!!!
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Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Milk issue
Kyden is nt interested in his milk,more interested in food how?
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Saturday, March 27, 2010
...... M I a bad mother or I'm under sresst
I duno wad hit me, I always tell myself to control and not to hit/ beat Isaac!
Today I lost control, I can't, he don't listen to me'
that e last straw, noon time already told him to face e wall because he ml me so angry refuse to listen, at night same thing happen.
I tried bot to use cane nor beat because I belive he's old enough and should not beat him but then each day he tried to come up with something new!
ESP when I'm at work and his mum looking after him, he become worst!
Talking don't seems to work, dis I allow him him to do what he like thus today he become lik that?
M I at fault for this today?
I seriously duno'
that e last straw after he pissed n don't listen to me, I locked him in his room and I went in after which I slap him 3 times and there was a deep cut in his upper lip. I felt bad of casbbt overall I'm really v angry, else I would not hit him de!
I always try n I nv touched him for the longest time and I always use by talking but he's taking mr for granted!!!!
I hate that!
I seriously duno what I should do already, looking after both can be v stressful, I need help but then there are things which can't!
I'm stress st wk, bk home he does it again n I duno how long I can take it!
Anyway I'm really dirty any hiting him hut what I done already there's no turning back, he's jumping STD again, people tell me he's lik that should talk to him nicely, tell mr how nicely should I say, when he's taking me for granted thinking I'm saying only each time!
Before he go sad I think I will go crazy first!
Te me what should I do!
M I a failure as s mum?
I duno
did I do the right thing?
I already tried my best in all ways to ensure he's well fed, hve Sch, gd home etc, yet he's still like that!
I'm confused and I'm sorry Isaac for hitting u!
Mummy is sorry to you!
I need a brak seriously!
I'm getting depesdion soon I think
gd bye
Today I lost control, I can't, he don't listen to me'
that e last straw, noon time already told him to face e wall because he ml me so angry refuse to listen, at night same thing happen.
I tried bot to use cane nor beat because I belive he's old enough and should not beat him but then each day he tried to come up with something new!
ESP when I'm at work and his mum looking after him, he become worst!
Talking don't seems to work, dis I allow him him to do what he like thus today he become lik that?
M I at fault for this today?
I seriously duno'
that e last straw after he pissed n don't listen to me, I locked him in his room and I went in after which I slap him 3 times and there was a deep cut in his upper lip. I felt bad of casbbt overall I'm really v angry, else I would not hit him de!
I always try n I nv touched him for the longest time and I always use by talking but he's taking mr for granted!!!!
I hate that!
I seriously duno what I should do already, looking after both can be v stressful, I need help but then there are things which can't!
I'm stress st wk, bk home he does it again n I duno how long I can take it!
Anyway I'm really dirty any hiting him hut what I done already there's no turning back, he's jumping STD again, people tell me he's lik that should talk to him nicely, tell mr how nicely should I say, when he's taking me for granted thinking I'm saying only each time!
Before he go sad I think I will go crazy first!
Te me what should I do!
M I a failure as s mum?
I duno
did I do the right thing?
I already tried my best in all ways to ensure he's well fed, hve Sch, gd home etc, yet he's still like that!
I'm confused and I'm sorry Isaac for hitting u!
Mummy is sorry to you!
I need a brak seriously!
I'm getting depesdion soon I think
gd bye
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
Work is getting more and more demanding!
Tired
People are taking me for granted, although work is easy but afterall I felt lousy most of the time this year, bad year?
Wanted to change a new enviornment but then is it flexible?
NO
That is the main reason why I'm still there!!
I can't understand why people like to push the plate ard and boss people to do things, at e end of the day u think u can win?
_|_
I'm so sick of all this but still is earning thus no choice gt to put up with it!
I need s break
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Tired
People are taking me for granted, although work is easy but afterall I felt lousy most of the time this year, bad year?
Wanted to change a new enviornment but then is it flexible?
NO
That is the main reason why I'm still there!!
I can't understand why people like to push the plate ard and boss people to do things, at e end of the day u think u can win?
_|_
I'm so sick of all this but still is earning thus no choice gt to put up with it!
I need s break
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Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Shagged out totally!
Brought Kyden for his Jab yesterday and Isaac went along bcas he got no school.
Did not bring pram and i was alone with both of them.
LOL
weather is hot and horrible la.
Well he cried twice bcas got two jab haha.
Well....
Isaac was scared too bcas i told him that his turn soon if he is still so naughty.
Isaac brought his notebook lo alone and told me to spell for him all the injection wording and Kyden name etc.
Went home after that, fed Kyden medicine then i went to make him slp and off i do house work.
So tiring can!
No choice...
Night time then his mum brought food over and i was so shagged out by 11 pm.
Kyden develop fever at 2am so i wake up and fed him medicine and latch him on milk lo, struggle abit la.
Bcas i went to paste that cold gel on him and he cannot liao lo!
LOL
Anyway this morning i woke up the gel is missing i wonder where it went.
Recently we are sleeping in ISaac room bcas its coller and windy not wake up to be sweaty!
But the pro is we have to put the mattress back n fro each night LOL
Better then wake up in sweat
Sometimes at work im so sian, bcas i got bad nasty collegues! Who are selfish and annoying.
Lucky i dont face them daily but i hate them to the core that i wished to have nothing to do with him/ her.
Hope she gets my message and leave me alone.
He asked me to buy PTK LOL, bcas i say im feeling like want to vomit.
I keep dont want to buy LOL
I think there is no la.
Going to take PM leave tml and bring Isaac go swimming then some bonding time alone just both of us since Kyden is borned then he lacked the love and care from me when i used to shower him full attention,
The other day we just went Library and its was a rush one bcas his mum is at home waiting for us and also he reached to fetched us back already,.
well still fun as we each got borrow haha.
Tml we willbe gg swimming and he refused to let us go Jurong Science Centre alone, he wants to follow us on Sunday instead. i wonder with Kyden how to go inside snow city LOL
Going to discuss today!
iM GOING TO PUMP MY MILK NOW LAREADY SHAGGED TIRED AND GOING TO CHASE MY DRAMA
Next Stop Happiness..
I know i very slow but wad to do!
;)
Hope work will be better in coming months and also i will be less tired!
Kyden well behave.
isaac listen
\Oh ya before i forget .....
Nurse say KYDEN IS FAT & SHORT!!!!!!
Not tall enuff!!!!
LMAO
Did not bring pram and i was alone with both of them.
LOL
weather is hot and horrible la.
Well he cried twice bcas got two jab haha.
Well....
Isaac was scared too bcas i told him that his turn soon if he is still so naughty.
Isaac brought his notebook lo alone and told me to spell for him all the injection wording and Kyden name etc.
Went home after that, fed Kyden medicine then i went to make him slp and off i do house work.
So tiring can!
No choice...
Night time then his mum brought food over and i was so shagged out by 11 pm.
Kyden develop fever at 2am so i wake up and fed him medicine and latch him on milk lo, struggle abit la.
Bcas i went to paste that cold gel on him and he cannot liao lo!
LOL
Anyway this morning i woke up the gel is missing i wonder where it went.
Recently we are sleeping in ISaac room bcas its coller and windy not wake up to be sweaty!
But the pro is we have to put the mattress back n fro each night LOL
Better then wake up in sweat
Sometimes at work im so sian, bcas i got bad nasty collegues! Who are selfish and annoying.
Lucky i dont face them daily but i hate them to the core that i wished to have nothing to do with him/ her.
Hope she gets my message and leave me alone.
He asked me to buy PTK LOL, bcas i say im feeling like want to vomit.
I keep dont want to buy LOL
I think there is no la.
Going to take PM leave tml and bring Isaac go swimming then some bonding time alone just both of us since Kyden is borned then he lacked the love and care from me when i used to shower him full attention,
The other day we just went Library and its was a rush one bcas his mum is at home waiting for us and also he reached to fetched us back already,.
well still fun as we each got borrow haha.
Tml we willbe gg swimming and he refused to let us go Jurong Science Centre alone, he wants to follow us on Sunday instead. i wonder with Kyden how to go inside snow city LOL
Going to discuss today!
iM GOING TO PUMP MY MILK NOW LAREADY SHAGGED TIRED AND GOING TO CHASE MY DRAMA
Next Stop Happiness..
I know i very slow but wad to do!
;)
Hope work will be better in coming months and also i will be less tired!
Kyden well behave.
isaac listen
\Oh ya before i forget .....
Nurse say KYDEN IS FAT & SHORT!!!!!!
Not tall enuff!!!!
LMAO
Saturday, March 13, 2010
Milestone
Kyden finally flip on it's own earlier, he's 7 month 1-2 to 8 months.
Have cereal daily 2 times, but his drinking of milk actually decrease& I decrease in pumping at night only twice a day, morning, noon, night is purely latching.
Trying to get used to it
Nw he can blah blah funny languages and look into e direction where ple are talking, laugh when amused, cry when feed cereal too slow, grip e bath tub when bathe, grab ple hair, touch ple face
Alot more..
Tbc
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Have cereal daily 2 times, but his drinking of milk actually decrease& I decrease in pumping at night only twice a day, morning, noon, night is purely latching.
Trying to get used to it
Nw he can blah blah funny languages and look into e direction where ple are talking, laugh when amused, cry when feed cereal too slow, grip e bath tub when bathe, grab ple hair, touch ple face
Alot more..
Tbc
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Wednesday, March 10, 2010
Kyden poo
Kyden did not pass motion Fr 4 days this is the outcome
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Tuesday, March 9, 2010
The day
Today marks e day Maid is finally leaving, her flight at 1pm
I wonder how would son react!
Lag night he acted not the usual him while I was sleeping after eatin medicine
He hit her which he usually don't etc
I Guess that his way of saying our his frustion on her leaving
Told her we would welcome
Her bk if she wants to come bk but if she choose to go other place i'm also happy for her!
Did nt show much emo already as I somehow got use to it, starting to thin if a person wanted to leave there's no way h can stop or change their mind.
Plus they are overall nit ur cloest kin!
All the best to her and whichever path she choose
Anyway her Fren n new agent will b going airport with her ltr on lol
I Wondef wad she's up to.....
But she seems so happy packing her things lo!!!
Lol
In another 2 hrs son wil wake up n duno hw will he alr
Btw I punished him at naughty corner and it was quiet aft 10 min I wonder y.....
He fell aslp by placing his head against e wall n zzzz
Omg!!!!!
Anyway he need to be punished bcas he's way too michevioua n naughty already!
)
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I wonder how would son react!
Lag night he acted not the usual him while I was sleeping after eatin medicine
He hit her which he usually don't etc
I Guess that his way of saying our his frustion on her leaving
Told her we would welcome
Her bk if she wants to come bk but if she choose to go other place i'm also happy for her!
Did nt show much emo already as I somehow got use to it, starting to thin if a person wanted to leave there's no way h can stop or change their mind.
Plus they are overall nit ur cloest kin!
All the best to her and whichever path she choose
Anyway her Fren n new agent will b going airport with her ltr on lol
I Wondef wad she's up to.....
But she seems so happy packing her things lo!!!
Lol
In another 2 hrs son wil wake up n duno hw will he alr
Btw I punished him at naughty corner and it was quiet aft 10 min I wonder y.....
He fell aslp by placing his head against e wall n zzzz
Omg!!!!!
Anyway he need to be punished bcas he's way too michevioua n naughty already!
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Wednesday, March 3, 2010
Been nice don't pay
I was nice to absorb my maid levy since she wants to gi back, who know the most shocking matter hit me!
She already got her bio data given to her Fren, knw where she can work after she left etc!
No wonder ple say they are heartless!
Well nevertheless I only absorb her levy pro rated!
Nt gg give her salary!
She's gg to pay Fr her own air ticket!
Nw she already packed her stuff alr l0, wen I just told her ystday ain't that fast?
Anything his mum supposed to come yet she leave again
I'm scare she alone at home might steal etc but then she left
Sometimes I feel lik slapping that person but I can't due she's my mil
Tml if she does that again I'm so gg f***
I dun care already
I'm just hving mood swing la, he's out happy here I'm
Fuck that life!
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She already got her bio data given to her Fren, knw where she can work after she left etc!
No wonder ple say they are heartless!
Well nevertheless I only absorb her levy pro rated!
Nt gg give her salary!
She's gg to pay Fr her own air ticket!
Nw she already packed her stuff alr l0, wen I just told her ystday ain't that fast?
Anything his mum supposed to come yet she leave again
I'm scare she alone at home might steal etc but then she left
Sometimes I feel lik slapping that person but I can't due she's my mil
Tml if she does that again I'm so gg f***
I dun care already
I'm just hving mood swing la, he's out happy here I'm
Fuck that life!
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;)
Just had a talk with my maid regards the SMS she sent the other day!
her decision is to go back her home, I told her ok, I'm fine to let her go bk since no point, she no heart to work.
Maybe it time she go back since she started work for 7 years no go Back already!!
She will go back next week
Isaac is sad but no choice
Maid would bs happier I guess nit so stress and at least can relax first!
All the best to me, doing house work etc
Faint!!!
Gosh
My life hmmm......
To be continued
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her decision is to go back her home, I told her ok, I'm fine to let her go bk since no point, she no heart to work.
Maybe it time she go back since she started work for 7 years no go Back already!!
She will go back next week
Isaac is sad but no choice
Maid would bs happier I guess nit so stress and at least can relax first!
All the best to me, doing house work etc
Faint!!!
Gosh
My life hmmm......
To be continued
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Tuesday, March 2, 2010
Finalized
She going back on Sunday!
He say I can't say to her
I felt bad bcas she also stay with us for almost one yr Liao ma!
Hais
All she create de lo
I try to tolerate her, nv scold her but she nv learn well then no choice
Since she decided to sent me that SMS that day, his mum quit there's no turning back already!
I tried to retain her but his mum finally resign like for almost 6 months of talking
I guess she's nt fated to be with us
Well I honesty say I did not torture or I'll treat her in any way
All e best in ur future work scope or maybe u would want to get married
I guess Isaac will be very sad and crying ba bcas he's v close to her lo
Well not I don't wan u
Is u
I guess all are fated
We canf change e fact that you are gd but problemtic
Well
For e time being no maid till Kyden is 1 1/2
Nw full time by hus mum
Hopefully no scratches or friction of other problems again
I'm drained
Well I try my best to protect h Fr 9 months tok bad u still fail!
I protected her bcas I kn she need money nt I lazy and she gt a gd character too but all maid who Wk longer thn 3 yrs will changed!
Bye bye surnami!
Thanks for working with us and tbear with my rubbish
Thanks for taking good care if Isaac and Kyden when I'm at work
Hope u get wad u wanted
Thanks for all the work and I hereby say gd bye!
I duno if I can face u on Sunday anot I scare I cry, then u cry
Hais I hate thus type of thing why did u do that or SMS me?
I can't ask u why u SMS bcas ah ma quited her Job and to b fair to her I can't Kip u
I wanted to Kip u but I'm scared that 3 months later u back to square one bcas so far no one trusted u as much as I do!
Maybe I'm nt a gd owner to u but then I still appreciated what u did for me
Keep in touch if ur in Singapore
Take care
Isaac will miss u alot
He say I can't say to her
I felt bad bcas she also stay with us for almost one yr Liao ma!
Hais
All she create de lo
I try to tolerate her, nv scold her but she nv learn well then no choice
Since she decided to sent me that SMS that day, his mum quit there's no turning back already!
I tried to retain her but his mum finally resign like for almost 6 months of talking
I guess she's nt fated to be with us
Well I honesty say I did not torture or I'll treat her in any way
All e best in ur future work scope or maybe u would want to get married
I guess Isaac will be very sad and crying ba bcas he's v close to her lo
Well not I don't wan u
Is u
I guess all are fated
We canf change e fact that you are gd but problemtic
Well
For e time being no maid till Kyden is 1 1/2
Nw full time by hus mum
Hopefully no scratches or friction of other problems again
I'm drained
Well I try my best to protect h Fr 9 months tok bad u still fail!
I protected her bcas I kn she need money nt I lazy and she gt a gd character too but all maid who Wk longer thn 3 yrs will changed!
Bye bye surnami!
Thanks for working with us and tbear with my rubbish
Thanks for taking good care if Isaac and Kyden when I'm at work
Hope u get wad u wanted
Thanks for all the work and I hereby say gd bye!
I duno if I can face u on Sunday anot I scare I cry, then u cry
Hais I hate thus type of thing why did u do that or SMS me?
I can't ask u why u SMS bcas ah ma quited her Job and to b fair to her I can't Kip u
I wanted to Kip u but I'm scared that 3 months later u back to square one bcas so far no one trusted u as much as I do!
Maybe I'm nt a gd owner to u but then I still appreciated what u did for me
Keep in touch if ur in Singapore
Take care
Isaac will miss u alot
Monday, March 1, 2010
Back to tiring life
We decide to send our maid back to Indonesia already after that SMS she sent me!
I felt uncomfortable and she's taking me for granted!
I also felt she don't have the heart to work already!
Overall we are going to share house Wk burden again
Sigh!!!!
Wad a life!!!!
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I felt uncomfortable and she's taking me for granted!
I also felt she don't have the heart to work already!
Overall we are going to share house Wk burden again
Sigh!!!!
Wad a life!!!!
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Arg
So angry with my maid, make me late again when I told her a million times I can't b late!
Let her slp early n wakeup late when I deed Kyden myself! Totally took me for granted!
She woke up at 8an on sat n sun while I fed Kyden at 5,7am myself?!!
Gg mil house eat dinner, she just carried baby then never packed the bag and walked off!!
I become the packer cum maid!!!
Need yo remind her times and times again!
There will b a limited
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Let her slp early n wakeup late when I deed Kyden myself! Totally took me for granted!
She woke up at 8an on sat n sun while I fed Kyden at 5,7am myself?!!
Gg mil house eat dinner, she just carried baby then never packed the bag and walked off!!
I become the packer cum maid!!!
Need yo remind her times and times again!
There will b a limited
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